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 busy week..absolutely cant wait for the holiday..

i wanna forget all bout works..

all about life complications..

all about difficult human beings around me..

all about stressful atmosphere at school..

all about....

enough said..this song is a good song..

direct to the point..

and 'people' can relate to it..

not to forget,

happy new year to my chinese friends!

bring back ang pao 4 me!

 

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan
Kau yang tak percaya bagaimana nak bahagia?

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada, ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah
Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan
Aku masih terkilan

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Ahli Fiqir - Derita Merindu 

 

hari ini hari ahad~

aya suka hari ahad..
seriously, sape tak suka hari ahad??
budak skolah suka ahad..
orang kerja ofis kerajaan suka ahad..
budak U mcm aku pon suka ahad!
sebab ahad best..
tapi..
satu bnda yg x best psal ahad is..
esok isnin..

hmmm..

just another manic monday,

i wish it was sunday..

coz that's my fun day..

today is just another manic monday...


hahha..hari isnin je wajib ye lagu tu jadi lagu tema aku..
basically esok klas aku straight dari kul 9 pagi sampai 2 petang..
then nak teman Buttercup gi Syariah Court KL..amik statistik, buat interview n carik latest kes..
semua 3rd year skrg tgh menggelabah gile dgn PP..
due date makin dekat..
aku nye PP, hari tu jupe Dr.Samad..
dia kata PP aku x de kepala xde ekor..
hahahah!! mmg otak juris r dia tu..smua bnda pon nk bg contoh simili..
so aku kna siapkan abstrak, intro n conclusion 4 every chapter n susun few chapters yg berterabur n redundant..so chaiyok! dia bg tempoh smpi jumaat ni..
alamak!! time is running out!

so i better start typing now!

erm b4 that, nak btau..
skrg akb suka sgt lagu ni...
'because of you' by After school..
addictive k!
MV dia pon canteeek..
lirik dia pon sgt deep!
best!

ROMANIZATION
Ajikdo na geudaereul ijji mothae
I’ll never forget, boy, I’ll never forget, boy
He eojinji beolsseo myeot nyeoni jinatneunji molla
Geudae saenggak manhamyeon jakku nunmul man heulleo
Oneul ttara wae geureohke niga bogo peulkka
Chang bakkwi bissoriga nae mameul heundeureo nwa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Nan hangsang neomanwi jang miga dwiryeodeon nae mameul ani
Ije jogaknan sarangwi machim pyoga dwaetdaneun geol
Nunmuri millyeowa memareun ibsuri jeojeo
Ije eotteokhae geudael ijeulsu eobseo
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga
Geunaldo biga wasseotji hanchameul geudaen
Mareobshi nareul bara bogiman haesseo
Heundeulli neun nunbitgwa aesseo jitneun eosaekhan
Misoga ibyeoreul yaegi haejweo
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Nabogo tteonarago hal ttaen eonjego tteonan danikka eojjeogo
Michin saram chwigeup manhae jeongmal himdeureo boy, slow down
Amureon maldo mothan chae ureo, cuz I want to stay next to you
My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga
I miss you, I need you
Kkum sogeseon ajikdo I’m with you
I miss you, I need you
Shiganeul dwi deollyeo wanna kiss you again, my boy
Mami neomu apeunde gyeondigi
Gwiro unde neoneun eodiseon mweol hani, na ureosseo cham manhi
Neo eobshin nan mossareo
Naegero dorawajweo nal tteonagajima
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, yeah
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, manhido useosseo nan
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh yeah
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo, neo ttaemune na
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

TRANSLATION

I… still… can’t… get over you
I never forget…
Boy I never forget…. boy

Can’t remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can’t erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me

I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

aku mahu lebih~

 ye! aku mahu lebih..

bukan aku tamak..

tapi aku betul2 perlukan lebih..lebih dan LEBIH!

aku macam pernah dgr iklan pasal 'dapatkan lebih lebih dan lebih'..kat mane ehh?

hmm..betul ni..

aku mahu lebih Waktu..

sbb skrg ak terkejar2 masa..

teruri2 masa..

sebab 24jam yang ada, sangat2 tak mencukupi..

kenapa boleh tak cukup?

24jam tu kan banyak...

banyak ke??

mungkin banyak bagi org yang tak ada banyak kerja..
aku cemburu gila dgn org yang ada masa lebih...
dorg leh gi jalan2, makan2, tido2, lepak2...
sebab ak x ada peluang dah..

aku ada banyak sangat kerja nak kena buat...

sangat banyak!

sebagai peringatan kepada diri aku sdiri, biar aku listkan apa yang perlu aku selesaikan...

1. Assignment Equity

2. Prepare for test Juris

3. Academic Paper for CLE

4. EMPAT lesson plans CLE

5. tutorial dan tutorial dan tutorial....

6. Project paper

7. revision..

8. SEVEN hours of class replacements...7??

pandang list ni je da buat ak pening kepala...

aku nak rehat...

ak tak suka Datelines...

sbb bila ada dateline, ak x boleh rehat..

asik terfikir kerja yang tak siap..

ak nak pergi jalan2..bebaskan diri..berehat tepi pantai smbil mnum air klapa..

ak nak men game..happy2..go crazy over silly games..

boleh tak bagi aku lebih masa...

sebab aku perlukan lebih masa...

aku kena kerja keras sem ni...

sebab aku nak masuk FINAL YEAR tahun ni!!

aku x nak masuk final year tahun depan!

aku perlu capai final year tahun ni!!

aku mesti!!

aku tak boleh pause perjalanan aku kt law fac ni...

aku kena grad 2011!!!!

tak mo 2012!!!!

tapi smpi skrg aku blur je dgn subjek 3rd year...

juris?? oooh...sgt pening! smpi skrg xleh grasp the whole idea of it..

yang aku tahu juris tu psl idea n falsafah ttg law..

company? dgn current lecture style, ak hilang arah...

PIL?? banyak sgt content nye..

Equity wills and trust?? hmm..terlalu teknikal utk otak slow mcm aku ni..

so utk bagi ak faham smua ni, aku perlukan lebiiiiih masa...

tapi aku tahu, mustahil smua tu...

BATAL??

ye..semua bnda nak batal..batal dan batal dan batal..

mggu ni dmulakan dgn hari amik2 gamba on monday..

sakan la smua org pakai itam putih..cam tahi cicak da sorg2..

 *dgn bergayanye..hah kalah lawyer betol..

actually kitorg cuba melengah-lengahkan sesi bergambar tu

sbb xmo g klas Tutorial Equity dr.Ramy..

tapi rupanye mmg x de tuto equity pon..

sib baik ok!

sbb akibat terlalu obses mnyiapkan company assgmnt psl LLP

(limited liability partnership) tu, ak da xde masa n kuasa nk wat tuto equity..

baca soalan pon tidak..

dgn semnagat berani ak masuk klas ari tu hanya dengan berbekalkan doa ye..hahaha

*punye r smgt ak bdoa..kan2..

lepas klas Dr.ramy xde, Klas PIL pulak cancel..

mengapakah???

yg buat pening tu.. replacement dia on this Friday..

 friday ni berderet-deret replacement..

 sib baik Juris lecture on..klu off jugak..mmg r..

selasa..kelas consti pepagi buta itu cancel..

klas tuto kul 11 pon cancel..

yg ada on tuesday hanyalah Tuto PIL yang on dua minggu sekali ok!

Trust lecture pon cancel???? kenapakah?? haish...

and hari ni hari rabu..ak gi klas dgn smgt waja..

walaupun badan xberapa sehat kan..ak gagahkan jugak..

tetiba PIL cancel..gi r mkn ngan budak2 ni kt cafe smntara tggu juris..

tetiba JUris pon cancel??haish..musykil..

sib baik ptg ni ada meeting PP ngan Dr.Samad..klu x mmg ak da cabut blk umah.....

*yg hujung skali tu akuuuu..hahahah

nyamuk jahat!

sape sokong angkat tangan!!!

nyamuk jahat..especially nyamuk Aedes yang dah gigit syafiq..

he's now in hospital because of the mosquitoes!

it has been three days now..i miss him..

he barely smile yesterday..he cant it eat sbb everything taste pahit..

he's tired of drinking water..n having to go to the toilet..

he's sick of the water tube that's stuck on his hand..

and the tall pole that's holding the water tube-coz it made him difficult to move..

he's tired of being poke everyday for blood test..

n i know he wants to walk, go to work, eat yummy foods..

and celebrate his coming birthday with lots of fun..

please get well soon dear.

I miss you when something really good happens, 

because you're the one I want to share it with. 

I miss you when something is troubling me, 

because you're the only one who understands me so well. 

I miss you when I laugh and cry, 

because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow 

and my tears disappear. 

I miss you all the time, 

but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night 

and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other

for those were some of the best memorable times of my life.