a poem n candid pics..

All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man.

Countless romance stories and fables
helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind.
Searching for that fantasy lead to many disappointments.

Reality made it clear that there was no such man.
And as the years went by,
the fantasy started to fade away
...
until I met you.
I had almost given up on the fantasy
until

my fantasy became reality,
that reality became
you.

ak tgh bosan..lalalala..how dare u get into my brain n mess with it..
hehehe..mesti dia marah gila ak post gamba candid nih kt sini..

for those who r looking 4 love..dont push it too hard..love will come when u least expect it 2..
for those who gave up..giving up on love means u gave up on life..
no one shud give up on life..coz the almighty is a great match maker..u need 2 have faith on Him..
for those who r in love..dont squeeze it 2 hard..dont held it 2 loose..be firm..n love will always b yours..

hahahaha...
tgh bosan ni..so berjiwang skejap..

LoVe TayLor!!!

i'm in love with her music..she's so damn talented..n she's like a living barbie doll..i love all her tracks in Fearless..ooh god!! n my latest addiction (after teardrops on my guitar, our song, love story n forever & always) is You Belong With Me..this song is so cool..but the music vids makes it even cooler!! or shud i said its HOT!! hahaha..n the hero in this vid is Lucas..he's the hearthrob in Hannah Montana The Movie..catch the vid below...u gonna love it..besh2!!!

for anybody who wanna sing along(i do it a lot hehehe)..i provides lyric below..

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me




Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

ok yang ini baru tambah--on july 3rd...ni vid time perfomance ktne tah..dia xnyanyi live sehebat mariah carey..hihi tpstill dia xla terok cam miley(sorry!!) n x over-trying...enjoy tgk dia enjoy the crowd..best2!!!

ni plak kt sound relief sydney...bestnye..nk tgk dia Live..bile dia nk dtg msia????

facing my fear!

pagi tol ak bgn hari ni..nk g amik mama..pastu nk jd driver mama 4 a day...ooh n yes..im goin 2 UM n go check my crim law result..lalalala...baik tau sdiri dr org len btau..aaaaaaaa..takot! i screw the exam like crap..so icant expect somtin gud 2 happen..klukna repeat cmne??repeat??the six letter word i fear the most..the six letter word that will make my life extra dark n even more twisted..hahahaha..ok now im having mixed reaction..n im hyperventilating...

thats not the only fear 4 2day..mama nk blk, rumah x kemas lg..hahaha..1st flor da mcm tongkang yg dah pecah n hampir karam..haha..n LAUNDRY..i havent done my laundry..adoi..instead of ranting, babling n complaining i shud go n do d laundry..NOW! lalalala..jap lg la..hehehe...dont get me wrong k..ak xde la mls sgt tp bila da on laptop, mmg susa r nk gerak buat keje..hehe but im not a neat freak either..so u can expect my room 2 look normal..not a clinic n not a dumpster..haha..jap. im supposed 2 talk/write bout my mom n my fear of her running amock bila tgk rmh semak..hahahaha...ok my mom is soo extremely fussy..she's sooo neat n tidy n RAJIN n she do the house chores perfectly..i can never reach her standard..hehehehe..im more like my dad..slow n easy...

ok..another fear..global warming!! can u please friggin tell me when this HEAT WAVE is gonna stop..panas tol..kul 7 da panas mcm pukul 12..time kul 12 mmg da panas gila laa kan mcm kt gurun sahara..ive never been there actually..haha..but i gez mcm tu r agaknye panas kt sana..ok snap back..panas r skrg..korang r ni kan..tebang pokok suka2 ati..takot tol ble pk nnt ais sume cair pastu ada big flood..n its obviously is kiamat..n im not ready 4 it..so korang yg ada otoriti tu, stop la tebang pokok utk develop project2 ngarut..xyah nk bukak byk2 shopping mall, xyah nk bina rumah byk2..sbb byk da rumah kt msia ni yg terbengkalai..siapkan apa yg patut..xyah tebang pokok la..eee...

okeh..nk kena siap!

xoxo..

is this the beginning??

blur skejap...its been so long since i last wrote something(other than law stuff).. nothing much 4 the beginning..juz a few rules..*giggle*

1.i dont ask u 2 read..so dont bitch 'bout it..
2.if u do read..dont give me harsh comments..plz..i had enough of those..
3.i wud love 2 share n 2 learn..so lets the sharing n learning begin..hehe

and

4. typo error, grammar error, censored error..ignore it..lalala..

ooh..

lil bit bout me..

i'm dark n twisted inside..im a loner with frens..i learn law..but practice none..

im suhana..

welcome 2 The Twisted Mind of Mine...