hari pertama =)

eh! banyaknya habuk~
 berdebu haaaa!
sapelah tuan punya blog ni..lolx..

da habis blaja pon x sempat nk update ke? sebok sgt ke??
sebok la~
sebok tgk tv, main game, tido sampai muka tembam! heeeee....
bila cuti dah habis baru terhegeh2 nk update..

OK! kembali kepada title *sila pandang atas*

hari ini hari lapor diri di Bank..
aaaaa~ da tak boleh golek2 tgk TV?

pagi2 lagi dah bangun..selama cuti sejak 13th may haritu, bangun subuh then tidur balik smpi pukul 9..
but now? in ur dream sahaja lah cik suhana..

set jam pukul 5.30 pg, thank God terjaga!
thanks to my panic attack, i can barely sleep last night..wondering endlessly what wud happen today..
terus cari baju plg senang nak gosok! serious x kuasa nak melaram k!
iron baju --> shower --> dress up --> light breakfast --> off to work!

woo..head rush!
work?
i'm an adult now..fully responsible of something other than myself..

the highlight of my day?

1. naik Komuter, after ages! jangan tanya kenapa i prefer komuter than driving..anybody who knows me knew that i LOVE driving to the max! but after 4 years driving to UM, i cant handle another day of bump-to-bump traffic! pls no! seronok naik KTM ni..i dont have problem with grabbing a seat..u see, Klang is on one end of the route and Bank Negara is on the other end, so i'll get a seat! no sweat! heeeee~ n i dont have 2 drive..i just sit n read whatever book i have in hand..today, i read Please don't make me go by John Fenton. 

2. i met new friends..nice bunch of people..

3. hey! dapat name tag BNM lah! hahaha no more pas pelawat ok!

muka sy mmg x fotogenik! aaaaaaaa..blh tuka gamba x encik?

4. i discover new things..great things..the fact that now i can share the health care benefits with my parents, is pretty awesome kan??! like i said, its awesome! there's like gazillion of new things i discovered today, n i have GOD to thank for all that.. alhamdulillah!

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well, esok is just another day at work..
aaaa head rush! heeee..

about my 4 years,,,

u thought 4 years will be long..

but its actually short..too short..

first year..belajar basic2 je..islamic law, tort, contract ,MLS n LM..

i can still remember how shocked we were after LM's exam..our spirit were crushed when the result came..

then we learnt criminal, consti, admin, family, land and Mooting..i stumbled for a while and it cost me another year of consti..

in the third year, we got tougher after PP..and we trained our brain to survive the dry chapters in land, equity n trust, juris, company and PIL..

after 3 years of practice, ingatkan sama je mcm tahun yg lain.. but CPC, CP, Evi, Drafting and Advocacy were different..but hey, waves and quakes will not stop us..

and here i am..after receiving the one n only good news i;m waiting for weeks..

i'm done with law school!

eh mcm tak percaya je!

mcm baru smalam ber-cheers kt ASTAR.

mcm baru smlm pakai hitam putih dan beratur depan seniors for law fac orientation..

serious mcm baru smlm!

tapi sbnrnya bkn smlm..

sbb dah 4 tahun..

ada air mata..

ada ketawa guling2..

ada masam2 muka..

ada gado2 manje..

dah banyak bnda jadi..

mesti rindu giler lah nk bangun2 pagi redah jem utk smpi kelas on time..

then siapkan tuto last minit sbb byk sgt kerja so kenas prioritize yg mana nk kna buat dulu..

rndu jugak nk lepak kt lib..ketawa serupa lib tu kita yang punya then tutup2 mulut sbb tersedar org dah pakat pandang sbb kita gelak mcm org giler!

pastu rndu jugak nnt nk makan kt cafe law fac keluar dr cafe' mbawa bau cafe yg sgt kurang enak smpikan kwn akan tanye "babe, ko baru balik dr cafe' ke?" lolx..

msti nnt rndu nk duduk dlm DK..subject yg xnantok ak duk depan..tp klu yg dry giler tu, mmg ak nyorok kt blakang lah!hehehe..

byk lagi bnda klu nk tulis mmg kna buat dua tiga post..

4 years kot...

i'm really worried b4 dpt rsult td..mana tak nye...

1. for my very last paper, 4 batang pen yg ak bawak, smuanye TAK BOLEH KELUAR DAKWAT! mcm nak nanges buat CP...terpaksa gilir2 guna 4 batang pen tu..kejap2 pen ni..pastu dakwat tetiba hilang..guna yg lain pulak...apsl tah pen tu boikot ak..urgh! risau giler klu examiner x mo tanda sbb pen asik tuka2 kaler......

2.malam td mimpi failed one paper..tetiba harini dpt result plak..aih..mcm tuhan nk bg warning je kan? so that i'll prepare myself for watever that might happen.. 

but Alhamdulillah..He the Almighty lend me the happiness..insyaAllah, i will never forget to keep trying to be a better muslim..a muslim with LLB Hons. (Mal)...cayalah beb!!!

Krabi travel guide for Malaysian travelers..

planning to visit Krabi? well, i'm here to share my 2 cents on the tourist spot which has become so popular among malaysian travelers..

i went there last year..spent 6 days tanning myself..mmg hitam biler balik..hehehe..

Where to stay?
i stayed at Railay..well, for people yang nak pergi Krabi, u must ask urself, what are ur expectations?and what are ur plans in Krabi?
if u want a spot next to the beach, with long stretch of beach and u dont mind with minimum choice of foods..choose Railay..
but if u want a spot near to the Airport, near to good and cheap foods, near to shopping spot ang good massage places, well choose Aonang..
Railay is a nice place..very secluded..u can reach Railay only by boat..and from railay, u can just walk to the infamous Phra Nang Beach..ini tempat iklan pepsi yang Ronaldinho main bola tepi pantai tuuu..well, since tempat dia jauh n secluded..everything is expensive here..
well in Railay, ada two sides..known as railay east and west..i stayed at railay west..ada 3 resorts je kat west side of railay..take ur pick..i recommend Railay bay resort.. go for the privacy cottage..

What to do?
well, i think u know what Krabi (as well as other beach and island tourist spot) offers..DIVE or SNORKEL!
for divers, the view down there is great..but u'll find that some corals are dead..dont ask me why, coz i bet u know why..pollution, human activities and all the developments are bad for the corals..sbb tu for sipadan and ligitan, our govt dah limitkan amount of activities and development and no more people staying on sipadan ligitan..so, divers, if want better view, go for sipadan, ligitan, mabul or kapalai..if u're wondering, Malaysian water is still the best tau!

so, here's what i suggest u do in Krabi..

1. go for island hopping..
dont share ur longtail boat with other groups..rent YOUR OWN boat..

y?snang if u want to spent more time at one place or skip one place..klu share, u've to consider other people's interest...remember, u want to enjoy ur holiday to the max..so be selfish!

BEWARE of jellyfish! like i said, Krabi waters is not as good as our pristine beaches..so there's a lot of jellyfish..the most dangerous is the red colour JF! very2 poisonous..ooh n for divers, there's a lot of snakes tooo near the dead coral..so careful ya!

2. emerald pool!

for those staying in Railay, u need 2 get a boat to aonang, then take a cab to emerald pool..i will take about 1 hour to reach the pool..its located in krabi nature park..

ok xperlu cakap banyak bout this place..just look at the color..arent u tempted to just dive in and swim for hours?

few warning yea..

please DO NOT use the 'nature trail'..sbb apa? well, titian kayu kat park ni sangat2 tak di jaga,,so ada yg reput..ada yang berlubang2..u might fall down! well, my mom jatuh dari titi yang runtuh..very2 disapointed sbb foreigners need to pay RM20..but dia x jaga tempat ni..thai ppl only need to pay RM3...teruk kan??but if u use the normal road, its faster n safer.. =) totally worth the money and time..so PLEASE VISIT this pool..

pool ini licin..so those travelling with young children, take care of the lil' ones..

visit this place early-early-early in the morning,,after breakfast tros gerak..so that u can enjoy the place for urself..once thai's school kids balik skolah, they'll conquer the pool..

finally, please take lots n lots of pictures..we dont have this in malaysia.. 

3. hot spring

this pic is not mine..waktu smpi sini, my cam da xde bat..so, no memory of this remarkable place! air panas dia suam2 n ada yg panas btol but still not harmful 2 ur delicate skin..the flow of this waterfall creates a pool..how? from what i was told, air panas dah membentuk batu2 tu jadi mcm bath tub..best giler ok!

warning: licin, dont spend more than 30mins in the water ok! n drink a lot of water..take photo! we have hot stream in malaysia but we dont have hot waterfalls.. 

well, this is all i find intresting to share..y? coz, the beaches are not that good..go to tioman, redang, perhentian, sipadan, ligitan, mabul..u'll be amazed..but do what i suggested..spend 5 days in krabi..take ur time there..plan ur own holiday..its cheaper and smarter coz u'll not be constrained by schedule made by other ppl..only YOU know whats best for YOU.. enjoy!

if u wanna shop, go to chiangmai or bangkok..things in krabi (craft n clothing) are twice expensive..krabi is the place to rest n relax..

for muslim, i suggest u to go to krabi..y? easier to find Halal food..mosque..and muslims..

one bell boy in Railaybay even speak malay! so it feels just like home...

other place worth a visit?

a. Maya Bay

b. Phi Phi island

finally, my best shot in Krabi: 

phranang beach..ini signature shot of krabi tau! siapa pergi krab i wajib amik gamba cmni ok!

My brothers enjoying the view..n the sun..

our view during breakfast..waktu pagi, air tak pasang lagi...

waktu senja..lovely shades of purple and orange...

another shot of the long tail boat..

13th May..well, for Malaysian its the date of tragedy and sorrow..
well for my batch mates and i, 13 May have a whole different meaning now..
its the end of our 4 years journey..
yeah, its the last day of exam..

the exam, for me, was hard! real hard!
macam tak nak kasi pass je...haisho...
but i guess i did my best..but maybe my best will not be enough.. i dont know..
i'm waiting patiently for the result..
as for now, i'm too insecure to plan anything..
i dont even pack my books..
is my subconscious mind trying to tell me something?
is God trying to give me a hint?
i hope not..
i wanna be done with everything...

i dont wanna be sitting in the exam hall again..

maybe some of u think that i'm being silly..
but seriously dude,
UM Law is not easy..
its hard..super hard..
no exaggeration here..its the whole naked truth..

haa kecik je gamba ni..klu letak besa2 nnt bigger than blog border..click for larger view eh!

now, i'm enjoying my time at home..

watching series..

watching TV..

sleeping late..

wake up late..

trying to get back in shape..i gained 3Kgs during study week..bila lah nak kurus ni........

countdown to exam!

haaa..to my awesome classmates, jangan view tau! hahaha..
tengok title je dah boleh agak apa content of this post, kan?
well, tgh selak2 planner..saje nak kira lagi bape hari nak exam..
hihihi..
penatlah kira secara manual ni..so saya pergi sini..and tadaaaa!

haaa kat sini boleh tros kira & countdown lagi bape hari nak exam..wah..
semangat nye kau suhana!


bukan semangatlah!
nak beringat je..
nanti sebok fikir benda lain..
buat benda lain..sampai terlupa pulak kan lagi bape hari nak exam..


so kalau ikut kata countdown ni, ada lagi 2 bulan, 1 minggu & 5 hari b4 exam??
ok tak kelakar!
sangat tak kelakar....


ada lagi 2 asgmnts nak kna submit..
2 trial yang sangat berliku dan berduri!
oooh..
hihihi* gelak mereng~


haaa kawan2..tgk lah puas2 countdown ni!

p/s: this will be, insyaallah, my last exam in UM..cant wait..but at the same time i'm very reluctant 2 leave the grounds of law faculty..it's my battleground & my playground.. =(

Comelnya Berbaju Kurung

huwargh!!
penatnye menaip..ada sape2 nak tolong type kan assignment tak??
saya upah 2ringgit eh?heee~
=p

klik2 kat Dashboard Blogger baru tersedar yang my lovely roomate waktu kat PC tagged me for a contest! hehehehe..
thanks miemie!!!

1st time nih nak join contest blogger..hahahaha..excited la plak kan!

nama contest ni 'Comelnya Berbaju Kurung'..created by Siti Khadijah..

Kenapa perempuan pakai baju kurung tu comel?

bahahaha..tricky question nih..

well, a girl in her baju kurung sangatlah comel sebab baju kurung tak over-exposed on her figure..her body measurement and etc..it focus more on the GIRL..

so, secara tak langsung kecomelan akan terserlah..

ooh and i realize that when a girl wear baju kurung, she will look sweet, demure and CUTE in whatever she do..maybe sebab baju kurung ada kain and not seluar..so nampak sgt sweeeet....

bila berjalan plak, sah-sah la tak boleh nak buat langkah besar-besar, kan?and bila duduk sah dah tak boleh bersila, kan? and tak boleh la nk lompat2 kan? haaa..automatically bila pakai baju kurung, jadi very girlish..muahahaha..

i know i'm rambling.. =p

ok, nah gamba saya berbaju kurung..hahahah amik! bukan saya sorg..ada lg 4 orang berbaju kurung..comel kan??

susah lah nak carik gambar sorang2..hahaha..ni je yg nampak dari atas sampi bawah..hehehe..i'm the one in the middle..muahahah

Pendapat ada tentang baju kurung?

boleh buat point form x?hahaha

1.baju kurung baju yang sopan..

2. boleh pilih material and corak yang kita suka..pastu tempah..senang!!

3. affordable..kalau nak dekat raya, RM100 bleh dapat 3 pasang! waaaaa...

4. boleh pakai bila2 pon..formal, x formal, weddings, funeral..i even wore it for bowling, once!

5. tak nampak gemok..hahah..sebb xde cutting..

hehehehe..

itu je kot..

saya nak tag

-->nabilah jalal

-->atiqah izni

-->asmalina mokhtar

-->Mastura hani

-->Fatin Zahura

*these are the active blogger that i follow n they are my friends..hehehe..

prejudice against legal profession

my parents are proud to have a daughter who study law. well, because they are my parents..obviously they will support me no matter what i do..but being a law student for almost 5 dreadful-yet-so-exciting world, i've noticed something..whenever i met people..relatives or an old friend, and when i told them that i study Law, some of them will say this kind of thing to me;

"ooh..iye ke..kerja macam peguam, hakim semua ni, sebelah kaki dah ada dalam neraka tau.."

or if they are trying to be subtle, they will say,

"nowadays dear, it's hard to survive being a lawyer, u know..

coz a lot of them cheat their way to the top.."

ooh whatever people...

and not only people i know..

in TV and movies i often heard characters said;

"aaahh lawyers..seasons changed but lawyers remain liars.."

or

"why do world need lawyers?! they only make things worst!"

and there's thousands of bad jokes about lawyers!

guess what, this is the first pic that came up when i googled 'lawyers'!! how awful!

OK i get it that some lawyers lose their ethics along the way..but seriously, dont talk to me about lawyers and ethic..i had firsthand experience breaching lawyers' code of ethic..lolx..

 

To a certain extend I do agree that there are some bad apples in the legal profession. But don't be surprised to know that many lawyers out there actually have good conscience, acceptable moral values and a nice heart too.

 I do want to explain that the idea of ethics, justice and fairness are subjective in nature. What is ethics? The ethics we humans profess would very much differ from each other and would depend on many factors.

When the european travellers first visited Asia, they were of the view that many things we Asians did were unethical and barbaric. Classic eg was seeing people eating using their hands. But today such impression no longer exist. Why? b'cos we learn how to appreciate and understand other cultures and ethics.

Most often than not, it is not the lawyers that should be blamed. Lawyers act on client's instructions. People come to lawyers because it is clients who has messed up things or are involved in a mess. lawyers are merely a gun to hire. The things that lawyers say and argue in court is not something that they pick up from the air. Mainly, it is due to what the client says and lawyers apply the existing law to the given facts.


Sometimes, personally lawyers even don't want to represent an alleged murderer or a rapist. But lawyers, under the existing Rules are required not to turn down any case unless they really not familiar with the area or unable to handle too many files. The reason behind this rule is that lawyers are tools to find out the truth. To ensure that everyone is innocent until proven guilty. To ensure that there is someone out there to represent even the worst person in the world. To create a check and balance in this judgmental world.

A lawyer's work is not easy!!

They give up alot of their social life just to make sure that things go right for their client. Lawyers will frequently tell you how they have not had enough sleep, how they will have to come to office during the weekends due to urgent request by client, how they miss spending time with their kids and family, how even when they are sick, they are unable to take MCs...etc.

Sometimes it makes some of them wonder why they do this.. becoz the amount of money billed on certain files may never compensate somethings in life. But lawyers do it for passion and the love for fairness and
justice.

so stop judging lawyers AND law students...we are not bad people..we don't torture ourselves for 5 years in law school to end up being a jerk..

love,
suhana.

i appreciate a good drama

yes, a good drama is entertaining..

i'm talking about my Favorite medical drama of all time..

tonight episode is one of the best..well considering that GA dah lama tak ada episode yang full with humor but at the same time make u scream ur heart out becoz of frustration towards certain character's action..

tonight show defines the classic GA..

meredith & derek problem at the beginning and at then they go all happy and smiley..hehehe

and Alex, isn't he the best or what??!

he's cool but restless..

he's smart in his own way..and what he said always inspire me or make me laugh out loud!

"no, that wasn't me..that's meredith talking..she's been saving my ass this whole day. i can't handle this trial. dude, ur wife is the only person twisted enough to handle this."

see what i was saying?! 

he's good!

haaa, another scene that made me crack was when Mark told Derek that Callie is pregnant with his baby..and he's kinda hoping that Derek can give some advice on how he should break the news to Lexie..with a stunned face, Derek said..

 " i don't get it..meredith and I have been trying for months to get pregnant but nothing happen. and you? you look at someone and suddenly a baby appears?"

ooh and the thing with Chief and Bailey today?

LOLX!

twitting in the O.R about the on going surgery she's having and the chief, being so old school, he can't except it..

the good thing is, instead of creating further disagreement and bickering between the two, the writer managed to transform that conflict into something VERY funny!!

and people, Christina is B.A.C.K!!totally..hehehe

remember when i said that the classic GA episode is when u can cry and laugh in the same hour?

well, today i'm so frustrated with this one character laaa..

y can't she just accept a baby! he's boyfriend wants a baby!!!!

and as usual, they break up..

well, being 23 now..i think i know y she don't want a baby..it's not even her's pon..

aiyak..

okeh!

wow, i think i can be a reviewer! hahahah..

good or bad reviewer eh?

good night people..

thanks for reading..

love,

Suhana.

it's never too late, kan?

first post for 2011!!
weeeee~
terlambat tak nak wish Happy New Year??
hahahha..maybe Happy Chinese new year?

busy sangat dari new year aritu sampai ke saat ini..
cuti mid-sem dah nak habis baru lah ada masa nak update belog ini..

apa yang berlaku sepanjang Januari 2011?

1. semester terakhir sebelum aku grad! hah, gembira betol ni..tapi, perjalanan sebelum Grad ni bukan senang. it's about the journey, not the destination. so i'm focusing on my journey as a final year student.
oh, korang tau kan yang uni kat Malaysia starting from next academic year akan mula dari sepember? haaa..pelik tapi benar..nak selarikan jadual dgn international uni they say..but whatever..
it's something new..
something that InsyaAllah i will not be experiencing..

2. oit! birthday aku korang lupa tak??haaaa..hehehe..

I'm officially 23..a bit old..tapi yang penting jiwa kena muda..one word to describe my birthday this year --> it's a BLAST! three surprises in one night. thanks my buddies, my Mr.Syafiq and my dearest friends for all the  surprises!



ada banyak sangat benda nak kongsi..
maybe dalam post2 lepas ni..sebab post yang ini saje je utk lepas rindu kt belog ini..hehe

jumpa nanti!

Dr.Grey and Elmo.. super cute!

first thing first..

..CONGRATULATION YOUNG TIGERS..

weee~~ *super excited*

tak mo komen banyak2 sbb klu google, da mcm2 komen best2 org lain post..

kat FB news feed, beratus2 status updates..

wah smua org bangga dgn harimau muda!

cayalah!

Aauuummm!

haaa tgk young tiger dah mengaum!

ala2 player malaysia..

hehhehe..

oouhh aku da ada jersey Malaysia la!

hahaha dalam FB je pon..

tengok2! lawa kan?eheheheh

ok now back to the title..

comel sgt video ni..hehe

Elmo si puppet merah dari sesame street and my on screen idol; Mer Grey!

cepat2 tgk!!

hahahah!

cute kan??

rindu nye dgn GA!

ada 3 sneakpeak da release but

tak mo la post kat tenet...nanti x suprise..

aku pon tak nengok lg clips tu..

tau x?

tau x?

tau x?

minggu depan start lecture..

wah!

mana pen?

mana beg?

sebelum cuti ada siapkan jawapan tuto evidence yg aku kena present...

tapi..

mana jawapan tu eh?

hahahha!

pandai2 kau la su!

carik sampai jumpe..

geledah la kotak2 kau tu.

heheheh

till next post!

xoxo.

p/s: besday aku dah dekat nih..cepat2 beli hadiah, beli kad, blaja buat kek & plan suprise party!

hehehhehe

sila buat ini..sebelum anda meninggal dunia

jumaat -
my dad's former student meninggal dunia..sebab accident langgar divider..koma for a day..then meninggal dunia sbb kecederaan pada bahagian kepala..

ahad -
on the way balik dr Perak, singgah kat rumah keluarga arwah di Sabak Bernam. my dad nak collect few important docs utk tolong waris arwah claim life insurance..my mom was not his agent but my dad rasa sangat2 nak tolong coz he's very close with my dad..

i remember him..as my dad's student who used to bring my mom a baby jellyfish after my dad assigned them to catch  jellyfish before they start their daily training in Teluk Rubiah dulu..dengan sangat excited dia datang jumpa my mom.."akak, ni anak obor-obor..." sambil pegang botol mineral yg ada anak obor-obor tu..

he's a sweet person..

we met his family tadi..sebelum dia meninggal, selalu dia ajak my dad suruh datang kampung dia..ajak memancing kat bendang and sungai..last raya, dia ajak datang open house..but my dad sgt bz..at last, bila arwah dah tak ada baru my dad sempat jejak kaki kat rumah dia..

his mom is a teacher..his dad, i don't know..but he's kinda an important person gak r kat kampung tu..they look very calm..
now adik lelaki selepas dia yang uruskan everything that he left behind..dari hal insurance sampai ke hal kemas barang-barang arwah kat rumah sewa di KL..kesian je bila terpandang mata dia yang bengkak..he must be very close with his brother..losing a brother is tough..i can relate..

he told that weeks before arwah meninggal, dia ikut join kelas pengurusan jenazah..dia sangat excited nak jadi model jenazah tu..hmmm talk about signs kan..

about insurance claim tu, my dad explained to his family that arwah ada satu policy..so now that he's gone, waris akan dapat duit utk kebumikan jenazah = RM3000..then sebab dia meninggal sebab accident, waris dia akan dapat RM150,000...

he came from a good family..religious one..satu hajat mak arwah tadi, dia nak hantar upah haji untuk arwah and buat sedekah jariah utk arwah..she said arwah sangat muda lg (27thn)..apa sangatlah harta akhirat yg arwah ada..sedih bila dengar..i can't imagine the feeling of a mom..losing her child..and have to outlive him..managing his pusaka..its suppose to be the other way around kan?kita yang patutkan uruskan mak ayah kita bila diorang meninggal sebab time kita lahir diorang dah uruskan kita..but qada' qadar ketentuan Allah..

back to the real purpose of this post..

here i list down FOUR things that we NEED TO DO before we die..so that our parents and siblings tak kelam kabut when we die..at least kita tak bebankan diorang..

1. inform diorang kalau kita ada simpanan, insurance, EPF even duit kutu kalau ada..sbb if dorg waris sah kita, dorg ada hak utk semua tu..dan duit tu jugak blh guna utk bayar kos kebumi..kos kenduri arwah..bayar hutang kita..ingat, kalau ada hutang dunia kena langsaikan..kalau tak, terbeban bila meninggal nanti..duit tu gak dorg leh upahkan haji utk kita..

2. sila kongsi NOMBOR PIN KAD ATM dengan mak ayah kita..kenapa??? sebab..bila kita dah tak ada, diorang boleh bawak keluar segera..pesan kat dorg, bawak keluar semua duit dalam tu..then barulah lapor pd Bank yang kita dah tak ada..sebab?? kalau diorang report kematian sebelum bawak keluar duit, duit tu akan dibekukan..n Amanah Raya akan take over pembahagian duit tu..biarla RM10 pon..leceh kan??so kongsi no pin dengan parents k?

3. kalau ada hutang apa-apa, bgtau kat mak ayah atau adik beradik..senang nanti..tak ada lag diorang teraba-raba dalam gelap..nak mencari sape yang kita ada hutang..

4. start la menyimpan duit..utk kegunaan kita bila meninggal nanti..memang lah bila seorang manusia tu meninggal dunia, dia akan terpisah dari semua hal dunia ni..tapi ada benda yang kita tak patut biar mak ayah ngan adik2 kita tanggung lepas kita tak ada..duit kebumi, duit kenduri, duit upah haji..semua tu tanggungjawab kita..walaupon mak ayah ngan adik2 tak akan cakap diorang terbeban kena buat semua tu utk kita bila kita dah tak ada tapi hakikat yang memang kita susahkan diorang tetap tak berubah..so..simpan lah duit eh..masuk insurance hayat kalau nak senang..beringat sbelum terkena..

~sama-sama kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah untuk arwah saudara Idrus, semoga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, Amin.~

hari keluar result!

hari ni dimulakan dgn 1 simple thoughts..

"hari ni budak PMR dapat result..mesti diorang nervous giler!"

well..

few hours later, NewsFeed Facebook aku sarat dengan berita adik dia dan dia dan dia, serta sepupu dan saudara dia dan dia dapat 8A,7A..

tetiba ternampak satu post..

post yg  buat jantung aku berdegup dari luar badan!

result is out!

ooh yeah!

aku yg tengan start kereta, nak balik dari Klinik Haiwan Dr Yap terus ubah plan dalam otak..

initial plan aku, nak balik sambung skirmish Red Alert 3 yang tak sempat abis semalam..

my new plan --> pergi UM tengok result..

pheww...

Remedies lulus!

Banking lulus!

that's the thing about study kat law school UM..

we hope for the best..but don't expect too much..

i've been disappointed before.. =(

ok tak mau cerita sedih!

yang penting tak payah repeat!

ooh ada lagi good news!

miss lappy dah ada keyboard baruuuuuuu!!

hoyeh-hoyeh~

SEBELUM

see the red circles?that's the location of rongakness..hehehe

SELEPAS

see now?very nice kan??

dah boleh menaip dengan gembira!

hehehehe..

quote from mama:

"hah lepas ni bagi lah Garfield cakar lagi.."

hehehe..

orait mama..tak bagi Garfield dekat dah ngan Miss Lappy..

"Formal education will make you a living; self-education will make you a fortune."
-Jim Rohn

my 100th post on Blogger!

YIPPIE!!

dah 100th post dah..

nak buat ucapan boleh??

hahahhaha!

thanks to:

my 30 followers!

korg follow lg x ni?ke da bosan?hahaha..

my blog stalkers!

ni mesti ada ni..hehehhe..ngaku cepat =p

my lappy!

u assist me..walaupon rongak,tetap berkhidmat.. =))

and MYSELF..

for your never ending silly-funny-lame idea...

heheheh

sila2 makan kek..

"The role of a writer is not to say what we all can say, but what we are unable to say."

-Anaïs Nin

ku rindu dia.. =p

i miss Grey's Anatomy!
dah dua minggu x dapat my weekly dose of  Grey's humor, drama and twists!
they r on break for the holiday season..
& as usual they'll be back in January..
i’ve learned that Grey’s Anatomy S7 episode 11 will be called “Disarm” and will air on January 6th, 2011.


for my lovelies yg gile grey's or at least hooked on grey's,
here r the Promo 4 that episode..


it's gonna be EPIC!

importance of a clear vision

here's the thing..

i was born with an eye problem..notice that i only mention 'an eye' ?

well, it's because the problem is only with my right eye..

this eye disorder is called amblyopia or commonly known as Lazy eye..

the truth is,its not the eye that is lazy..it's the brain..

ahaaa that's explain why i'm so lazy!

sbb mata kanan aku ni malas sgt.. my left eye needs to work more than it should..
the result, skrg power mata kanan sy 475!! while mata kanan just 120!!!
kesian mata kiri ku..


aku stop pakai glasses masa f1..pastu pakai contact lense..well sbb aku ni sgt careless at times, kadang2 lupa nak pakai..
masa F5, berhenti terus pakai contact lense..


then bila sambung Asasi, buat spec..tapi pakainye setahun beberapa kali je..
masa tu power mata kiri 375 mata kanan 50..
spec aku memang sentiasa berat n tebal sebelah..
WEIRD ok!


makin lama mata aku makin tak jelas..
kalau benda tu jauh,memang aku hanya akan nampak outline dia je..
hahahah!
so aku sangat pro mengenal outline benda atau orang..


but lately memang aku rasa aku dah tak nampak outline pon!!
doctor mata aku pernah cakap dulu, sila pakai spec or soft lenses..and sila buat treatment mata kanan anda..kalau tak nanti lama-lama nerves ke mata kanan akan mati sbb xpernah guna..and mata kanan will permanently buta..


so! aku gi tempah contact lenses!!
stock setahun punya!
ha amik!

regarding the treatment, doc sarankan ak buat exercise mata kanan dgn letak patch pada mata kiri so that this lazy right eye will be forced to work..kawan-kawan, please remind me ok!!

and since dah pakai corrective lense dekat mata kiri, mata kiri now sgt clear!!bagus sgt..
yg x bagusnya..bila mata kiri da clear, mata kanan tros xmo buat kerja..so kawan-kawan, korang akan nampak aku sangat juling kadang2..
i'm trying so hard utk buat lazy eye ini gerak..
so dont call me a freak k!

“The eye sees only what the mind is prepared to comprehend.”

if i die young...

whoops..
can't focus on Banking Law anymore..
need some time off..

well,
i wanna share with YOU one beautiful song..
a sad one too..

"If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song"

very poetic kan?
very optimist jugak..
coz she didn't see death as something awful.
_________

"Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby"

ok, this is the part where i shed a tears the first time i listen to this song.

super sad..

the first person that came to her mind in case she die young is her mother. how she knows that her mother will be the one who grieve the most n how she would like her mother to know that she's all fine.. T_T
________

"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"

ok, this part is my favorite!

so much truth in it..

the hard cold truth, kan?

i love how she convey it through very honest words.. 
_______

go and look at it's full lyric..u'll be impressed.. 

here's the Live version..

ooh, this is a brother-sister's band..

they called themselves THE BAND PERRY

country band..

i adore country music!

u can also catch the official vid..

nice jgak..

hehe 

quicky!

this one is gonna be super short..really!

TOP 3 abnormalities in MY life during exam weeks

1. my sleep schedule is all messed up. i normally wake up at 6.30 and sleep as early as 10 and the latest at 12.

 but in exam season - i wake up at 6 and sleep at 3! ooh, and there's no nap?!! infringement of human rights!

2. i drink coffee..normally i don't do coffee..it's effective to abstain me from sleeping but the morning after, i will be miserable! BUT in exam weeks, adrenalin makes morning after coffee seems 'normal'.. yeah right! the point is, i drink too much coffee and my pee smell like one!! gross n awful n...unique?

3. during exam weeks, my Blog post..is SHORT!

till then.

xoxo

my 1st paper = Remedies.

date = technically today (Thursday)

venue = exam building

i grew up with them..

seriously, the memories are still vivid in my mind!

how i wud stay up late every tuesday..

curled up in my blanket..

all lights were off..

and the theme song sounds something like..

"i dont wanna wait..for our life to be over..

lalalalala..."

haha..

i'm a bad singer.

well,

i'm easily addicted to TV series..

and in the 90's,

i'm addicted to Dawson's Creek..

u know..the one with Joey Potter..

she doesn't have anything to do with Harry Potter though..

wait, let me show u some pictures..

let see if u can remember..

haaa..now u remember kan???

well,

i met a friend..

a childhood fren..

the one i shared my dawson's creek obsession with..

miss beeha.. ^_^

the funny thing is that,

after nearly 10yrs tak jumpa,

soalan 1st yg dia tanya was..

"who did Joey end up with??"

hahaha..

me: "u seriously have no idea ke babe?"

beeha: "u r the only one i know who wud stick with the show until it ends..so tell me, who's the guy?"

me: "it's pacey,baby!"

hahahaha..

 this is one of my favorite scene..

they were talking about a bracelet that Joey wore that night..

i think the dialogue was something like..

J: "it was my mom's"

P: "i know..u told me,six month ago.."

...

P:"yeah, i remember..i remember everything.."

hmm..this one was after they had summer sailing vacation together..

my favorite lines in the entire series was when Joey finally realise that she was in love with Pacey..

and she try to stop him b4 he went sailing on his boat..

J: pacey, i think i'm in love with u..

P: u think, or u know?

J: i know.

and this one,

J: "pace, y are we here?wat r we doing here? y are we standing like this.."

and then they kiss..

hahahahaha..

i'm glad that they end up as an item..

yeay!!!

ok..i need to go back to Remedies..

till then..

"you know you love someone,when u can spend the entire night,

just sitting by the fire and watching them sleep.."

my favorite 90's song..

You say I only hear what I want to.
You say I talk 'so' all the time... so?

And I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
Yeah yeah, I missed you.

And you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
lover's in love, and the other's run away,
lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
Well, well, this is not that;
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.
And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that I was naive,
and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.
Yeah, I miss you.

You said, "I caught you 'cause I want you and one day I'll let you go."
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just
scared to lose.
And you say, "Stay."
And you say I only hear what I want to. 

***

masa zaman walkman yg isi kaset dulu,

aku beli kaset lisa loeb..

haha..

sbb muka dia nerd sgt!!

no lahh..

aku suka lisa loeb..

one of my closest friend masa dulu suka lisa loeb..

he stuffed it in my ears like everyday..

he sang it when possible..

hahahaha..good all times..

well, lagu ni fevret aku..