importance of a clear vision

here's the thing..

i was born with an eye problem..notice that i only mention 'an eye' ?

well, it's because the problem is only with my right eye..

this eye disorder is called amblyopia or commonly known as Lazy eye..

the truth is,its not the eye that is lazy..it's the brain..

ahaaa that's explain why i'm so lazy!

sbb mata kanan aku ni malas sgt.. my left eye needs to work more than it should..
the result, skrg power mata kanan sy 475!! while mata kanan just 120!!!
kesian mata kiri ku..


aku stop pakai glasses masa f1..pastu pakai contact lense..well sbb aku ni sgt careless at times, kadang2 lupa nak pakai..
masa F5, berhenti terus pakai contact lense..


then bila sambung Asasi, buat spec..tapi pakainye setahun beberapa kali je..
masa tu power mata kiri 375 mata kanan 50..
spec aku memang sentiasa berat n tebal sebelah..
WEIRD ok!


makin lama mata aku makin tak jelas..
kalau benda tu jauh,memang aku hanya akan nampak outline dia je..
hahahah!
so aku sangat pro mengenal outline benda atau orang..


but lately memang aku rasa aku dah tak nampak outline pon!!
doctor mata aku pernah cakap dulu, sila pakai spec or soft lenses..and sila buat treatment mata kanan anda..kalau tak nanti lama-lama nerves ke mata kanan akan mati sbb xpernah guna..and mata kanan will permanently buta..


so! aku gi tempah contact lenses!!
stock setahun punya!
ha amik!

regarding the treatment, doc sarankan ak buat exercise mata kanan dgn letak patch pada mata kiri so that this lazy right eye will be forced to work..kawan-kawan, please remind me ok!!

and since dah pakai corrective lense dekat mata kiri, mata kiri now sgt clear!!bagus sgt..
yg x bagusnya..bila mata kiri da clear, mata kanan tros xmo buat kerja..so kawan-kawan, korang akan nampak aku sangat juling kadang2..
i'm trying so hard utk buat lazy eye ini gerak..
so dont call me a freak k!

“The eye sees only what the mind is prepared to comprehend.”

if i die young...

whoops..
can't focus on Banking Law anymore..
need some time off..

well,
i wanna share with YOU one beautiful song..
a sad one too..

"If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song"

very poetic kan?
very optimist jugak..
coz she didn't see death as something awful.
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"Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby"

ok, this is the part where i shed a tears the first time i listen to this song.

super sad..

the first person that came to her mind in case she die young is her mother. how she knows that her mother will be the one who grieve the most n how she would like her mother to know that she's all fine.. T_T
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"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"

ok, this part is my favorite!

so much truth in it..

the hard cold truth, kan?

i love how she convey it through very honest words.. 
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go and look at it's full lyric..u'll be impressed.. 

here's the Live version..

ooh, this is a brother-sister's band..

they called themselves THE BAND PERRY

country band..

i adore country music!

u can also catch the official vid..

nice jgak..

hehe 

quicky!

this one is gonna be super short..really!

TOP 3 abnormalities in MY life during exam weeks

1. my sleep schedule is all messed up. i normally wake up at 6.30 and sleep as early as 10 and the latest at 12.

 but in exam season - i wake up at 6 and sleep at 3! ooh, and there's no nap?!! infringement of human rights!

2. i drink coffee..normally i don't do coffee..it's effective to abstain me from sleeping but the morning after, i will be miserable! BUT in exam weeks, adrenalin makes morning after coffee seems 'normal'.. yeah right! the point is, i drink too much coffee and my pee smell like one!! gross n awful n...unique?

3. during exam weeks, my Blog post..is SHORT!

till then.

xoxo

my 1st paper = Remedies.

date = technically today (Thursday)

venue = exam building

i grew up with them..

seriously, the memories are still vivid in my mind!

how i wud stay up late every tuesday..

curled up in my blanket..

all lights were off..

and the theme song sounds something like..

"i dont wanna wait..for our life to be over..

lalalalala..."

haha..

i'm a bad singer.

well,

i'm easily addicted to TV series..

and in the 90's,

i'm addicted to Dawson's Creek..

u know..the one with Joey Potter..

she doesn't have anything to do with Harry Potter though..

wait, let me show u some pictures..

let see if u can remember..

haaa..now u remember kan???

well,

i met a friend..

a childhood fren..

the one i shared my dawson's creek obsession with..

miss beeha.. ^_^

the funny thing is that,

after nearly 10yrs tak jumpa,

soalan 1st yg dia tanya was..

"who did Joey end up with??"

hahaha..

me: "u seriously have no idea ke babe?"

beeha: "u r the only one i know who wud stick with the show until it ends..so tell me, who's the guy?"

me: "it's pacey,baby!"

hahahaha..

 this is one of my favorite scene..

they were talking about a bracelet that Joey wore that night..

i think the dialogue was something like..

J: "it was my mom's"

P: "i know..u told me,six month ago.."

...

P:"yeah, i remember..i remember everything.."

hmm..this one was after they had summer sailing vacation together..

my favorite lines in the entire series was when Joey finally realise that she was in love with Pacey..

and she try to stop him b4 he went sailing on his boat..

J: pacey, i think i'm in love with u..

P: u think, or u know?

J: i know.

and this one,

J: "pace, y are we here?wat r we doing here? y are we standing like this.."

and then they kiss..

hahahahaha..

i'm glad that they end up as an item..

yeay!!!

ok..i need to go back to Remedies..

till then..

"you know you love someone,when u can spend the entire night,

just sitting by the fire and watching them sleep.."

my favorite 90's song..

You say I only hear what I want to.
You say I talk 'so' all the time... so?

And I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
Yeah yeah, I missed you.

And you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
lover's in love, and the other's run away,
lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
Well, well, this is not that;
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.
And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that I was naive,
and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.
Yeah, I miss you.

You said, "I caught you 'cause I want you and one day I'll let you go."
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just
scared to lose.
And you say, "Stay."
And you say I only hear what I want to. 

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masa zaman walkman yg isi kaset dulu,

aku beli kaset lisa loeb..

haha..

sbb muka dia nerd sgt!!

no lahh..

aku suka lisa loeb..

one of my closest friend masa dulu suka lisa loeb..

he stuffed it in my ears like everyday..

he sang it when possible..

hahahaha..good all times..

well, lagu ni fevret aku..