In My Mind

hari pertama =)

2011-06-15T18:27:00.000+08:00

eh! banyaknya habuk~
berdebu haaaa!
sapelah tuan punya blog ni..lolx..

da habis blaja pon x sempat nk update ke? sebok sgt ke??
sebok la~
sebok tgk tv, main game, tido sampai muka tembam! heeeee....
bila cuti dah habis baru terhegeh2 nk update..

OK! kembali kepada title *sila pandang atas*

hari ini hari lapor diri di Bank..
aaaaa~ da tak boleh golek2 tgk TV?

pagi2 lagi dah bangun..selama cuti sejak 13th may haritu, bangun subuh then tidur balik smpi pukul 9..
but now? in ur dream sahaja lah cik suhana..

set jam pukul 5.30 pg, thank God terjaga!
thanks to my panic attack, i can barely sleep last night..wondering endlessly what wud happen today..
terus cari baju plg senang nak gosok! serious x kuasa nak melaram k!
iron baju --> shower --> dress up --> light breakfast --> off to work!

woo..head rush!
work?
i'm an adult now..fully responsible of something other than myself..

the highlight of my day?

1. naik Komuter, after ages! jangan tanya kenapa i prefer komuter than driving..anybody who knows me knew that i LOVE driving to the max! but after 4 years driving to UM, i cant handle another day of bump-to-bump traffic! pls no! seronok naik KTM ni..i dont have problem with grabbing a seat..u see, Klang is on one end of the route and Bank Negara is on the other end, so i'll get a seat! no sweat! heeeee~ n i dont have 2 drive..i just sit n read whatever book i have in hand..today, i read Please don't make me go by John Fenton.

2. i met new friends..nice bunch of people..

3. hey! dapat name tag BNM lah! hahaha no more pas pelawat ok!

muka sy mmg x fotogenik! aaaaaaaa..blh tuka gamba x encik?

4. i discover new things..great things..the fact that now i can share the health care benefits with my parents, is pretty awesome kan??! like i said, its awesome! there's like gazillion of new things i discovered today, n i have GOD to thank for all that.. alhamdulillah!

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well, esok is just another day at work..
aaaa head rush! heeee..

about my 4 years,,,

2011-05-26T00:58:00.001+08:00

u thought 4 years will be long..

but its actually short..too short..

first year..belajar basic2 je..islamic law, tort, contract ,MLS n LM..

i can still remember how shocked we were after LM's exam..our spirit were crushed when the result came..

then we learnt criminal, consti, admin, family, land and Mooting..i stumbled for a while and it cost me another year of consti..

in the third year, we got tougher after PP..and we trained our brain to survive the dry chapters in land, equity n trust, juris, company and PIL..

after 3 years of practice, ingatkan sama je mcm tahun yg lain.. but CPC, CP, Evi, Drafting and Advocacy were different..but hey, waves and quakes will not stop us..

and here i am..after receiving the one n only good news i;m waiting for weeks..

i'm done with law school!

eh mcm tak percaya je!

mcm baru smalam ber-cheers kt ASTAR.

mcm baru smlm pakai hitam putih dan beratur depan seniors for law fac orientation..

serious mcm baru smlm!

tapi sbnrnya bkn smlm..

sbb dah 4 tahun..

ada air mata..

ada ketawa guling2..

ada masam2 muka..

ada gado2 manje..

dah banyak bnda jadi..

mesti rindu giler lah nk bangun2 pagi redah jem utk smpi kelas on time..

then siapkan tuto last minit sbb byk sgt kerja so kenas prioritize yg mana nk kna buat dulu..

rndu jugak nk lepak kt lib..ketawa serupa lib tu kita yang punya then tutup2 mulut sbb tersedar org dah pakat pandang sbb kita gelak mcm org giler!

pastu rndu jugak nnt nk makan kt cafe law fac keluar dr cafe' mbawa bau cafe yg sgt kurang enak smpikan kwn akan tanye "babe, ko baru balik dr cafe' ke?" lolx..

msti nnt rndu nk duduk dlm DK..subject yg xnantok ak duk depan..tp klu yg dry giler tu, mmg ak nyorok kt blakang lah!hehehe..

byk lagi bnda klu nk tulis mmg kna buat dua tiga post..

4 years kot...

i'm really worried b4 dpt rsult td..mana tak nye...

1. for my very last paper, 4 batang pen yg ak bawak, smuanye TAK BOLEH KELUAR DAKWAT! mcm nak nanges buat CP...terpaksa gilir2 guna 4 batang pen tu..kejap2 pen ni..pastu dakwat tetiba hilang..guna yg lain pulak...apsl tah pen tu boikot ak..urgh! risau giler klu examiner x mo tanda sbb pen asik tuka2 kaler......

2.malam td mimpi failed one paper..tetiba harini dpt result plak..aih..mcm tuhan nk bg warning je kan? so that i'll prepare myself for watever that might happen..

but Alhamdulillah..He the Almighty lend me the happiness..insyaAllah, i will never forget to keep trying to be a better muslim..a muslim with LLB Hons. (Mal)...cayalah beb!!!

Krabi travel guide for Malaysian travelers..

2011-05-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

planning to visit Krabi? well, i'm here to share my 2 cents on the tourist spot which has become so popular among malaysian travelers..

i went there last year..spent 6 days tanning myself..mmg hitam biler balik..hehehe..

Where to stay?
i stayed at Railay..well, for people yang nak pergi Krabi, u must ask urself, what are ur expectations?and what are ur plans in Krabi?
if u want a spot next to the beach, with long stretch of beach and u dont mind with minimum choice of foods..choose Railay..
but if u want a spot near to the Airport, near to good and cheap foods, near to shopping spot ang good massage places, well choose Aonang..
Railay is a nice place..very secluded..u can reach Railay only by boat..and from railay, u can just walk to the infamous Phra Nang Beach..ini tempat iklan pepsi yang Ronaldinho main bola tepi pantai tuuu..well, since tempat dia jauh n secluded..everything is expensive here..
well in Railay, ada two sides..known as railay east and west..i stayed at railay west..ada 3 resorts je kat west side of railay..take ur pick..i recommend Railay bay resort.. go for the privacy cottage..

What to do?
well, i think u know what Krabi (as well as other beach and island tourist spot) offers..DIVE or SNORKEL!
for divers, the view down there is great..but u'll find that some corals are dead..dont ask me why, coz i bet u know why..pollution, human activities and all the developments are bad for the corals..sbb tu for sipadan and ligitan, our govt dah limitkan amount of activities and development and no more people staying on sipadan ligitan..so, divers, if want better view, go for sipadan, ligitan, mabul or kapalai..if u're wondering, Malaysian water is still the best tau!

so, here's what i suggest u do in Krabi..

1. go for island hopping..
dont share ur longtail boat with other groups..rent YOUR OWN boat..

y?snang if u want to spent more time at one place or skip one place..klu share, u've to consider other people's interest...remember, u want to enjoy ur holiday to the max..so be selfish!

BEWARE of jellyfish! like i said, Krabi waters is not as good as our pristine beaches..so there's a lot of jellyfish..the most dangerous is the red colour JF! very2 poisonous..ooh n for divers, there's a lot of snakes tooo near the dead coral..so careful ya!

2. emerald pool!

for those staying in Railay, u need 2 get a boat to aonang, then take a cab to emerald pool..i will take about 1 hour to reach the pool..its located in krabi nature park..

ok xperlu cakap banyak bout this place..just look at the color..arent u tempted to just dive in and swim for hours?

few warning yea..

please DO NOT use the 'nature trail'..sbb apa? well, titian kayu kat park ni sangat2 tak di jaga,,so ada yg reput..ada yang berlubang2..u might fall down! well, my mom jatuh dari titi yang runtuh..very2 disapointed sbb foreigners need to pay RM20..but dia x jaga tempat ni..thai ppl only need to pay RM3...teruk kan??but if u use the normal road, its faster n safer.. =) totally worth the money and time..so PLEASE VISIT this pool..

pool ini licin..so those travelling with young children, take care of the lil' ones..

visit this place early-early-early in the morning,,after breakfast tros gerak..so that u can enjoy the place for urself..once thai's school kids balik skolah, they'll conquer the pool..

finally, please take lots n lots of pictures..we dont have this in malaysia..

3. hot spring

this pic is not mine..waktu smpi sini, my cam da xde bat..so, no memory of this remarkable place! air panas dia suam2 n ada yg panas btol but still not harmful 2 ur delicate skin..the flow of this waterfall creates a pool..how? from what i was told, air panas dah membentuk batu2 tu jadi mcm bath tub..best giler ok!

warning: licin, dont spend more than 30mins in the water ok! n drink a lot of water..take photo! we have hot stream in malaysia but we dont have hot waterfalls..

well, this is all i find intresting to share..y? coz, the beaches are not that good..go to tioman, redang, perhentian, sipadan, ligitan, mabul..u'll be amazed..but do what i suggested..spend 5 days in krabi..take ur time there..plan ur own holiday..its cheaper and smarter coz u'll not be constrained by schedule made by other ppl..only YOU know whats best for YOU.. enjoy!

if u wanna shop, go to chiangmai or bangkok..things in krabi (craft n clothing) are twice expensive..krabi is the place to rest n relax..

for muslim, i suggest u to go to krabi..y? easier to find Halal food..mosque..and muslims..

one bell boy in Railaybay even speak malay! so it feels just like home...

other place worth a visit?

a. Maya Bay

b. Phi Phi island

finally, my best shot in Krabi:

phranang beach..ini signature shot of krabi tau! siapa pergi krab i wajib amik gamba cmni ok!

My brothers enjoying the view..n the sun..

our view during breakfast..waktu pagi, air tak pasang lagi...

waktu senja..lovely shades of purple and orange...

another shot of the long tail boat..

2011-05-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

13th May..well, for Malaysian its the date of tragedy and sorrow..
well for my batch mates and i, 13 May have a whole different meaning now..
its the end of our 4 years journey..
yeah, its the last day of exam..

the exam, for me, was hard! real hard!
macam tak nak kasi pass je...haisho...
but i guess i did my best..but maybe my best will not be enough.. i dont know..
i'm waiting patiently for the result..
as for now, i'm too insecure to plan anything..
i dont even pack my books..
is my subconscious mind trying to tell me something?
is God trying to give me a hint?
i hope not..
i wanna be done with everything...

i dont wanna be sitting in the exam hall again..

maybe some of u think that i'm being silly..
but seriously dude,
UM Law is not easy..
its hard..super hard..
no exaggeration here..its the whole naked truth..

haa kecik je gamba ni..klu letak besa2 nnt bigger than blog border..click for larger view eh!

now, i'm enjoying my time at home..

watching series..

watching TV..

sleeping late..

wake up late..

trying to get back in shape..i gained 3Kgs during study week..~~bila lah nak kurus ni........~~

countdown to exam!

2011-02-16T20:14:00.003+08:00

haaa..to my awesome classmates, jangan view tau! hahaha..
tengok title je dah boleh agak apa content of this post, kan?
well, tgh selak2 planner..saje nak kira lagi bape hari nak exam..
hihihi..
penatlah kira secara manual ni..so saya pergi sini..and tadaaaa!

haaa kat sini boleh tros kira & countdown lagi bape hari nak exam..wah..
semangat nye kau suhana!

bukan semangatlah!
nak beringat je..
nanti sebok fikir benda lain..
buat benda lain..sampai terlupa pulak kan lagi bape hari nak exam..

so kalau ikut kata countdown ni, ada lagi 2 bulan, 1 minggu & 5 hari b4 exam??
ok tak kelakar!
sangat tak kelakar....

ada lagi 2 asgmnts nak kna submit..
2 trial yang sangat berliku dan berduri!
oooh..
hihihi* gelak mereng~

haaa kawan2..tgk lah puas2 countdown ni!

p/s: this will be, insyaallah, my last exam in UM..cant wait..but at the same time i'm very reluctant 2 leave the grounds of law faculty..it's my battleground & my playground.. =(

Comelnya Berbaju Kurung

2011-02-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

huwargh!!
penatnye menaip..ada sape2 nak tolong type kan assignment tak??
saya upah 2ringgit eh?heee~
=p

klik2 kat Dashboard Blogger baru tersedar yang my lovely roomate waktu kat PC tagged me for a contest! hehehehe..
thanks miemie!!!

1st time nih nak join contest blogger..hahahaha..excited la plak kan!

nama contest ni 'Comelnya Berbaju Kurung'..created by Siti Khadijah..

Kenapa perempuan pakai baju kurung tu comel?

bahahaha..tricky question nih..

well, a girl in her baju kurung sangatlah comel sebab baju kurung tak over-exposed on her figure..her body measurement and etc..it focus more on the GIRL..

so, secara tak langsung kecomelan akan terserlah..

ooh and i realize that when a girl wear baju kurung, she will look sweet, demure and CUTE in whatever she do..maybe sebab baju kurung ada kain and not seluar..so nampak sgt sweeeet....

bila berjalan plak, sah-sah la tak boleh nak buat langkah besar-besar, kan?and bila duduk sah dah tak boleh bersila, kan? and tak boleh la nk lompat2 kan? haaa..automatically bila pakai baju kurung, jadi very girlish..muahahaha..

i know i'm rambling.. =p

ok, nah gamba saya berbaju kurung..hahahah amik! bukan saya sorg..ada lg 4 orang berbaju kurung..comel kan??

susah lah nak carik gambar sorang2..hahaha..ni je yg nampak dari atas sampi bawah..hehehe..i'm the one in the middle..muahahah

Pendapat ada tentang baju kurung?

boleh buat point form x?hahaha

1.baju kurung baju yang sopan..

2. boleh pilih material and corak yang kita suka..pastu tempah..senang!!

3. affordable..kalau nak dekat raya, RM100 bleh dapat 3 pasang! waaaaa...

4. boleh pakai bila2 pon..formal, x formal, weddings, funeral..i even wore it for bowling, once!

5. tak nampak gemok..hahah..sebb xde cutting..

hehehehe..

itu je kot..

saya nak tag

-->nabilah jalal

-->atiqah izni

-->asmalina mokhtar

-->Mastura hani

-->Fatin Zahura

*these are the active blogger that i follow n they are my friends..hehehe..

prejudice against legal profession

2011-02-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

my parents are proud to have a daughter who study law. well, because they are my parents..obviously they will support me no matter what i do..but being a law student for almost 5 dreadful-yet-so-exciting world, i've noticed something..whenever i met people..relatives or an old friend, and when i told them that i study Law, some of them will say this kind of thing to me;

"ooh..iye ke..kerja macam peguam, hakim semua ni, sebelah kaki dah ada dalam neraka tau.."

or if they are trying to be subtle, they will say,

"nowadays dear, it's hard to survive being a lawyer, u know..

coz a lot of them cheat their way to the top.."

ooh whatever people...

and not only people i know..

in TV and movies i often heard characters said;

"aaahh lawyers..seasons changed but lawyers remain liars.."

"why do world need lawyers?! they only make things worst!"

and there's thousands of bad jokes about lawyers!

guess what, this is the first pic that came up when i googled 'lawyers'!! how awful!

OK i get it that some lawyers lose their ethics along the way..~~but seriously, dont talk to me about lawyers and ethic..i had firsthand experience breaching lawyers' code of ethic..lolx..~~

To a certain extend I do agree that there are some bad apples in the legal profession. But don't be surprised to know that many lawyers out there actually have good conscience, acceptable moral values and a nice heart too.

I do want to explain that the idea of ethics, justice and fairness are subjective in nature. What is ethics? The ethics we humans profess would very much differ from each other and would depend on many factors.

When the european travellers first visited Asia, they were of the view that many things we Asians did were unethical and barbaric. Classic eg was seeing people eating using their hands. But today such impression no longer exist. Why? b'cos we learn how to appreciate and understand other cultures and ethics.

Most often than not, it is not the lawyers that should be blamed. Lawyers act on client's instructions. People come to lawyers because it is clients who has messed up things or are involved in a mess. lawyers are merely a gun to hire. The things that lawyers say and argue in court is not something that they pick up from the air. Mainly, it is due to what the client says and lawyers apply the existing law to the given facts.

Sometimes, personally lawyers even don't want to represent an alleged murderer or a rapist. But lawyers, under the existing Rules are required not to turn down any case unless they really not familiar with the area or unable to handle too many files. The reason behind this rule is that lawyers are tools to find out the truth. To ensure that everyone is innocent until proven guilty. To ensure that there is someone out there to represent even the worst person in the world. To create a check and balance in this judgmental world.

A lawyer's work is not easy!!

They give up alot of their social life just to make sure that things go right for their client. Lawyers will frequently tell you how they have not had enough sleep, how they will have to come to office during the weekends due to urgent request by client, how they miss spending time with their kids and family, how even when they are sick, they are unable to take MCs...etc.

Sometimes it makes some of them wonder why they do this.. becoz the amount of money billed on certain files may never compensate somethings in life. But lawyers do it for passion and the love for fairness and
justice.

so stop judging lawyers AND law students...we are not bad people..we don't torture ourselves for 5 years in law school to end up being a jerk..

love,
suhana.

i appreciate a good drama

2011-02-05T00:17:00.004+08:00

yes, a good drama is entertaining..

i'm talking about my Favorite medical drama of all time..

tonight episode is one of the best..well considering that GA dah lama tak ada episode yang full with humor but at the same time make u scream ur heart out becoz of frustration towards certain character's action..

tonight show defines the classic GA..

meredith & derek problem at the beginning and at then they go all happy and smiley..hehehe

and Alex, isn't he the best or what??!

he's cool but restless..

he's smart in his own way..and what he said always inspire me or make me laugh out loud!

"no, that wasn't me..that's meredith talking..she's been saving my ass this whole day. i can't handle this trial. dude, ur wife is the only person twisted enough to handle this."

see what i was saying?!

he's good!

haaa, another scene that made me crack was when Mark told Derek that Callie is pregnant with his baby..and he's kinda hoping that Derek can give some advice on how he should break the news to Lexie..with a stunned face, Derek said..

" i don't get it..meredith and I have been trying for months to get pregnant but nothing happen. and you? you look at someone and suddenly a baby appears?"

ooh and the thing with Chief and Bailey today?

LOLX!

twitting in the O.R about the on going surgery she's having and the chief, being so old school, he can't except it..

the good thing is, instead of creating further disagreement and bickering between the two, the writer managed to transform that conflict into something VERY funny!!

and people, Christina is B.A.C.K!!totally..hehehe

remember when i said that the classic GA episode is when u can cry and laugh in the same hour?

well, today i'm so frustrated with this one character laaa..

y can't she just accept a baby! he's boyfriend wants a baby!!!!

and as usual, they break up..

well, being 23 now..i think i know y she don't want a baby..it's not even her's pon..

aiyak..

okeh!

wow, i think i can be a reviewer! hahahah..

good or bad reviewer eh?

good night people..

thanks for reading..

love,

Suhana.

it's never too late, kan?

2011-02-04T17:07:00.001+08:00

first post for 2011!!
weeeee~
terlambat tak nak wish Happy New Year??
hahahha..maybe Happy Chinese new year?

busy sangat dari new year aritu sampai ke saat ini..
cuti mid-sem dah nak habis baru lah ada masa nak update belog ini..

apa yang berlaku sepanjang Januari 2011?

1. semester terakhir sebelum aku grad! hah, gembira betol ni..tapi, perjalanan sebelum Grad ni bukan senang. it's about the journey, not the destination. so i'm focusing on my journey as a final year student.
oh, korang tau kan yang uni kat Malaysia starting from next academic year akan mula dari sepember? haaa..pelik tapi benar..nak selarikan jadual dgn international uni they say..but whatever..
it's something new..
something that InsyaAllah i will not be experiencing..

2. oit! birthday aku korang lupa tak??haaaa..hehehe..

I'm officially 23..a bit old..tapi yang penting jiwa kena muda..one word to describe my birthday this year --> it's a BLAST! three surprises in one night. thanks my buddies, my Mr.Syafiq and my dearest friends for all the surprises!

ada banyak sangat benda nak kongsi..
maybe dalam post2 lepas ni..sebab post yang ini saje je utk lepas rindu kt belog ini..hehe

jumpa nanti!

Dr.Grey and Elmo.. super cute!

2010-12-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

first thing first..

..CONGRATULATION YOUNG TIGERS..

weee~~ *super excited*

tak mo komen banyak2 sbb klu google, da mcm2 komen best2 org lain post..

kat FB news feed, beratus2 status updates..

wah smua org bangga dgn harimau muda!

cayalah!

Aauuummm!

haaa tgk young tiger dah mengaum!

ala2 player malaysia..

hehhehe..

oouhh aku da ada jersey Malaysia la!

hahaha dalam FB je pon..

tengok2! lawa kan?eheheheh

ok now back to the title..

comel sgt video ni..hehe

Elmo si puppet merah dari sesame street and my on screen idol; Mer Grey!

cepat2 tgk!!

hahahah!

cute kan??

rindu nye dgn GA!

ada 3 sneakpeak da release but

tak mo la post kat tenet...nanti x suprise..

aku pon tak nengok lg clips tu..

tau x?

minggu depan start lecture..

wah!

mana pen?

mana beg?

sebelum cuti ada siapkan jawapan tuto evidence yg aku kena present...

tapi..

mana jawapan tu eh?

hahahha!

pandai2 kau la su!

carik sampai jumpe..

geledah la kotak2 kau tu.

heheheh

till next post!

xoxo.

p/s: besday aku dah dekat nih..cepat2 beli hadiah, beli kad, blaja buat kek & plan suprise party!

hehehhehe

sila buat ini..sebelum anda meninggal dunia

2010-12-27T02:18:00.000+08:00

jumaat -
my dad's former student meninggal dunia..sebab accident langgar divider..koma for a day..then meninggal dunia sbb kecederaan pada bahagian kepala..

ahad -
on the way balik dr Perak, singgah kat rumah keluarga arwah di Sabak Bernam. my dad nak collect few important docs utk tolong waris arwah claim life insurance..my mom was not his agent but my dad rasa sangat2 nak tolong coz he's very close with my dad..

i remember him..as my dad's student who used to bring my mom a baby jellyfish after my dad assigned them to catch jellyfish before they start their daily training in Teluk Rubiah dulu..dengan sangat excited dia datang jumpa my mom.."akak, ni anak obor-obor..." sambil pegang botol mineral yg ada anak obor-obor tu..

he's a sweet person..

we met his family tadi..sebelum dia meninggal, selalu dia ajak my dad suruh datang kampung dia..ajak memancing kat bendang and sungai..last raya, dia ajak datang open house..but my dad sgt bz..at last, bila arwah dah tak ada baru my dad sempat jejak kaki kat rumah dia..

his mom is a teacher..his dad, i don't know..but he's kinda an important person gak r kat kampung tu..they look very calm..
now adik lelaki selepas dia yang uruskan everything that he left behind..dari hal insurance sampai ke hal kemas barang-barang arwah kat rumah sewa di KL..kesian je bila terpandang mata dia yang bengkak..he must be very close with his brother..losing a brother is tough..i can relate..

he told that weeks before arwah meninggal, dia ikut join kelas pengurusan jenazah..dia sangat excited nak jadi model jenazah tu..hmmm talk about signs kan..

about insurance claim tu, my dad explained to his family that arwah ada satu policy..so now that he's gone, waris akan dapat duit utk kebumikan jenazah = RM3000..then sebab dia meninggal sebab accident, waris dia akan dapat RM150,000...

he came from a good family..religious one..satu hajat mak arwah tadi, dia nak hantar upah haji untuk arwah and buat sedekah jariah utk arwah..she said arwah sangat muda lg (27thn)..apa sangatlah harta akhirat yg arwah ada..sedih bila dengar..i can't imagine the feeling of a mom..losing her child..and have to outlive him..managing his pusaka..its suppose to be the other way around kan?kita yang patutkan uruskan mak ayah kita bila diorang meninggal sebab time kita lahir diorang dah uruskan kita..but qada' qadar ketentuan Allah..

back to the real purpose of this post..

here i list down FOUR things that we NEED TO DO before we die..so that our parents and siblings tak kelam kabut when we die..at least kita tak bebankan diorang..

1. inform diorang kalau kita ada simpanan, insurance, EPF even duit kutu kalau ada..sbb if dorg waris sah kita, dorg ada hak utk semua tu..dan duit tu jugak blh guna utk bayar kos kebumi..kos kenduri arwah..bayar hutang kita..ingat, kalau ada hutang dunia kena langsaikan..kalau tak, terbeban bila meninggal nanti..duit tu gak dorg leh upahkan haji utk kita..

2. sila kongsi NOMBOR PIN KAD ATM dengan mak ayah kita..kenapa??? sebab..bila kita dah tak ada, diorang boleh bawak keluar segera..pesan kat dorg, bawak keluar semua duit dalam tu..then barulah lapor pd Bank yang kita dah tak ada..sebab?? kalau diorang report kematian sebelum bawak keluar duit, duit tu akan dibekukan..n Amanah Raya akan take over pembahagian duit tu..biarla RM10 pon..leceh kan??so kongsi no pin dengan parents k?

3. kalau ada hutang apa-apa, bgtau kat mak ayah atau adik beradik..senang nanti..tak ada lag diorang teraba-raba dalam gelap..nak mencari sape yang kita ada hutang..

4. start la menyimpan duit..utk kegunaan kita bila meninggal nanti..memang lah bila seorang manusia tu meninggal dunia, dia akan terpisah dari semua hal dunia ni..tapi ada benda yang kita tak patut biar mak ayah ngan adik2 kita tanggung lepas kita tak ada..duit kebumi, duit kenduri, duit upah haji..semua tu tanggungjawab kita..walaupon mak ayah ngan adik2 tak akan cakap diorang terbeban kena buat semua tu utk kita bila kita dah tak ada tapi hakikat yang memang kita susahkan diorang tetap tak berubah..so..simpan lah duit eh..masuk insurance hayat kalau nak senang..beringat sbelum terkena..

~sama-sama kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah untuk arwah saudara Idrus, semoga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, Amin.~

hari keluar result!

2010-12-24T00:18:00.000+08:00

hari ni dimulakan dgn 1 simple thoughts..

"hari ni budak PMR dapat result..mesti diorang nervous giler!"

well..

few hours later, NewsFeed Facebook aku sarat dengan berita adik dia dan dia dan dia, serta sepupu dan saudara dia dan dia dapat 8A,7A..

tetiba ternampak satu post..

post yg buat jantung aku berdegup dari luar badan!

result is out!

ooh yeah!

aku yg tengan start kereta, nak balik dari Klinik Haiwan Dr Yap terus ubah plan dalam otak..

initial plan aku, nak balik sambung skirmish Red Alert 3 yang tak sempat abis semalam..

my new plan --> pergi UM tengok result..

pheww...

Remedies lulus!

Banking lulus!

that's the thing about study kat law school UM..

we hope for the best..but don't expect too much..

i've been disappointed before.. =(

ok tak mau cerita sedih!

yang penting tak payah repeat!

ooh ada lagi good news!

miss lappy dah ada keyboard baruuuuuuu!!

hoyeh-hoyeh~

SEBELUM

see the red circles?that's the location of rongakness..hehehe

SELEPAS

see now?very nice kan??

dah boleh menaip dengan gembira!

hehehehe..

quote from mama:

"hah lepas ni bagi lah Garfield cakar lagi.."

hehehe..

orait mama..tak bagi Garfield dekat dah ngan Miss Lappy..

"Formal education will make you a living; self-education will make you a fortune."
-Jim Rohn

my 100th post on Blogger!

2010-12-23T00:46:00.000+08:00

YIPPIE!!

dah 100th post dah..

nak buat ucapan boleh??

hahahhaha!

thanks to:

my 30 followers!

korg follow lg x ni?ke da bosan?hahaha..

my blog stalkers!

ni mesti ada ni..hehehhe..ngaku cepat =p

my lappy!

u assist me..walaupon rongak,tetap berkhidmat.. =))

and MYSELF..

for your never ending silly-funny-lame idea...

heheheh

sila2 makan kek..

"The role of a writer is not to say what we all can say, but what we are unable to say."

-Anaïs Nin

ku rindu dia.. =p

2010-12-19T22:09:00.001+08:00

i miss Grey's Anatomy!
dah dua minggu x dapat my weekly dose of Grey's humor, drama and twists!
they r on break for the holiday season..
& as usual they'll be back in January..
i’ve learned that Grey’s Anatomy S7 episode 11 will be called “Disarm” and will air on January 6th, 2011.

for my lovelies yg gile grey's or at least hooked on grey's,
here r the Promo 4 that episode..

it's gonna be EPIC!

importance of a clear vision

2010-12-19T11:41:00.000+08:00

here's the thing..

i was born with an eye problem..notice that i only mention 'an eye' ?

well, it's because the problem is only with my right eye..

this eye disorder is called amblyopia or commonly known as Lazy eye..

the truth is,its not the eye that is lazy..it's the brain..

~~ahaaa that's explain why i'm so lazy!~~

sbb mata kanan aku ni malas sgt.. my left eye needs to work more than it should..
the result, skrg power mata kanan sy 475!! while mata kanan just 120!!!
kesian mata kiri ku..

aku stop pakai glasses masa f1..pastu pakai contact lense..well sbb aku ni sgt careless at times, kadang2 lupa nak pakai..
masa F5, berhenti terus pakai contact lense..

then bila sambung Asasi, buat spec..tapi pakainye setahun beberapa kali je..
masa tu power mata kiri 375 mata kanan 50..
spec aku memang sentiasa berat n tebal sebelah..
WEIRD ok!

makin lama mata aku makin tak jelas..
kalau benda tu jauh,memang aku hanya akan nampak outline dia je..
hahahah!
so aku sangat pro mengenal outline benda atau orang..

but lately memang aku rasa aku dah tak nampak outline pon!!
doctor mata aku pernah cakap dulu, sila pakai spec or soft lenses..and sila buat treatment mata kanan anda..kalau tak nanti lama-lama nerves ke mata kanan akan mati sbb xpernah guna..and mata kanan will permanently buta..

so! aku gi tempah contact lenses!!
stock setahun punya!
ha amik!

regarding the treatment, doc sarankan ak buat exercise mata kanan dgn letak patch pada mata kiri so that this lazy right eye will be forced to work..kawan-kawan, please remind me ok!!

and since dah pakai corrective lense dekat mata kiri, mata kiri now sgt clear!!bagus sgt..
yg x bagusnya..bila mata kiri da clear, mata kanan tros xmo buat kerja..so kawan-kawan, korang akan nampak aku sangat juling kadang2..
i'm trying so hard utk buat lazy eye ini gerak..
so dont call me a freak k!

“The eye sees only what the mind is prepared to comprehend.”

if i die young...

2010-11-27T22:43:00.004+08:00

whoops..
can't focus on Banking Law anymore..
need some time off..

well,
i wanna share with YOU one beautiful song..
a sad one too..

"If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song"

very poetic kan?
very optimist jugak..
coz she didn't see death as something awful.
_________

"Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby"

ok, this is the part where i shed a tears the first time i listen to this song.

super sad..

the first person that came to her mind in case she die young is her mother. how she knows that her mother will be the one who grieve the most n how she would like her mother to know that she's all fine.. T_T
________

"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"

ok, this part is my favorite!

so much truth in it..

the hard cold truth, kan?

i love how she convey it through very honest words..
_______

go and look at it's full lyric..u'll be impressed..

here's the Live version..

ooh, this is a brother-sister's band..

they called themselves THE BAND PERRY

country band..

i adore country music!

u can also catch the official vid..

nice jgak..

hehe

quicky!

2010-11-25T00:39:00.001+08:00

this one is gonna be super short..really!

TOP 3 abnormalities in MY life during exam weeks

1. my sleep schedule is all messed up. i normally wake up at 6.30 and sleep as early as 10 and the latest at 12.

but in exam season - i wake up at 6 and sleep at 3! ooh, and there's no nap?!! infringement of human rights!

2. i drink coffee..normally i don't do coffee..it's effective to abstain me from sleeping but the morning after, i will be miserable! BUT in exam weeks, adrenalin makes morning after coffee seems 'normal'.. yeah right! the point is, i drink too much coffee and my pee smell like one!! gross n awful n...unique?

3. during exam weeks, my Blog post..is SHORT!

till then.

xoxo

my 1st paper = Remedies.

date = technically today (Thursday)

venue = exam building

i grew up with them..

2010-11-21T01:13:00.001+08:00

seriously, the memories are still vivid in my mind!

how i wud stay up late every tuesday..

curled up in my blanket..

all lights were off..

and the theme song sounds something like..

"i dont wanna wait..for our life to be over..

lalalalala..."

haha..

i'm a bad singer.

well,

i'm easily addicted to TV series..

and in the 90's,

i'm addicted to Dawson's Creek..

u know..the one with Joey Potter..

~~she doesn't have anything to do with Harry Potter though..~~

wait, let me show u some pictures..

let see if u can remember..

haaa..now u remember kan???

well,

i met a friend..

a childhood fren..

the one i shared my dawson's creek obsession with..

miss beeha.. ^_^

the funny thing is that,

after nearly 10yrs tak jumpa,

soalan 1st yg dia tanya was..

"who did Joey end up with??"

hahaha..

me: "u seriously have no idea ke babe?"

beeha: "u r the only one i know who wud stick with the show until it ends..so tell me, who's the guy?"

me: "it's pacey,baby!"

hahahaha..

this is one of my favorite scene..

they were talking about a bracelet that Joey wore that night..

i think the dialogue was something like..

J: "it was my mom's"

P: "i know..u told me,six month ago.."

...

P:"yeah, i remember..i remember everything.."

hmm..this one was after they had summer sailing vacation together..

my favorite lines in the entire series was when Joey finally realise that she was in love with Pacey..

and she try to stop him b4 he went sailing on his boat..

J: pacey, i think i'm in love with u..

P: u think, or u know?

J: i know.

and this one,

J: "pace, y are we here?wat r we doing here? y are we standing like this.."

and then they kiss..

hahahahaha..

i'm glad that they end up as an item..

yeay!!!

ok..i need to go back to Remedies..

till then..

"you know you love someone,when u can spend the entire night,

just sitting by the fire and watching them sleep.."

my favorite 90's song..

2010-11-15T21:48:00.005+08:00

You say I only hear what I want to.
You say I talk 'so' all the time... so?

And I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
Yeah yeah, I missed you.

And you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
lover's in love, and the other's run away,
lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
Well, well, this is not that;
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.
And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that I was naive,
and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.
Yeah, I miss you.

You said, "I caught you 'cause I want you and one day I'll let you go."
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just
scared to lose.
And you say, "Stay."
And you say I only hear what I want to.

***

masa zaman walkman yg isi kaset dulu,

aku beli kaset lisa loeb..

haha..

sbb muka dia nerd sgt!!

no lahh..

aku suka lisa loeb..

one of my closest friend masa dulu suka lisa loeb..

he stuffed it in my ears like everyday..

he sang it when possible..

hahahaha..good all times..

well, lagu ni fevret aku..

i am much obliged..

2010-11-15T21:25:00.002+08:00

oho..i cant believe that my last real post was on July a.k.a my first day as a final yr law student..
da lama sgt x bebel2 kt blog ni!!

now, the 1st half of my final chapter is almost coming to an end..WOW!
cepatnya masa berlari..
T_T

there's too much thing i wish i can do..

also too much thing i wish i NEVER did.~~.like..u know.....~~

too much memory i don't have time to create..

also too much memory i wish NEVER exist..but it happens..so there must be a reason.

.i dont wanna argue on that..

ooh, u know what's the most recent memory i created?

well.. my Advocacy buddies and i..

we stumble, smile, fall, rise, laugh, cry, pissed off and pleased..

we just had our 1st day of trial..

well basically we pretend that we are lawyers..we were given a set of facts & evidence..

so we need to improvise, get creative and argue our case..ooh & we get to play roles..

sounds soooo cool kan?

it IS..

well..part of it IS cool..

but mostly it's exhaustive & it took away a lot of thing from us.. ~~yeah..it include that thing...u know...~~

today, i played the role of the senior counsel 4 the defendants..my witness was the Investigation Officer..ooh but i didn't ask anything 4 cross-exam..coz i got nothing to ask..coz my objections on the tendering of the 1st two docs were sustained!! yeay!

tomorrow..
well tomorrow is the day, people!
i need 2 cross-exam this witness named Baha..

wish me luck..

mmmuuuaaahhh!

^_^

its g0Od to be back

2010-10-02T12:18:00.000+08:00

Hi!! Lama giler tak jenguk ruang Blog nih..

it's not that i don't have anything to share..

but i had too much on my plate..

hehe..

tapi sekarang da boleh menulis balik..

even if still ada sgt byk bnda nk kena buat..

like, now i have Banking Law assgnmnt..

hahaha..

so,

sambung later ok!

(bajet mcm ada org baca kan..)

***

hari ini dalam sejarah!

2010-07-12T07:51:00.001+08:00

subjek sejarah tyme sekolah dulu subjek fevret aku..hehe

suka je tau apa yg jd dolu2..

its like reading a great fiction..

what makes it so0o good is that,
it is NOT fiction..its friggin' Real!

so today, beberapa sejarah tercatit..

phewwit! dah macam artikel serious kan! cayalah su!

hahaha..

1. Spain V Netherlands World Cup Final

Spain now rules the soccer world!tahniah lah to Spain and their fans yeh..aku sokong byk sgt team kali ni...so aku happy je sbb salah satu team yg aku sokong tu Spain..hehe..Two years after winning the European title, the stylish Spaniards did even better!

korang nampak tak aku berdiri di antara ramai2 penyokong Spain tu! cayalah!hehe

2. Sotong bernama Paul menerima ugutan bunuh!

yang ni memang sejarah r..WC kali ni bertambah best bila ada Mr.Paul..siapa paul? dia ni si sotong kurita yang mbuat prediction for every match..most of his predictions came out accurate! WOW! yang paling bestnye, dia ada bodyguard..hehe..

few hours after WC ends with Spain as the Champion, Paul receives a death threat! kesian paul! well, after dia predict yang Spain akan menang lagi dia dah dapat ugutan bunuh ni..but lepas WC habis, aku rasa diorang buat satu assassination squad utk bunuh si Paul ni..hehehe..

3. i'm a final year student! cun ah!

hahaha..yg ni paling sejarah r..sebab tak leh terjadi lagi, InsyaAllah...

hari ni hari pertama klas bermula..kelas start kul 4 since tak ada tutorial lagi kan..but most of our classes memang petang..hehehe

boleh la tgk midnight movie with the girls!heheheh..

saya dah tua..cant wait to see the freshies...they will remind me of my innocent past..hehehe

“Remember that all through history

the way of truth and love has always won.

There have been tyrants and murderers

and for a time they seem invincible

but in the end,

they always fall -- think of it, ALWAYS.”
by Mahatma Gandhi

ooh girl just wanna hve fun!

2010-07-09T22:38:00.001+08:00

dah lama tak dengar lagu lama ni..

naik kereta dgn mama n ayah td, terpaksa dgr sinar.fm..

coz daddy drive..

we have this rule, u know..

sape yg drive, ada kuasa veto utk tentukan radio apa nak dengar..wahaha..

since penat jd escort mama meronda PKNS shah alam dan Jalan TAR,

x larat nak drive dah...

so td sambil carik feel nk tdo dlm kereta terdengar lagu ni..

"ooh girl just wanna have fun!"

banyak lg benda yang disebut dalam lagu tu tapi tu je bnda yg aku dapat tangkap dalam keadaan mamai n mengantuk tu..

BUT

my mind tros teringat kat seorang pompuan ni..

since aku baru lps tgk Eclipse semalam,

aku teringat r kt miss Isabella Swan yg bakal jd mrs cullen but still have time to lip-lock with the ever so hot and macho Jacob black..

well, girl just wanna have fun!!

wahahaha..

well bout eclipse,

hmm..

whenever best-selling books di-adapt jadi motion picture,

i always prefer the books..always!

same goes to eclipse..

banyak giler movie ni meloncat-loncat!

here my list of what they should show:

1. the history of the werewolves pack..in full..bukan teros loncat time diorg da ada power nk jadi wolf..

2. rosalie's history..

3. charlie's reaction waktu bgtau nk kawen..

4. the WEDDING! bella in white puffy dress..

5. jacob membawa diri after bella kawen!

well, those parts for me sangat penting!!!!!

nasib baik diorang dah decide nak buat breaking dawn in two parts..

kalau tak,

main loncat2 la macam eclipse nih..

ooh..

rambut bella,

nampak sangat wig! especially kat dahi..

kalau tak focus kat dahi, tak nampak sgt...

wahahaha..banyak lak komen kan..

xoxo!

from a man..about men..

2010-07-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

by now, some people might already planted in their mind the idea that i am one hell of a sexist. well, erase that silly thoughts off your mind coz i'm not a sexist... hehehe..
i just think that differences, arguments and issues between man and woman are great topics. my writings yang paling banyak dapat komen, adalah bila aku cakap tentang lelaki dan perempuan..so itu buktikan teori aku yang topik mcm ni mmg boleh jual!

look at these numbers,
apa pandangan korang?

25% of all men are unstable

25% of all men can't be faithful

30% of them don't mean what they say

and 10% of the remainin' 20 is gay

15% of all men got a complex
15% of all men dont practice safe sex

20% of them are from homes without a father

so there's a 50/50 chance that you'll marry a coward

ni actually lirik lagu by Lyfe Jennings...
menarik kan?
try dengar...
memang sangat menarik..
i chose a video yang memang tayang lirik..sebab malas aku nak gi search lirik..hehehe

my personal comment,
i dont think that the man population are that bad.
do u think they are as bad as the statistic portrays?

chill!

xoxo~

Do It Yourself!

2010-06-29T13:03:00.001+08:00

well..i always wanted a skin for my beloved laptop..
but, i cant seem to find the perfect skin for miss lappy..
corak yang ada kat kedai tu too common and serabut...
kalau ada yg simple pon, tak berbalaoi dgn harga!

so i did some googling (is this even a word??)..and found a way to create my own custom-made personalise laptop skin..

this is how miss lappy looks before the make-over..

and after sheer determintion, hardwork and creativity,
miss lappy now have a new look!

comel kannnnnnn!
bahahaha..
nak tunggu korang puji memang lambat lagi laaa kan..hehe

the cost?

self-adhesive plastic - RM 1.50 (1/2 metre)
gift wrapper - RM 1.00
double sided tape (nipis) - RM 1.50

yang lain2 tu, such as gam and gunting memang dah ada kat rumah..
gambar-gambar tu aku amik kat back dated Cleo mags..
then i printed out the 'Supit's'

so total semuanya ---> not more than RM10.00!!! well it can get as low as RM 3 if guna old mags and do your own collage!

the step:

make sure laptop surface tu tak ada habuk or berminyak or berair..
then ukur..make sure ukuran tepat..tak nak nanti dia terkeluar-keluar..neat!
potong plastik ikut ukuran..and tampalkan kat surface..
now that you have the base, start with cutting the wrapper and decorate it..tips- potong wrapper 0.5 cm lebih kecil dari size plastik..
lepas dah siap decorate, tampalkan wrapper pada surface guna double sided tape.
gunting lagi satu helai plastik and tampalkan kat atas wrapper yang dah dilekatkan tu..
kemas2 kan sikit and SIAP!!

wait for my next D.I.Y project..
heheh..

now?
i need to change the bed sheet, sweep the floor and mop!

xoxo!

loner!

2010-06-28T03:07:00.000+08:00

i miss my weekly dose of :

Grey's Anatomy

Private Practice

Gossip Girl

Chuck

Vampire Diaries

thank God i still have my:

Army Wives

Pretty Little Liars

Parenthood

Lipstick Jungle

__________________________________

oh my..

am i a Loner?

i spend most of my time watching all these series..

i think i'm a loner..

one with no life..

bahahahaha..

u know i'm not kan???

2010-06-27T12:49:00.000+08:00

I've heard that it's possible to grow up -

I've just never met anyone who's actually done it.

Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves.

We throw tantrums when things don't go our way,

we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark,

we look for comfort where we can find it,

and we hope .. against all logic, against all experience.

Like children, we never give up hope.

How do you know when how much is too much?

Too much too soon. Too much information. Too much fun. Too much love. Too much to ask...

And when is it all just too much to bear?

philophobia

2010-06-25T01:23:00.001+08:00

it's there..but i cant touch it..

i can see it..but i cant feel it..

i can sense it..but i cant have it..

1 word.

MISERABLE

______________________________

Josiah G. Holland once said that, the most precious possession

that ever comes to a man in this world

is a woman's heart...

i wonder why a man so successful like Josiah said that..

then, i realise something..

when a guy have a woman's heart,

he have someone to love him,

someone to look after him,

someone to support him,

someone to calm him..

someone to tell him that it's OK to fail cause she'll be with him no matter what..

someone to cook his favorite food,

someone to iron his shirt,

someone to help him shop,

someone to be the mother of his child,

someone who would be his lifetime companion..

_________________________________________

there's a woman behind every successful man..

so, man population,

are you aware of this?

hope it's not to late for you to grab the woman you love,

and say 'Thank You for being there'..

cause from what i've heard,

don't ever make a girl cry a river for you..

cause that river,

will turn into an ocean,

that will drown you..

and worst - the Tsunami she create,

will bury you deep down the earth core!

airplanes.. T_T

2010-06-24T01:30:00.001+08:00

dah berminngu nak letak lagu ni kat blog..
tapi bila search youtube, semua fan-made vids kena block..
copyright infringement..

but today, 1 of my FB friends posted on her wall, saying that Hayley Williams had tweeted this vid on tweeter..

GOOSEBUMPS dude!
especially bila dengar chorus by Hayley at the beginning of the song..
wow!

______________________________________

can we pretend that Airplanes

in the night sky are like shooting stars?

i could really use a wish right now..

but,

as a muslim

there's only one way to "wish"..

whisper your prayer to God Almighty..

he'll listen..

he always do..

its US who often forget

that he's the One..

who grant every wishes..

irony..

2010-06-23T01:02:00.006+08:00

i love irony..

i love to observe people's reaction when something goes strikingly beyond the most simple and evident meaning of their words or actions.

since everybody are now insanely attached to football/soccer,

the 'irony' that i wanna point out somehow have a connection with the sport..

well, not really about the sport..

its about someone in that sport..

u know Ashley Cole?

the England player that plays for Chelsea..

he used to have a wife (tak sure kes cerai tu dah selesai ke blom..but she did filed for divorce..)

cheryl cole..alaa vocalist Girls Aloud from UK tuuu..n she's also one of the jury dlm X-Factor UK..

cut to the chase..

ashley ni lelaki merbahaya..well, most of the footballer memang merbahaya..

he cheated on her..ada mistress and langgang prostitute..

she gave up..

and in her divorce petition, she expressly stated that for the divorce settlement, she dont want anything from the marriage..

money, mansion, cars or anything..

she just want him to leave..

so wats the IRONY?

hehehhe..

watch this..

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Now every day ain't gon' be no picnic
Love ain't a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

I don't know where we're heading I'm willing and ready to go
We've been driving so fast we just need to slow down and just roll

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

______________________________________________________

irony kan?

dia nyanyi2 suuruh fight for the love..

but she obviously quit from fighting for her marriage..

don't get me wrong..

i understand why she quit..

after sooo many chances,

she deserve a much better treatment from him laaa..

she's pretty, successful and young..

she'll survive..

will u fight for your love?

and until what point will u fight?

share with me..

xoxo!

p/s: i'm typing using my new keyboard..wahahaha..my old keyboard da hancur dicakar oleh Garfield tersayang..

disangkut? tersangkut? atau menyangkut?

2010-06-19T14:01:00.000+08:00

pheewwwittt!

tinggal 5 hari je aku disangkutkan...

i wonder why program ni dnamakan prog. sangkutan..

or in english -- Attachment--

3 minggu aku kt BBG (biro bantuan guaman) selangor..
3 minggu naik kereta sampai shah alam..
park kat parking lot library or MBPJ parking or parking RM2 sbelah Maybank..
then jalan kaki gi palaza perangsang
tingkat 6..

and i meet these wonderful attachment buddies..

nael --> the photogenic one.. always gives her best whenever she pose! jeles!

wani --> the pretty one..petik jari sepuluh mari! hehehe..gudluck with A~

syaz --> the sweet one..but can be crazy too at times..hehe

ana --> the bubbly one..sukaaa jalan..n the early bird!

wan --> the funny one..kalau dia bercerita, msti dgn penuh aksi..n she's tall! jeles~

A.J --> the crazy one! hahaha..lawak dia ni..selamber je..n dia sgt sukaaa Caucasian male.. preferably bald!hehe..

kak dayah --> P.A puan pengarah..she's funny! n sporting to the MAX!!!

towards the end of my days there, i met another 3 attachment students..

fisah, raymond and rizal..

tak sempat kenal dorg betol2..

but i know they are good people..

miss u guyz lots n lots!

xoxo!

currentyly aku disangkutkan kat Balai polis daerah klang..
grrrr~

kau MENYEMAK!

2010-06-19T00:55:00.001+08:00

siapa suka,

kalau homepage FB dia di floodkan dengan

bebelan
kritikan
sumpah seranah
kutukan
statement perasan bagus

aku tak kisah la weh kalau korang nak luah perasaan...tapi kalau perasaan yang kau nak luahkan tu smuanya negatif belaka, sakit urat-urat mata aku! dah tu, setiap 10minit kau update status kau..semak la babe! kau boleh cakap la, "kalau tak suka x payah baca!" but kau miss one point kat sini,

bukan aku nak baca, dah kau post stat baru setiap 10min, stat kawan2 aku yg lain, n bnda2 yang lg berfaedah yg dipost dalam FB tu smuanya jatuh bwh "see older updates"!

aku x tau apasal aku accept kau jadi friend dulu..aku x ingat pon kau ni mana satu time kecik2 dulu! tetiba carik publisiti murahan....

my curiousity lead me to your blog..

oh my Lord!

kau memang tak ada kerja yang lagi berfaedah eh nak buat selain dari kritik orang???!!!!!

one funny thing,

kau post pasal couple luah perasaan kat FB sampai berjela2..

n how much u HATE that kau terpaksa pandang dan baca..

Babe,

itu lah perasaan aku bila terpandang stat kau..

at least yang bercinta tu, tak mencarut2..

tak kutuk sana sini..

macam KAU!

dah-dah..

aku tak mo jadi mcm kau pulak..

aku optimist!

bukan mcm kau..

LOL!

p/s: i know i can just hide her name from appearing in my homepage, but the purpose of FB is to connect n reconnect with friends..if aku hide nama dia, serupa mcm aku delete nama dia tros dari list kan? haha thats wat i did pon. DELETED!

p/p/s: sape suruh kutuk aku dalam blog kau! nasib r!

my blog is BACK!

2010-06-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

O0o yeah!
blog ini sudah kembali beroperasi after kesunyian yang membosankan!

banyak benda nak share ni...
serius bebeh!

so,
camne blog ini skrg?
no more baby blue..
no more cuteness..

hehe..
this have nothing to do with me getting old.. (i'm still 18 okey~)
i just need...
something NEW!

komen eh!
dah sunyi sangat sekarang.....
*demand plak kan??*
korg baca pon da cukup bermakna..hihihi

xoxo!
till next update..
n it wont be long..

warning! anda sedang memasuki kawasan pembinaan

2010-06-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

i am my mom's daughter..
dia sukaaa alih2 barang dlm rumah.. remodeling, renovating, repainting and re-arranging..
now, dah berjangkit dah kat aku..
and..
i like it!

hehehe...

maka,
blog ini juga akan ku ubah suai..
even if i know, xde sape baca...
hahaha..

sedap mata mmandang!
at least for my eyes..

till we meet again,
after i pour some new colours into this page..

xoxo!

good news n bad news - they came in one package!

2010-05-25T18:25:00.001+08:00

oouuhh..
been under the weather for the past couple of days..

i have this one theory..
klu sakit gatal2, u can always grab minyak angin or the white cream that doc often prescribe.. n the itchiness will disappear..
kalau bengkak or lebam..leh gi urut tempat tu n sapu ubat..
kalau luka pon leh sapu ubat n tampal plaster..
my point is..u can see the wound, the swelling n bruises and the rashes.
BUT NOT when u have stomachache or a headache!
kan????

thats the bad news..
the good news?

i can now proceed to final year in UM law school!
thank you Allah Almighty..
my results are not excellent..
but i cant ask 4 more..

thank you Allah 4 giving me this..
thank you mama n ayah..i love u!
thank you encik syafiq..love u too!
thank you Bimpit..u babes, rocks!

pouty face? mmuuaaahhxx!

2010-05-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

angel: kau buat apa ni supit?! g blaja PIL tuuuu..

supit: oooh kna blaja ke??

Devil: alaaaa..nnti je baca buku tu..update blog ni dolu..

hahahah..ak bukan mnurut kata syaitan yang direjam..cuma tgh ada klapangan n xde mood nak study PIL after paper company law yg sgt...unik td..ooh bkn saje unik, tetapi mendebarkan n adventurous! hahaha

i found this..on the net..

while viewing Hate page on Facebook..

mcm2 bnda rupanya manusia bnci..

pouty face?

ke duck face??

then i type "stupid pouty face" in Google..

kua plak yahoo.anwser..

"Why do girls make that silly pouty face in pictures?"

Seriously, girls, if you are trying to be sexy just SMILE. Even if you have ugly teeth. EVERY SINGLE GUY I've ever talked to says he hates when girls pout. It looks so dumb and obvious that you want bigger lips.

Aren't you aware of how silly you look?

gez wats the top voted answer is..

hehe..

"that's the exact same thing i'm always wondering. I can't stand it when they do that, it looks so stupid, and it makes them look ugly if you ask me, a cute smile would do thank you. it's so annoying in fact, when i see pictures like that i'm like "OMG why is she doing that" it makes them look like some long lip creature."

oooh horror sgt..hahhaha

"long lip creature??"

"stupid??"

"ugly??"

cpt2 ak cek gamba aku kt FB..hahaha mana tau ada gak gamba2 aksi terlampau dgn bibir ala2 seksi tu kan..

heheheh...

no comment sbnrnya..

tp ada betol gak apa yg aku baca kt byk2 tmpt psl muka comel pouty lips nii..

kdg2 huduh bebeno le teman nengok nye..

alahai..

korg igt korg comel mcm ni ke??

ke korg feeling2 cute cam ni??

ke korg rasa korg seksi mcm ni??

hahahahah...

xmo da aku buat muka camni..

pasni snyum biasa2 sudah..

senyum ikut sunnah nabi..

manis..

senyum tu kan sedekah..

eclipse 2nd trailer

2010-04-28T22:45:00.001+08:00

attention all twilighters!!!

2nd trailer available now!

i need to highlight something here..
the director of eclipse is the one who directed 30days of night..
so, based on that movie,
i wish eclipse nnt best!
sbb trailer baru ni best!!

best kan?
kan?
kan?
kan?

pastu aku jalan2 kt u-tube
n aku jupe ni..

hahaha..
kan dah kata..
mmg majority org sukaaaaaa klu KStew ditukar..
hehehhe..

ooppss..
nk kna study ni!

company & PIL next week!

he's just a child

2010-04-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

Al-fatihah utk arwah Aminulrashid
yang meninggal dunia hari isnin haritu..

dulu aku join COP..
aku jumpa budak-budak yg kurang bernasib baik
lpas aku quit, aku join kelas CLE
jupe lagi kanak-kanak begitu..
apa pun keadaan diorang,
diorang manusia biasa..
kanak-kanak biasa...

hari ni aku masuk FB
tgk budak2 ni join group-page
yang ada gamba budak lelaki..
nama Aminulrashid..
sdap nama tu..
curious..sbb ada perkataan 'polis' dan 'kejam'
kat nama group tu..

aku klik..
baca fakta kejadian kt ruang info..
dan demi tuhan
tersentuh hati aku..

he's just a child..
a year younger than my youngest brother..
yet,
he was SHOT at the BACK OF HIS HEAD!

kalau kna tembak dengan penjahat,
aku akan rasa marah sgt dgn penjahat yang bodoh
xde akal gi tembak budak..
tapi arwah ditembak oleh Polis!
as a law student, i know one or two things about police n their procedure..
and i think i've heard somewhere,
that the 1st shot shouldnt be a shot to kill
it shud be a shot to impare..
shot to kill hanya kalau org tu mbahaya dengan mbawa senjata
n mngancam keselamatan awam..

tapi arwah cuma kanak-kanak..
apalah yang budak 15tahun boleh buat dengan tangan kosong dorg
kalau nak dibandingkan dengan sekumpulan polis?

lepas arwah meninggal dengan cara kejam macamtu,
dia dikutuk pulak media
yang sama sendiri bagi keterangan bertentangan..
forum2 plak pegi kutuk dia kata dia penyangak
"kanak-kanak bermasalah"
"perosak bangsa."
"mak bapak tak reti jaga anak!"

rasa nak ketuk tangan2 yang menaip bahasa2 tu!

apa dorg fikir dorg bagus sgt ke utk lemparkan kata2 mcmtu?

and dorg lupa agaknya mcmana perangai dorg masa umur 15tahun!
kau baik sgt ke masa kau budak2!
jgn lancang mulut persoalkan sifat orang yang dah tiada tu
sbab kau tak ada kat situ masa dia kena tembak
aku pon x ada kat situ
so pandai2 lah jaga bahasa

dia kanak2 kot!
baru kenal dunia..
dari pngalaman aku jumpa kanak-kanak yang kurang bnasib baik
aku tahu dorg bukan suka pon jadi nakal lebih skit dari kwn2 lain
kadang-kadang dorg ada rasa takut
ada rasa nak hidup yang lebih baik
tapi kau tau tak kbanyakan kanak-kanak yang nakal lebih dari biasa ni
selalunya ada masalah dalam hidup

dan kadang2 diorang terjerumus secara tak sengaja
kadang2 dorg terlalu berani mencuba
jangan kata dorg bodoh atau jahat atau tak guna
sebab dorg tgh mbesar!
kalau dewasa mulut mcm longkang
guna bahasa kesat hina org sesuka hati,
ko fikir budak2 yang melihat akan jd baik ke?

apa pun alasan Polis,
aku tetap rasa benda yg jd kat Aminulrashid tu tak patut jadi
sakit kot kna tembak
kat kepala mesti lagi sakit..
dia budak2..
mesti sangat sakit waktu tu..
tak kesian ke??
dah tembak tayar empat2 pecah pon nak tembak kepala ke?
kesian la kat dia..

aku harap siasatan nanti tak perjudis, xberat sebelah dan telus..
taknak jd mcm kes2 keganasan polis sblm ni
lama2 senyap mcm tu je

kalau kat negara2 eropah n amerika,
sah2 kena condemn teruk agensi polis skrg ni
sbb kt sana hak kanak2 mmg dijaga
kat sini?
haish...
siap leh hina caci maki budak tu..

al-fatihah buat arwah..

smoga keluarga arwah tabah..

derita kehilangan anak mmg perit..

semoga Allah mrahmati rohnya..

amiiinn~

distraction alert!

2010-04-23T09:53:00.000+08:00

ahax!

my brain n my mind (even when i'm semi-conscious)

are working very hard rite now..

menghafal all the names of the Jurist..

and their redundant, complicated and contradicting ideas..

JURISPRUDENCE , FRIDAY 3.00PM

OH YEAH!

berakhirnya satu perjuangan

2010-04-19T21:36:00.002+08:00

Jam 1505, 16 April 2010
hujan renyai-renyai..
seswai sgt dgn mood aritu..
seswai ke??

dgn laju mcm watson nyambek aku bjalan..
watson nyambek bkn pelari pecut ke weh suhana!
sambil pikul dua salinan projek ilmiah
yang berketebalan 136 mukasurat...

owh..tidak!
waktu tu jugak lah aku sedar sesuatu..
aku eja 'fakulti' mcm ni ---> "FAKULTY"
kesilapan jenis apakan ini!
tapi malas nk emo2 dah..
yg penting content!
cuba sedapkan ati sdiri..erk~

leganya hati bila nampak surat pengesahan melekat kt board Dr.samad..
Alhamdulillah..
syukur xde aral melintang..

aku jalan dgn smgt giler..
g ofis fac..
sib baik ramai gak yg baru nk anta..hehe

sign borang penghantaran..
n bg kt akak ofis,
dua salinan PP, 1 keping CD n surat pngesahan..

....SELESAI....

Projek Ilmiah
or we called it PP(project paper)
da mngajar ak byk bnda...

obviously dia buat aku blaja apa tu pkahwinan d luar negara tanpa kebenaran

tapi
byk bnda lain jugak..
bnda2 yg kadang2 ak xnmpk sbb tlalu merana buat PP
bia aku listkan..
so that ak sdiri x lupa jasa PP kt aku...

1. hormati dan patuhi supervisor anda..nescaya byk ilmu yg akan dikongsi..
2. jgn buang masa..klu x nnt merana
3. please jd ramah dan berbudi bahasa...supaya bila kita mntk tolong, org akan tolong
4. tulis apa shj yg ada fikirkan..sbb klu xtulis nnt lupa..ble lupa? sdiri yg rugi..sbb bnda tu mgkn yg plg penting dlm PP tu..
5. saling tlg mnolong antara kawan..bia x buat tajuk sama or dekat2 pon..sbb ble kite tlg kawan, Allah tolong kita..
6. sabar..mmg kna byk sabar..bile hidup rasa sgt bosan asik ngadap laptop..lama x dpt blk kampung, xdpt jupe buah hati, xdpt enjoy tgk wyg - kna sabar..
7. tepati dateline..klu x supervisor x suka..nnt markah kurang..ilmu yg dpt pon kurang..
8. kna pandai guna smua jnis sources..buku,jurnal, sminar, mjalah, newspapers, conference, artikel online..smua tu kna dirujuk..
9. jgn mbazir print drafts mcm nk print final copy..jgn buat mother nature merana..
10. percaya pada kmampuan diri..tgk ak yg malas n kuat tdo ni..siap gak PP..hahaha

so da berakhir cerita PP dan Aku..

biar r org nk kata aku gila pon..

tp aku mmg rndu dgn suasana aku n kawan2 buat PP..

sampai sini saje knangan aku dan PP..

smoga ada rezeki utk aku lanjutkan research itu dperingkat lbh tggi..

klu bkn utk topik itu, mgkn utk topik lain..

"Percanggahan di antara peruntukan perndaftaran dan hukuman bagi perkahwinan di luar negara tanpa kebenaran dengan matlamat Akta Undang-Undang Keluarga Islam (Wilayah-wilayah Persekutuan) 1984 (Akta 303)."

p/s : aku tahu tajuk ni panjang gila!!

PENGHARGAAN

*petikan dari PP Nur Suhana Roselan*

"Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Allah kerana akhirnya Projek Ilmiah ini Berjaya disiapkan tepat pada masanya.
Pertama sekali, saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada Penyelia projek Ilmiah ini iaitu Dr.Abdul Samad Abdul Ghani atas segala panduan, dorongan dan tunjuk ajar beliau. Terima kasih juga atas kesabaran beliau yang tidak jemu dan lelah menerangkan perkara yang sama setiap kali mesyuarat diadakan.
Saya juga terhutang budi kepada Pustakawan-pustakawan Perpustakaan Undang-undang Universiti Malaya atas bantuan serta tunjuk ajar mereka sewaktu saya kebuntuan mencari bahan rujukan.
Kepada Ibu dan Ayah, tiada kata-kata yang dapat diucapkan bagi menyampaikan rasa penghargaan atas segala pengorbanan serta kesabaran yang kalian berikan.
Terima kasih juga kepada rakan-rakan seperjuangan yang tidak henti memberi semangat dalam mengharungi getirnya perjalanan menyiapkan Projek ilmiah ini.
Akhir sekali, terima kasih kepada pihak-pihak yang telah membantu, secara langsung atau tidak langsung bagi menghasilkan penulisan ini."

CREDIT TO:

* ini khas utk rakan-rakan yg x aku sebutkan namanya dalam PP aku - bkn x mo sbut dlm pp..cuma xblh sebut..*

*in random order*

Nor Dalila Mohd Zambri

Nurul Aqidah Othman

Syarmimi Rashid

Nur Izzah Dhaniah Ibrahim

Norsyazwani Mohd Nazri

Aliah Soberi

as well as my editor yg menceriakan PP aku dgn highlight warna merah;

Atiqah Izni Ibrahim

and utk dia yg bersabar dgn mood swing aku spanjang buat PP;

Mohamad Syafiq Ibrahim

terima kasih

soundtrack hidupku...

2010-04-17T22:43:00.001+08:00

tajuk ala2 Glee skit..phewwit!

mak aih..dah bersawang belog ni aku tinggalkan..hehehe

rndu nk bercerita..byk bnda sbnrnye nk kongsi..tp sbb bz, cerita tu sume da basi...

if i'm so0o occupied wif my work, wat am i doing ere??

hehehe..i'm here coz i'm done with PP..(Project paper..a version of thesis for undergrads)

but lets save PP's story 4 the next post..

this post is somehow related to PP la tapi..hehehe

aku sukaa dgr lagu..

dalam kereta mmg tmpt fevret ak dgr lagu..

n dlm kereta gak aku blatih vokall...wahhh~ hahaha

ye r..buat persediaan nk dodoikan org..hahaha *simptom kurang tdo..*

hmm..kmbali kpd objektif post ini..

did i say objektif?? mcm ayat PP.. wink*
bila wat keje, ak sukaaa dgr lagu..
biar terhibur skit ati ak yg merana buat keje ni..
and biar bkobar-kobar sket semangat..
wahhh! mcm ahli politik da~

so aku nk kongsi ni sbnrnye...
i have my own customized playlist for assigmnt-day..
hehe..here are the TOP 5 on my list..

1. Hero by Mariah Carey

2. I Believe I Can Fly

3. Stand Up For Cancer

4. Through The Rain

5. Ku Mohon

"Every heart sings a song,

incomplete,

until another heart whispers back.

Those who wish to sing always find a song.

At the touch of a lover...

everyone becomes a poet." - Plato.

ECLIPSE lagi??

2010-03-24T20:29:00.001+08:00

yes twilighters!
june hanya tggl berapa bulan je lg..
4 my fellow batch mates, eclipse kua after kite abis attachment..so no hal lah!
hehehe..

video ni best..terubat rinduku kpd Cullen clan..n wolves-six-packs..hahaha..
lepas mnonton vid ini, kamu akan sayang saye..
wlupun bkn saye yg punye..
hahahaha..

enjjoy!

noktah cinta

2010-03-19T20:11:00.002+08:00

please la jgn gelakkan aku..
serious, aku kebelakangan ni weird betol..
semalam aku dengar kompilasi lagu Siti sambil baca Jurisprudence..
pelik kan??
tah mcm mana aku leh bertahan..
lebih dua jam gak r ak baca juris dtemani siti..
siap nyanyi2 lagii..

bertepok2 tangan..bertepok jgn segan..

hahahaha
pastu klu jiwang tu mmg jiwang r..

purnama mengambang cuma berteman..bintang berkelipan dan juga awan..

hahahahaha
pastu bila lagu percayalah, bkn main lg ak feeling2 nyanyi!

haish..
arini lak, ak tgk...tgh pilih2 rancangan, ak bukak r vid klip nih...
sedap lagu ni..
sebak gak tgk vid ni...
hampir2 nk nangish da..
hhaha..tapi klaka pon ada..

lagu ni mendalam maknanya..

Tuhan tolong nyatakanlah
Padanya tentang cinta
Adakah masih diriku di perlukan

Tuhan tunjukkan padanya
Tentang apa yang ku fikirkan
Adakah cinta ini
Perlu untuk dirinya

*fikir-fikirkan...

ECLIPSE is coming!

2010-03-13T11:41:00.001+08:00

yeah!

eclipse, is coming soon

in June i think..

oooh harap2 lah the adaptation of Eclipse is so0o much better than New moon..

n hope Bella in silver screen portrays the real Bella Swan..

i'm sick of fake emotions!

lalalala

knp lah diorg leh tuka actress for watak Victoria but x terfikir nak change Bella's???

hehehe..

enjoy the trailer..

"Thank You, Allah"

2010-03-06T15:38:00.001+08:00

i have this one friend..her name is mimi..she love listening to k-pop..but for past few months, dia asyik sgt dgn Maher Zain..ak tgk kt status YM dia, always 'listening to maher zain" or something like that..

i was curious then.. but x tergerak to go n search for his songs..

but recently, another close friend of mine; Qid..starts listening to his songs too..

double the curiosity..

so, here i am, writing a post about Maher zain n his beutiful, amazing, well-written songs..

trust me..

Maher’s first musical inspiration came from his father,

who was a singer himself, performing locally in

the beautiful Mediterranean city of Tripoli – Lebanon.

Fascinated by the music and instruments,

Maher got his first keyboard when he was only ten

and ever since music officially became part of Maher’s world.

The family moved to Sweden when Maher was only 8,

where he continued his schooling, and later entered university and

got a Bachelors degree in Aeronautical Engineering. (awesomeness!)

With things changing around him, one thing remained the same –

his strong passion for music.

He would spend late nights at school with his friends

where they would sing, rap, compose

and experiment with music in every way.

It didn’t take him long to realize that music

became an integral part of who he is.

Currently, he is signed up with Awakening Records

and has also released an album called "Thank You Allah"

this song is definitely one of my fav now..i keep playing this song..

n keep thinking about that special someone..

is he the one?

i pray so..

hoho..

"For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you

I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time

I`ll be loving you...loving you
For the rest of my life

Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever II`ll be there for you"

i will definitely be playing this song on my wedding day!

perbandingan; satu renungan

2010-03-05T16:16:00.000+08:00

Jika kamu memancing ikan,
Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail,
Hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu,
Janganlah sesekali kamu LEPASKAN ia semula ke dalam air begitu sahaja,
Kerana ia akan SAKIT oleh kerana bisanya dan ketajaman mata kail kamu mungkin akan membuatkan ia MENDERITA selagi ia masih hidup.

Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang,
Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGI kamu,
Hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya,
Janganlah sesekali kamu terus MENINGGALKANNYA begitu saja,
Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan bersamamu, dan mungkin TIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia masih mengingati kamu.

Jika kamu MENADAH air biarlah berpada,
Jangan terlalu berharap pada takungannya dan menganggap ia begitu teguh,
Cukuplah sekadar untuk KEPERLUANMU sahaja,
Kerana apabila ia mulai RETAK,
Tidak sukar untuk kamu menampal dan memperbaikinya semula,
Dan bukannya terus dibuang begitu sahaja.

Jika kamu sedang memiliki seseorang,
TERIMALAH dia seadanya.
Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan mengganggapkan dia begitu istimewa,
Anggaplah dia manusia biasa.
Kerana apabila dia melakukan KESILAPAN, tidaklah sukar untuk kamu MEMAAFKANNYA dan MEMBOLEHKAN hubungan kamu akan TERUS hingga ke akhir hayat.
Dan bukannya MENGHUKUMNYA dan MENINGGALKAN dia begitu sahaja kerana kamu merasa terlalu kecewa dengan sikapnya, lalu semuanya akan menjadi TERHENTI begitu sahaja.

Jika kamu MEMILIKI sepinggan nasi,
Yang kamu pasti baik untuk diri kamu,
Yang MENGENYANGKAN dan BERKHASIAT,
Mengapa kamu berlengah lagi? dan cuba mencari makanan yang lain.
Kerana terlalu ingin mengejar KELAZATAN.
Kelak, nasi itu akan BASI sendiri dan kamu sudah tidak boleh menikmatinya lagi,
Kamu akan MENYESAL!

Begitulah juga,

Jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang INSAN,
Yang kamu pasti boleh membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu, MENYAYANGIMU,MENGASIHIMU, dan MENCINTAIMU,
Mengapa kamu berlengah lagi?
Cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain,
Terlalu mengejar KESEMPURNAAN,
Kelak, dia akan BERJAUH HATI dan kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain,
Kamu juga yg akan MENYESAL dan tidak ada gunanya lagi.

Oleh itu janganlah kita terlalu mengejar KESEMPURNAAN kerana ia bukanlah faktor utama KEBAHAGIAAN yang sempurna, sedangkan jika kita boleh memaafkan KESILAPAN orang yang kita sayang dan akur dengan KELEMAHANNYA sebagai manusia biasa serta BERSYUKUR dengan apa yang kita sudah MILIKI, kita akan BAHAGIA, BAHAGIA dan terus BAHAGIA …itu lebih BERMAKNA !

yeah! saye no.1..

2010-03-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

hehehe..ni r keje ak ble ak sgt boring buat keje kat umah..kuiz ni dia tanye tarikh lahir ak..

tarikh lahir ak 28Januari1988..n ak kategori org no.1...hehehehe..

pendapat ak, kuiz ni 95% correct..pasangan ideal ak 4,6,8..hmmm dia yg mana satu eh?

hahahah..dia no.1 gak..cmne??? abaikan saje..hehe

Sexual Harassment??

2010-03-03T16:10:00.004+08:00

i Have a LOT of free time recently…

As u all know, I got 3 weeks MC due to AP Surgery (surgeons’ language! Grey’s anatomy..hehe)
So, I use the extra hours to observe people around me..
watching E!..Watching movies..
lots n lots of movies..n dramas too..
And one subject that obviously caught my attention is MEN..

they are genuinely unique and undeniably mysterious!

Men have come a loooong way since bashing women over the heads

n dragging them by the hair into the caves expressing “Me Like You!”…

They have since invented the wheel n airplanes..

built skyscrapers and put Syed Muzaffar on the friggin moon!

Oh..n they discovered condoms too.. =P

So..why is that 4 some men,

when it comes to showing their appreciation for US- the fairer sex,

years of evolution are tossed out of the very fibre of their seemingly civilized being????

Winking, cat-calling, wolf-whistling, chest-staring, undressing with the eyes…

dissolute traits such as these seem to pop-out from nowhere

the moment WOMEN walk past.

Against all accepted forms of a civilized society,

men turn into slobbering halfwits in their appreciation of women

and choose equally idiotic ways in expressing it!

You want to look at us? Fine..but a line has to be drawn somewhere, right?

Looking discreetly is fine..

even women look at ‘Hot’ men!

So here’s what a figured out after lengthy observation..

There are several types of man, as there are several types of women;

broken down to several types to look at and several types to leer at.

The only tangible difference between ‘looking’ and ‘leering’

is the physical manner in which it is being exercised.

Looking in admiration of a person’s beauty--

furtively n quietly— acceptable.

Leering in admiration of a person’s anatomy--

palpably n luridly – UNACCEPTABLE!

Therein lies the interpretation of wats acceptable n wat’s not..

it really is difficult to decipher the level of acceptability,

as this wud require a psychiatrist.

For the everyday layman, however,

it is simple enough to think that it is linked to our psyche

and how we were raised.

I believe the big question here wud simply be –

How matured and responsible are we in our actions?

as human beings with normal brains,

it shud be an insult that we have to be guarded by Penal Code, s.509 on sexual harassment.

I think we shud be able to THINK clearly as to when it is fine to speak,

look or even touch and when it is not..

Thus, I believe that, as an adult,

we are each responsible for our thoughts,actions and reactions..

we really don’t want today’s marriage to be tomorrow’s divorce

simply because wecudnt keep our visual scope from being VistaVision.

Becoz more often than not,

where the eyes go, the hands wil typically follow…

"i'm not upset that u lied to me..

i'm upset that from now on, i cant believe u anymore!" -anonymous-

Mid-sem kali ini...

2010-02-21T09:24:00.001+08:00

esok isnin..i shud b back at school..

sambung blk sem dgn workloads yg tah bile nak berenti..

tapi..ak x leh balik fac..

sbb cuti kali ni,

ak sakit T_T

sesape yg sakit prot lpas ni, pandai2 r korg cpt2 g hospital..
jgn nak bajet tabah cam aku ye..
tanda2 lain yg ak dapat are..

demam pns..over 40 C

muntah2 n xlalu makan

masuk makanan je sakit prot..

sakit prot yg mula kt bhgn pusat n

akan gerak ke bhgn pinggang kanan

igt!cepat2 g hospital!!

sbb u'll never know that it may be an inflamed appendix

yg tggu masa nak pecah je..

bila da pecah..

lagi byk bnda nak kne buat..

nak kna cuci usus, cuci perut, cuci abdomen cavity..

pastu kna cucuk mcm2 jenis 'anti'...anti-bakteria lah, anti-fungal lah..

pastu org appendix biasa potong 1 tmpt, korg kna potong 3..

pastu nak jalan2 da x leh..

nak jogging--lupakan je r.

nk swim mcm biasa?? haih..tah bile r dpt swim..

nak gi panjat bukit n gunung?? hanya mimpi...

yg plg penting...nk drive????? mak korg akan menjerit sekuat hati!

skrg ni ak tgh bergelut dgn esaimen equity yg nak kna anta esok nih..
hahahahha..xpe2..leh siap punye..

oh ye..
td ak baca artikel nih..
dia cakap, kajian yang dibuat oleh syarikat insurance kereta kat US membuktikan..
lawyers and judges are the worst drivers...

hahahaha..
aku rasa ada dua maksud statement ni.. (klik utk artikel)

1. memang betol r komen org d sekeliling ak yg ak ni driver yg dahsyat..

2. xbetol r komen sesetangah org tu yg pompuan are bad drivers..sbb lawyers yang bad drivers sbnrnye..n lawyers ada lelaki n ada pompuan..hehehe

ada banyak lagi bnda ak nak cerita..
tggu je r post2 lepas ni..
spjg sakit ni ak jadi lebih observant..
so banyak benda dlm kepala..
hehehe..

tata titi tutu!

15years ago..i made a choice..

and i keep making it everyday..

that's what marriage is..

- GA 'valentine's day massacre'

-cant find a title for this post-

2010-02-11T08:14:00.000+08:00

busy week..absolutely cant wait for the holiday..

i wanna forget all bout works..

all about life complications..

all about difficult human beings around me..

all about stressful atmosphere at school..

all about....

enough said..this song is a good song..

direct to the point..

and 'people' can relate to it..

not to forget,

happy new year to my chinese friends!

bring back ang pao 4 me!

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan
Kau yang tak percaya bagaimana nak bahagia?

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada, ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah
Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan
Aku masih terkilan

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

Ahli Fiqir - Derita Merindu

hari ini hari ahad~

2010-02-07T11:22:00.001+08:00

aya suka hari ahad..
seriously, sape tak suka hari ahad??
budak skolah suka ahad..
orang kerja ofis kerajaan suka ahad..
budak U mcm aku pon suka ahad!
sebab ahad best..
tapi..
satu bnda yg x best psal ahad is..
esok isnin..

hmmm..

just another manic monday,

i wish it was sunday..

coz that's my fun day..

today is just another manic monday...

hahha..hari isnin je wajib ye lagu tu jadi lagu tema aku..
basically esok klas aku straight dari kul 9 pagi sampai 2 petang..
then nak teman Buttercup gi Syariah Court KL..amik statistik, buat interview n carik latest kes..
semua 3rd year skrg tgh menggelabah gile dgn PP..
due date makin dekat..
aku nye PP, hari tu jupe Dr.Samad..
dia kata PP aku x de kepala xde ekor..
hahahah!! mmg otak juris r dia tu..smua bnda pon nk bg contoh simili..
so aku kna siapkan abstrak, intro n conclusion 4 every chapter n susun few chapters yg berterabur n redundant..so chaiyok! dia bg tempoh smpi jumaat ni..
alamak!! time is running out!

so i better start typing now!

erm b4 that, nak btau..
skrg akb suka sgt lagu ni...
'because of you' by After school..
addictive k!
MV dia pon canteeek..
lirik dia pon sgt deep!
best!

ROMANIZATION
Ajikdo na geudaereul ijji mothae
I’ll never forget, boy, I’ll never forget, boy
He eojinji beolsseo myeot nyeoni jinatneunji molla
Geudae saenggak manhamyeon jakku nunmul man heulleo
Oneul ttara wae geureohke niga bogo peulkka
Chang bakkwi bissoriga nae mameul heundeureo nwa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Nan hangsang neomanwi jang miga dwiryeodeon nae mameul ani
Ije jogaknan sarangwi machim pyoga dwaetdaneun geol
Nunmuri millyeowa memareun ibsuri jeojeo
Ije eotteokhae geudael ijeulsu eobseo
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga
Geunaldo biga wasseotji hanchameul geudaen
Mareobshi nareul bara bogiman haesseo
Heundeulli neun nunbitgwa aesseo jitneun eosaekhan
Misoga ibyeoreul yaegi haejweo
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Nabogo tteonarago hal ttaen eonjego tteonan danikka eojjeogo
Michin saram chwigeup manhae jeongmal himdeureo boy, slow down
Amureon maldo mothan chae ureo, cuz I want to stay next to you
My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga
I miss you, I need you
Kkum sogeseon ajikdo I’m with you
I miss you, I need you
Shiganeul dwi deollyeo wanna kiss you again, my boy
Mami neomu apeunde gyeondigi
Gwiro unde neoneun eodiseon mweol hani, na ureosseo cham manhi
Neo eobshin nan mossareo
Naegero dorawajweo nal tteonagajima
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, yeah
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, manhido useosseo nan
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh yeah
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo, neo ttaemune na
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

TRANSLATION

I… still… can’t… get over you
I never forget…
Boy I never forget…. boy

Can’t remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can’t erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me

I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

aku mahu lebih~

2010-02-05T09:57:00.000+08:00

ye! aku mahu lebih..

bukan aku tamak..

tapi aku betul2 perlukan lebih..lebih dan LEBIH!

aku macam pernah dgr iklan pasal 'dapatkan lebih lebih dan lebih'..kat mane ehh?

hmm..betul ni..

aku mahu lebih Waktu..

sbb skrg ak terkejar2 masa..

teruri2 masa..

sebab 24jam yang ada, sangat2 tak mencukupi..

kenapa boleh tak cukup?

24jam tu kan banyak...

banyak ke??

mungkin banyak bagi org yang tak ada banyak kerja..
aku cemburu gila dgn org yang ada masa lebih...
dorg leh gi jalan2, makan2, tido2, lepak2...
sebab ak x ada peluang dah..

aku ada banyak sangat kerja nak kena buat...

sangat banyak!

sebagai peringatan kepada diri aku sdiri, biar aku listkan apa yang perlu aku selesaikan...

1. Assignment Equity

2. Prepare for test Juris

3. Academic Paper for CLE

4. EMPAT lesson plans CLE

5. tutorial dan tutorial dan tutorial....

6. Project paper

7. revision..

8. SEVEN hours of class replacements...7??

pandang list ni je da buat ak pening kepala...

aku nak rehat...

ak tak suka Datelines...

sbb bila ada dateline, ak x boleh rehat..

asik terfikir kerja yang tak siap..

ak nak pergi jalan2..bebaskan diri..berehat tepi pantai smbil mnum air klapa..

ak nak men game..happy2..go crazy over silly games..

boleh tak bagi aku lebih masa...

sebab aku perlukan lebih masa...

aku kena kerja keras sem ni...

sebab aku nak masuk FINAL YEAR tahun ni!!

aku x nak masuk final year tahun depan!

aku perlu capai final year tahun ni!!

aku mesti!!

aku tak boleh pause perjalanan aku kt law fac ni...

aku kena grad 2011!!!!

tak mo 2012!!!!

tapi smpi skrg aku blur je dgn subjek 3rd year...

juris?? oooh...sgt pening! smpi skrg xleh grasp the whole idea of it..

yang aku tahu juris tu psl idea n falsafah ttg law..

company? dgn current lecture style, ak hilang arah...

PIL?? banyak sgt content nye..

Equity wills and trust?? hmm..terlalu teknikal utk otak slow mcm aku ni..

so utk bagi ak faham smua ni, aku perlukan lebiiiiih masa...

tapi aku tahu, mustahil smua tu...

BATAL??

2010-01-27T12:42:00.001+08:00

ye..semua bnda nak batal..batal dan batal dan batal..

mggu ni dmulakan dgn hari amik2 gamba on monday..

sakan la smua org pakai itam putih..cam tahi cicak da sorg2..

*dgn bergayanye..hah kalah lawyer betol..

actually kitorg cuba melengah-lengahkan sesi bergambar tu

sbb xmo g klas Tutorial Equity dr.Ramy..

tapi rupanye mmg x de tuto equity pon..

sib baik ok!

sbb akibat terlalu obses mnyiapkan company assgmnt psl LLP

(limited liability partnership) tu, ak da xde masa n kuasa nk wat tuto equity..

baca soalan pon tidak..

dgn semnagat berani ak masuk klas ari tu hanya dengan berbekalkan doa ye..hahaha

*punye r smgt ak bdoa..kan2..

lepas klas Dr.ramy xde, Klas PIL pulak cancel..

mengapakah???

yg buat pening tu.. replacement dia on this Friday..

friday ni berderet-deret replacement..

sib baik Juris lecture on..klu off jugak..mmg r..

selasa..kelas consti pepagi buta itu cancel..

klas tuto kul 11 pon cancel..

yg ada on tuesday hanyalah Tuto PIL yang on dua minggu sekali ok!

Trust lecture pon cancel???? kenapakah?? haish...

and hari ni hari rabu..ak gi klas dgn smgt waja..

walaupun badan xberapa sehat kan..ak gagahkan jugak..

tetiba PIL cancel..gi r mkn ngan budak2 ni kt cafe smntara tggu juris..

tetiba JUris pon cancel??haish..musykil..

sib baik ptg ni ada meeting PP ngan Dr.Samad..klu x mmg ak da cabut blk umah.....

*yg hujung skali tu akuuuu..hahahah

nyamuk jahat!

2010-01-18T01:32:00.001+08:00

sape sokong angkat tangan!!!

nyamuk jahat..especially nyamuk Aedes yang dah gigit syafiq..

he's now in hospital because of the mosquitoes!

it has been three days now..i miss him..

he barely smile yesterday..he cant it eat sbb everything taste pahit..

he's tired of drinking water..n having to go to the toilet..

he's sick of the water tube that's stuck on his hand..

and the tall pole that's holding the water tube-coz it made him difficult to move..

he's tired of being poke everyday for blood test..

n i know he wants to walk, go to work, eat yummy foods..

and celebrate his coming birthday with lots of fun..

please get well soon dear.

I miss you when something really good happens,

because you're the one I want to share it with.

I miss you when something is troubling me,

because you're the only one who understands me so well.

I miss you when I laugh and cry,

because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow

and my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time,

but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night

and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other

for those were some of the best memorable times of my life.

sabar je la, dik non!

2010-01-15T14:45:00.002+08:00

WARNING: This post will contain inappropriate words and Alien phrases..hohoho!

Penat weh mggu ni..sgt pnat!

Actually ak mulakan mggu ni pun dgn bateri yang separuh..

So by Tuesday, ak da start merapu..

Hoho byk sgt keje kna buat..

~~CLE cam penderaan mental dan fizikal..klas smpi 9.30???~~

~~stiap ari pk CLE..mabuk laut weh!!~~
tapi ak percaya..usaha tangga kjayaan..
bsusah2 dahulu, bersenang lenang kemudian!!
n its good sbb ak blaja utk jd manusia yg sgt considerate and discipline!!

Pastu klas berderet-deret mcm LRT baru yg ada 4 gerabak tu..

Not just dat, tutorial pon melambak2 gak..

N ak kna tuka few classes sbb ada byk clashes..

Kepenatan mggu ni buat ceceair otak ak mendidih2..

I can barely think properly mggu ni..

Ade ke patut tyme nk solat, ak angkat takbir pastu terus ruku’??

Sudah tertanggalkah skru komponen otakku??

Nk mnjadikan post ini lebih dramatic,

Kereta ak lak rosak ari rabu tu…

Kereta rosak is not something unsual for me..

Smua jenis kerosakan kereta ak pnah lalui.,

Just name it!

Baru hari sabtu lepas kereta ak abis bateri kat tgh2 bandar2 KL..

Ari rabu lak, water pump bocor..smua air2 kluar melimpah2..

Temperature pon naik..dah nak meletop da kereta ak

dgn asap2 smua kan..

Huhuhu..

Actually ak tulis post ni tyme tgh tggu MR.Primus dibaiki..

Msti dia mnderita dapat ak sbagai tuan dia..

Ak sgt ganas membawa kereta..

Pnh ak terpikir…kereta apekah yg plg seswai dgn ak..

Patutke ak bawak steamroll (lori yang ada bulat besar dpn dia tu),

atau jentolak balak? Ataukah ak patut drive kereta kebal??

Hoho..ataupun yg lebih bagus..

Jalan kaki sudeyh~~

Ada member ak suh bwk motor..

Oooh tidak!! Bkn sbb ak aggap motor tu x menarik..Cuma..

Klu ak bwk kereta pon, asik rosak je..

Klu ak bwk motor, silap2 ari bulan, tertinggal enjin kat blkg..

Ekzos lak tertanggal..

Handle dah terkulai!

Hohoho..

Esok nk gi kajang prison..

da sgt lama since ak last gi kajang prison..

mlm esok lak nk gi mkn kt Tupai2..

yipeee..

nk tido jap..

terpaksa ponteng klas Wills dr.Yong..

smua ni sbb primus sakit…

huhuhu

ok da xlarat nk mbebel..

slmt maju jaya Malaysia!

dia c0mel kan??

2010-01-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha...

da lama ak x minat mana2 pelakon asia...

yg terakhir ak minat is Ming Dao..

pelakon n penyanyi china yg blakon prince turn to frog tuu..

n it was like 3 years ago..

but then ak tgk You r beautiful..

n YES he is beautiful...kan????

sgt comel!!!!

kan2??? comel kan?? dia jarang senyum dlm citer tu but bila dia senyum,

cair gak r..pastu mata dia pon cute..

i like guys wif small eyes..hehehe

ok xleh tgk lama2!!

kena g solat maghrib..

xoxo~

total ECLIPSE of the heart!

2010-01-07T19:29:00.002+08:00

Before aku sambung post ni, I want 2 be clear about one thing…

I’m a member of ‘team Edward cullen’ for twilight n breaking dawn..

I’m team Jacob for newmoon…

n as for eclipse- I LOVE both of them..

jake n Edward..in eclipse Edward make my heart melts..

n jake is adorable wif his jealousy n over protectiveness..hahaha…

Ok, so arini ak ada masa free skit lps jogging...flipped thru eclipse n found this amazing words by Edward…

I’m not going to kill you now, because it would upset Bella.

But if you ever bring her back damaged again — and I don’t care whose fault it is; I don’t care if she merely trips, or if a meteor falls out of the sky and hits her in the head — if you return her to me in less than the perfect condition that I left her in, you will be running with three legs. Do you understand that, mongrel?

Chapter 15, p.340

I’ll be fighting for her, too. You should know that. I’m not taking anything for granted, and I’ll be fighting twice as hard as you will.

Chapter 15, p.341

Never be afraid to tell me how you feel, Bella. If this is what you need… You are my first priority.

Chapter 19, p.422

Isabella Swan? I promise to love you forever — every single day of forever. Will you marry me?

Chapter 20, p.460

As long as she wants me, I’m here.

Chapter 22, p.502

When I left you, Bella, I left you bleeding. Jacob was the one to stitch you back up again. That was bound to leave its mark — on both of you. I’m not sure those kinds of stitches dissolve on their own. I can’t blame either of you for something I made necessary. I may gain forgiveness, but that doesn’t let me escape the consequences.

Chapter 24, p.534

Without Words

2010-01-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

-________-

not in a good mood..very2 bad mood..

bkn bad mood sbnrnye..more to frustrated..

ye frust sgt!

dgn sape?

myself 6/10..n another 4/10 tu..hmmm..

lagu ni best r..

maybe u'll understand me one day..

but please..

ada masanya u have to learn by urself..

xkan r smua bnda ak nk kna bgtau..

i learn about u the hard way..

y shud u have shortcuts 2 learn bout me??

lalalala

dgr lagu ni jom!

lagu cite korea, pe tah tajuk dia..

tapi tajuk lagu ni Without words..

Translation:
I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretend not to know
Like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
Like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took a just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.