eh! banyaknya habuk~
berdebu haaaa!
sapelah tuan punya blog ni..lolx..
da habis blaja pon x sempat nk update ke? sebok sgt ke??
sebok la~
sebok tgk tv, main game, tido sampai muka tembam! heeeee....
bila cuti dah habis baru terhegeh2 nk update..
OK! kembali kepada title *sila pandang atas*
hari ini hari lapor diri di Bank..
aaaaa~ da tak boleh golek2 tgk TV?
pagi2 lagi dah bangun..selama cuti sejak 13th may haritu, bangun subuh then tidur balik smpi pukul 9..
but now? in ur dream sahaja lah cik suhana..
set jam pukul 5.30 pg, thank God terjaga!
thanks to my panic attack, i can barely sleep last night..wondering endlessly what wud happen today..
terus cari baju plg senang nak gosok! serious x kuasa nak melaram k!
iron baju --> shower --> dress up --> light breakfast --> off to work!
woo..head rush!
work?
i'm an adult now..fully responsible of something other than myself..
the highlight of my day?
1. naik Komuter, after ages! jangan tanya kenapa i prefer komuter than driving..anybody who knows me knew that i LOVE driving to the max! but after 4 years driving to UM, i cant handle another day of bump-to-bump traffic! pls no! seronok naik KTM ni..i dont have problem with grabbing a seat..u see, Klang is on one end of the route and Bank Negara is on the other end, so i'll get a seat! no sweat! heeeee~ n i dont have 2 drive..i just sit n read whatever book i have in hand..today, i read Please don't make me go by John Fenton.
2. i met new friends..nice bunch of people..
3. hey! dapat name tag BNM lah! hahaha no more pas pelawat ok!
muka sy mmg x fotogenik! aaaaaaaa..blh tuka gamba x encik?
4. i discover new things..great things..the fact that now i can share the health care benefits with my parents, is pretty awesome kan??! like i said, its awesome! there's like gazillion of new things i discovered today, n i have GOD to thank for all that.. alhamdulillah!
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well, esok is just another day at work..
aaaa head rush! heeee..
Tuesday, May 17
13th May..well, for Malaysian its the date of tragedy and sorrow..
well for my batch mates and i, 13 May have a whole different meaning now..
its the end of our 4 years journey..
yeah, its the last day of exam..
the exam, for me, was hard! real hard!
macam tak nak kasi pass je...haisho...
but i guess i did my best..but maybe my best will not be enough.. i dont know..
i'm waiting patiently for the result..
as for now, i'm too insecure to plan anything..
i dont even pack my books..
is my subconscious mind trying to tell me something?
is God trying to give me a hint?
i hope not..
i wanna be done with everything...
i dont wanna be sitting in the exam hall again..
maybe some of u think that i'm being silly..
but seriously dude,
UM Law is not easy..
its hard..super hard..
no exaggeration here..its the whole naked truth..
haa kecik je gamba ni..klu letak besa2 nnt bigger than blog border..click for larger view eh!
now, i'm enjoying my time at home..
watching series..
watching TV..
sleeping late..
wake up late..
trying to get back in shape..i gained 3Kgs during study week..bila lah nak kurus ni........
haaa..to my awesome classmates, jangan view tau! hahaha.. tengok title je dah boleh agak apa content of this post, kan? well, tgh selak2 planner..saje nak kira lagi bape hari nak exam.. hihihi.. penatlah kira secara manual ni..so saya pergi sini..and tadaaaa!
haaa kat sini boleh tros kira & countdown lagi bape hari nak exam..wah.. semangat nye kau suhana!
bukan semangatlah! nak beringat je.. nanti sebok fikir benda lain.. buat benda lain..sampai terlupa pulak kan lagi bape hari nak exam..
so kalau ikut kata countdown ni, ada lagi 2 bulan, 1 minggu & 5 hari b4 exam?? ok tak kelakar! sangat tak kelakar....
ada lagi 2 asgmnts nak kna submit.. 2 trial yang sangat berliku dan berduri! oooh.. hihihi* gelak mereng~
haaa kawan2..tgk lah puas2 countdown ni!
p/s: this will be, insyaallah, my last exam in UM..cant wait..but at the same time i'm very reluctant 2 leave the grounds of law faculty..it's my battleground & my playground.. =(
huwargh!!
penatnye menaip..ada sape2 nak tolong type kan assignment tak??
saya upah 2ringgit eh?heee~
=p
klik2 kat Dashboard Blogger baru tersedar yang my lovely roomate waktu kat PC tagged me for a contest! hehehehe..
thanks miemie!!!
1st time nih nak join contest blogger..hahahaha..excited la plak kan!
nama contest ni 'Comelnya Berbaju Kurung'..created by Siti Khadijah..
Kenapa perempuan pakai baju kurung tu comel?
bahahaha..tricky question nih..
well, a girl in her baju kurung sangatlah comel sebab baju kurung tak over-exposed on her figure..her body measurement and etc..it focus more on the GIRL..
so, secara tak langsung kecomelan akan terserlah..
ooh and i realize that when a girl wear baju kurung, she will look sweet, demure and CUTE in whatever she do..maybe sebab baju kurung ada kain and not seluar..so nampak sgt sweeeet....
bila berjalan plak, sah-sah la tak boleh nak buat langkah besar-besar, kan?and bila duduk sah dah tak boleh bersila, kan? and tak boleh la nk lompat2 kan? haaa..automatically bila pakai baju kurung, jadi very girlish..muahahaha..
i know i'm rambling.. =p
ok, nah gamba saya berbaju kurung..hahahah amik! bukan saya sorg..ada lg 4 orang berbaju kurung..comel kan??
susah lah nak carik gambar sorang2..hahaha..ni je yg nampak dari atas sampi bawah..hehehe..i'm the one in the middle..muahahah
Pendapat ada tentang baju kurung?
boleh buat point form x?hahaha
1.baju kurung baju yang sopan..
2. boleh pilih material and corak yang kita suka..pastu tempah..senang!!
3. affordable..kalau nak dekat raya, RM100 bleh dapat 3 pasang! waaaaa...
4. boleh pakai bila2 pon..formal, x formal, weddings, funeral..i even wore it for bowling, once!
5. tak nampak gemok..hahah..sebb xde cutting..
hehehehe..
itu je kot..
saya nak tag
-->nabilah jalal
-->atiqah izni
-->asmalina mokhtar
-->Mastura hani
-->Fatin Zahura
*these are the active blogger that i follow n they are my friends..hehehe..
first post for 2011!!
weeeee~
terlambat tak nak wish Happy New Year??
hahahha..maybe Happy Chinese new year?
busy sangat dari new year aritu sampai ke saat ini..
cuti mid-sem dah nak habis baru lah ada masa nak update belog ini..
apa yang berlaku sepanjang Januari 2011?
1. semester terakhir sebelum aku grad! hah, gembira betol ni..tapi, perjalanan sebelum Grad ni bukan senang. it's about the journey, not the destination. so i'm focusing on my journey as a final year student.
oh, korang tau kan yang uni kat Malaysia starting from next academic year akan mula dari sepember? haaa..pelik tapi benar..nak selarikan jadual dgn international uni they say..but whatever..
it's something new..
something that InsyaAllah i will not be experiencing..
2. oit! birthday aku korang lupa tak??haaaa..hehehe..
I'm officially 23..a bit old..tapi yang penting jiwa kena muda..one word to describe my birthday this year --> it's a BLAST! three surprises in one night. thanks my buddies, my Mr.Syafiq and my dearest friends for all the surprises!
ada banyak sangat benda nak kongsi..
maybe dalam post2 lepas ni..sebab post yang ini saje je utk lepas rindu kt belog ini..hehe
i was born with an eye problem..notice that i only mention 'an eye' ?
well, it's because the problem is only with my right eye..
this eye disorder is called amblyopia or commonly known as Lazy eye..
the truth is,its not the eye that is lazy..it's the brain..
ahaaa that's explain why i'm so lazy!
sbb mata kanan aku ni malas sgt.. my left eye needs to work more than it should..
the result, skrg power mata kanan sy 475!! while mata kanan just 120!!!
kesian mata kiri ku..
aku stop pakai glasses masa f1..pastu pakai contact lense..well sbb aku ni sgt careless at times, kadang2 lupa nak pakai..
masa F5, berhenti terus pakai contact lense..
then bila sambung Asasi, buat spec..tapi pakainye setahun beberapa kali je..
masa tu power mata kiri 375 mata kanan 50..
spec aku memang sentiasa berat n tebal sebelah..
WEIRD ok!
makin lama mata aku makin tak jelas..
kalau benda tu jauh,memang aku hanya akan nampak outline dia je..
hahahah!
so aku sangat pro mengenal outline benda atau orang..
but lately memang aku rasa aku dah tak nampak outline pon!!
doctor mata aku pernah cakap dulu, sila pakai spec or soft lenses..and sila buat treatment mata kanan anda..kalau tak nanti lama-lama nerves ke mata kanan akan mati sbb xpernah guna..and mata kanan will permanently buta..
so! aku gi tempah contact lenses!!
stock setahun punya!
ha amik!
regarding the treatment, doc sarankan ak buat exercise mata kanan dgn letak patch pada mata kiri so that this lazy right eye will be forced to work..kawan-kawan, please remind me ok!!
and since dah pakai corrective lense dekat mata kiri, mata kiri now sgt clear!!bagus sgt..
yg x bagusnya..bila mata kiri da clear, mata kanan tros xmo buat kerja..so kawan-kawan, korang akan nampak aku sangat juling kadang2..
i'm trying so hard utk buat lazy eye ini gerak..
so dont call me a freak k!
“The eye sees only what the mind is prepared to comprehend.”
1. my sleep schedule is all messed up. i normally wake up at 6.30 and sleep as early as 10 and the latest at 12.
but in exam season - i wake up at 6 and sleep at 3! ooh, and there's no nap?!! infringement of human rights!
2. i drink coffee..normally i don't do coffee..it's effective to abstain me from sleeping but the morning after, i will be miserable! BUT in exam weeks, adrenalin makes morning after coffee seems 'normal'.. yeah right! the point is, i drink too much coffee and my pee smell like one!! gross n awful n...unique?
oho..i cant believe that my last real post was on July a.k.a my first day as a final yr law student..
da lama sgt x bebel2 kt blog ni!!
now, the 1st half of my final chapter is almost coming to an end..WOW!
cepatnya masa berlari..
T_T
there's too much thing i wish i can do..
also too much thing i wish i NEVER did..like..u know.....
too much memory i don't have time to create..
also too much memory i wish NEVER exist..but it happens..so there must be a reason.
.i dont wanna argue on that..
ooh, u know what's the most recent memory i created?
well.. my Advocacy buddies and i..
westumble, smile, fall, rise, laugh, cry, pissed off and pleased..
we just had our 1st day of trial..
well basically we pretend that we are lawyers..we were given a set of facts & evidence..
so we need to improvise, get creative and argue our case..ooh & we get to play roles..
sounds soooo cool kan?
it IS..
well..part of it IS cool..
but mostly it's exhaustive & it took away a lot of thing from us.. yeah..it include that thing...u know...
today, i played the role of the senior counsel 4 the defendants..my witness was the Investigation Officer..ooh but i didn't ask anything 4 cross-exam..coz i got nothing to ask..coz my objections on the tendering of the 1st two docs were sustained!! yeay!
tomorrow..
well tomorrow is the day, people!
i need 2 cross-exam this witness named Baha..
i have this one friend..her name is mimi..she love listening to k-pop..but for past few months, dia asyik sgt dgn Maher Zain..ak tgk kt status YM dia, always 'listening to maher zain" or something like that..
i was curious then.. but x tergerak to go n search for his songs..
but recently, another close friend of mine; Qid..starts listening to his songs too..
double the curiosity..
so, here i am, writing a post about Maher zain n his beutiful, amazing, well-written songs..
trust me..
Maher’s first musical inspiration came from his father,
who was a singer himself, performing locally in
the beautiful Mediterranean city of Tripoli – Lebanon.
Fascinated by the music and instruments,
Maher got his first keyboard when he was only ten
and ever since music officially became part of Maher’s world.
The family moved to Sweden when Maher was only 8,
where he continued his schooling, and later entered university and
got a Bachelors degree in Aeronautical Engineering. (awesomeness!)
With things changing around him, one thing remained the same –
his strong passion for music.
He would spend late nights at school with his friends
where they would sing, rap, compose
and experiment with music in every way.
It didn’t take him long to realize that music
became an integral part of who he is.
Currently, he is signed up with Awakening Records
and has also released an album called "Thank You Allah"
this song is definitely one of my fav now..i keep playing this song..
n keep thinking about that special someone..
is he the one?
i pray so..
hoho..
"For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you...loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever II`ll be there for you"
i will definitely be playing this song on my wedding day!
As u all know, I got 3 weeks MC due to AP Surgery(surgeons’ language! Grey’s anatomy..hehe)
So, I use the extra hours to observe people around me..
watching E!..Watching movies..
lots n lots of movies..n dramas too..
And one subject that obviously caught my attention is MEN..
they aregenuinely uniqueand undeniably mysterious!
Men have come a loooong way since bashing women over the heads
n dragging them by the hair into the caves expressing “Me Like You!”…
They have since invented the wheel n airplanes..
built skyscrapers and put Syed Muzaffar on the friggin moon!
Oh..n they discovered condoms too.. =P
So..why is that 4 some men,
when it comes to showing their appreciation for US- the fairer sex,
years of evolution are tossed out of the very fibre of their seemingly civilized being????
Winking, cat-calling, wolf-whistling, chest-staring, undressing with the eyes…
dissolute traits such as these seem to pop-out from nowhere
the moment WOMEN walk past.
Against all accepted forms of a civilized society,
men turn into slobbering halfwits in their appreciation of women
and choose equally idiotic ways in expressing it!
You want to look at us? Fine..but a line has to be drawn somewhere, right?
Looking discreetly is fine..
even women look at ‘Hot’ men!
So here’s what a figured out after lengthy observation..
There are several types of man, as there are several types of women;
broken down to several types to look at and several types to leer at.
The only tangible difference between ‘looking’ and ‘leering’
is the physical manner in which it is being exercised.
Looking in admiration of a person’s beauty--
furtively n quietly— acceptable.
Leering in admiration of a person’s anatomy--
palpably n luridly – UNACCEPTABLE!
Therein lies the interpretation of wats acceptable n wat’s not..
it really is difficult to decipher the level of acceptability,
as this wud require a psychiatrist.
For the everyday layman, however,
it is simple enough to think that it is linked to our psyche
and how we were raised.
I believe the big question here wud simply be –
How matured and responsible are we in our actions?
as human beings with normal brains,
it shud be an insult that we have to be guarded by Penal Code, s.509 on sexual harassment.
I think we shud be able to THINK clearly as to when it is fine to speak,
look or even touch and when it is not..
Thus, I believe that, as an adult,
we are each responsible for our thoughts,actions and reactions..
we really don’t want today’s marriage to be tomorrow’s divorce
simply because wecudnt keep our visual scope from being VistaVision.
Becoz more often than not,
where the eyes go, the hands wil typically follow…
"i'm not upset that u lied to me..
i'm upset that from now on, i cant believe u anymore!" -anonymous-
yg plg penting...nk drive????? mak korg akan menjerit sekuat hati!
skrg ni ak tgh bergelut dgn esaimen equity yg nak kna anta esok nih..
hahahahha..xpe2..leh siap punye..
oh ye..
td ak baca artikel nih..
dia cakap, kajian yang dibuat oleh syarikat insurance kereta kat US membuktikan.. lawyers and judges are the worst drivers...
hahahaha..
aku rasa ada dua maksud statement ni.. (klik utk artikel)
1. memang betol r komen org d sekeliling ak yg ak ni driver yg dahsyat..
2. xbetol r komen sesetangah org tu yg pompuan are bad drivers..sbb lawyers yang bad drivers sbnrnye..n lawyers ada lelaki n ada pompuan..hehehe
ada banyak lagi bnda ak nak cerita.. tggu je r post2 lepas ni.. spjg sakit ni ak jadi lebih observant.. so banyak benda dlm kepala.. hehehe..
Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan
Kau yang tak percaya bagaimana nakbahagia?
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi Menanti biar terus didustai Kaulah bahagia (bagiku) Kaulah derita (bagimu) Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku) Kaulah derita (bagimu) Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama Akan ku biar tiada, ku tetap kan setia Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan Aku masih terkilan
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi Menanti biar terus didustai Kaulah bahagia (bagiku) Kaulah derita (bagimu) Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa Kaulah bahagia (bagiku) Kaulah derita (bagimu) Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
aya suka hari ahad..
seriously, sape tak suka hari ahad??
budak skolah suka ahad..
orang kerja ofis kerajaan suka ahad..
budak U mcm aku pon suka ahad!
sebab ahad best..
tapi..
satu bnda yg x best psal ahad is..
esok isnin..
hmmm..
just another manic monday,
i wish it was sunday..
coz that's my fun day..
today is just another manic monday...
hahha..hari isnin je wajib ye lagu tu jadi lagu tema aku..
basically esok klas aku straight dari kul 9 pagi sampai 2 petang..
then nak teman Buttercup gi Syariah Court KL..amik statistik, buat interview n carik latest kes..
semua 3rd year skrg tgh menggelabah gile dgn PP..
due date makin dekat..
aku nye PP, hari tu jupe Dr.Samad..
dia kata PP aku x de kepala xde ekor..
hahahah!! mmg otak juris r dia tu..smua bnda pon nk bg contoh simili..
so aku kna siapkan abstrak, intro n conclusion 4 every chapter n susun few chapters yg berterabur n redundant..so chaiyok! dia bg tempoh smpi jumaat ni..
alamak!! time is running out!
so i better start typing now!
erm b4 that, nak btau..
skrg akb suka sgt lagu ni...
'because of you' by After school..
addictive k!
MV dia pon canteeek..
lirik dia pon sgt deep!
best!
ROMANIZATION
Ajikdo na geudaereul ijji mothae
I’ll never forget, boy, I’ll never forget, boy
He eojinji beolsseo myeot nyeoni jinatneunji molla
Geudae saenggak manhamyeon jakku nunmul man heulleo
Oneul ttara wae geureohke niga bogo peulkka
Chang bakkwi bissoriga nae mameul heundeureo nwa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Nan hangsang neomanwi jang miga dwiryeodeon nae mameul ani
Ije jogaknan sarangwi machim pyoga dwaetdaneun geol
Nunmuri millyeowa memareun ibsuri jeojeo
Ije eotteokhae geudael ijeulsu eobseo
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga
Geunaldo biga wasseotji hanchameul geudaen
Mareobshi nareul bara bogiman haesseo
Heundeulli neun nunbitgwa aesseo jitneun eosaekhan
Misoga ibyeoreul yaegi haejweo
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Nabogo tteonarago hal ttaen eonjego tteonan danikka eojjeogo
Michin saram chwigeup manhae jeongmal himdeureo boy, slow down
Amureon maldo mothan chae ureo, cuz I want to stay next to you
My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga
I miss you, I need you
Kkum sogeseon ajikdo I’m with you
I miss you, I need you
Shiganeul dwi deollyeo wanna kiss you again, my boy
Mami neomu apeunde gyeondigi
Gwiro unde neoneun eodiseon mweol hani, na ureosseo cham manhi
Neo eobshin nan mossareo
Naegero dorawajweo nal tteonagajima
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, yeah
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, manhido useosseo nan
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh yeah
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo, neo ttaemune na
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga
TRANSLATION
I… still… can’t… get over you
I never forget…
Boy I never forget…. boy
Can’t remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can’t erase you out of my mind
I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?
It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u
I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?
I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me
I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?
aku macam pernah dgr iklan pasal 'dapatkan lebih lebih dan lebih'..kat mane ehh?
hmm..betul ni..
aku mahu lebih Waktu..
sbb skrg ak terkejar2 masa..
teruri2 masa..
sebab 24jam yang ada, sangat2 tak mencukupi..
kenapa boleh tak cukup?
24jam tu kan banyak...
banyak ke??
mungkin banyak bagi org yang tak ada banyak kerja..
aku cemburu gila dgn org yang ada masa lebih...
dorg leh gi jalan2, makan2, tido2, lepak2...
sebab ak x ada peluang dah..
aku ada banyak sangat kerja nak kena buat...
sangat banyak!
sebagai peringatan kepada diri aku sdiri, biar aku listkan apa yang perlu aku selesaikan...
1. Assignment Equity
2. Prepare for test Juris
3. Academic Paper for CLE
4. EMPAT lesson plans CLE
5. tutorial dan tutorial dan tutorial....
6. Project paper
7. revision..
8. SEVEN hours of class replacements...7??
pandang list ni je da buat ak pening kepala...
aku nak rehat...
ak tak suka Datelines...
sbb bila ada dateline, ak x boleh rehat..
asik terfikir kerja yang tak siap..
ak nak pergi jalan2..bebaskan diri..berehat tepi pantai smbil mnum air klapa..
ak nak men game..happy2..go crazy over silly games..
boleh tak bagi aku lebih masa...
sebab aku perlukan lebih masa...
aku kena kerja keras sem ni...
sebab aku nak masuk FINAL YEAR tahun ni!!
aku x nak masuk final year tahun depan!
aku perlu capai final year tahun ni!!
aku mesti!!
aku tak boleh pause perjalanan aku kt law fac ni...
aku kena grad 2011!!!!
tak mo 2012!!!!
tapi smpi skrg aku blur je dgn subjek 3rd year...
juris?? oooh...sgt pening! smpi skrg xleh grasp the whole idea of it..
yang aku tahu juris tu psl idea n falsafah ttg law..
company? dgn current lecture style, ak hilang arah...
PIL?? banyak sgt content nye..
Equity wills and trust?? hmm..terlalu teknikal utk otak slow mcm aku ni..
so utk bagi ak faham smua ni, aku perlukan lebiiiiih masa...
WARNING: This post will contain inappropriate words and Alien phrases..hohoho!
Penat weh mggu ni..sgt pnat!
Actually ak mulakan mggu ni pun dgn bateri yang separuh..
So by Tuesday, ak da start merapu..
Hoho byk sgt keje kna buat..
CLE cam penderaan mental dan fizikal..klas smpi 9.30???
stiap ari pk CLE..mabuk laut weh!!
tapi ak percaya..usaha tangga kjayaan..
bsusah2 dahulu, bersenang lenang kemudian!!
n its good sbb ak blaja utk jd manusia yg sgt considerate and discipline!!
Pastu klas berderet-deret mcm LRT baru yg ada 4 gerabak tu..
Not just dat, tutorial pon melambak2 gak..
N ak kna tuka few classes sbb ada byk clashes..
Kepenatan mggu ni buat ceceair otak ak mendidih2..
I can barely think properly mggu ni..
Ade ke patut tyme nk solat, ak angkat takbir pastu terus ruku’??
Sudah tertanggalkah skru komponen otakku??
Nk mnjadikan post ini lebih dramatic,
Kereta ak lak rosak ari rabu tu…
Kereta rosak is not something unsual for me..
Smua jenis kerosakan kereta ak pnah lalui.,
Just name it!
Baru hari sabtu lepas kereta ak abis bateri kat tgh2 bandar2 KL..
Ari rabu lak, water pump bocor..smua air2 kluar melimpah2..
Temperature pon naik..dah nak meletop da kereta ak
dgn asap2 smua kan..
Huhuhu..
Actually ak tulis post ni tyme tgh tggu MR.Primus dibaiki..
Msti dia mnderita dapat ak sbagai tuan dia..
Ak sgt ganas membawa kereta..
Pnh ak terpikir…kereta apekah yg plg seswai dgn ak..
Patutke ak bawak steamroll (lori yang ada bulat besar dpn dia tu),
atau jentolak balak? Ataukah ak patut drive kereta kebal??
Hoho..ataupun yg lebih bagus..
Jalan kaki sudeyh~~
Ada member ak suh bwk motor..
Oooh tidak!! Bkn sbb ak aggap motor tu x menarik..Cuma..
Klu ak bwk kereta pon, asik rosak je..
Klu ak bwk motor, silap2 ari bulan, tertinggal enjin kat blkg..
