Thursday, October 29

Aku & Soalanku...

ak memerhati..
mcm2 situasi..
siapa yg lg pndai simpan isi hati?
 Adam atau Hawa?

i've seen a lot....
ada yg Elok..
ada yg BAD..
tp ada yg WORST!


but the real questiuon here is...
how shud we deal with feelings?
x kesah r our own or others..

what is the best way??

klu ikut apa yg ak perhatikan...

 Guys
tend to channel their feelings to what that feeling suppose to create..
klu diorg marah--diorg mngamuk
klu diorg sedih..diorg mendiamkan diri...tido..
the second situation have a lot to do with teori 'lelaki n gua..@ man n their cave'
teori ni kata there will be time where guys akan menyendiri..this is the time they do the thinking...probably because it is THE ONLY time they do THINK..lolx


Ladies
sgt kreatif bila ada krisis emosi...
sbb ada yg bila marah..dorg kemas rumah..even da kemas gile2 diorg akan kemas jugak..
ada yg basuh periuk...even periuk bersih..
ada yg menulis..berkarya..
ada yg masak..pastu makan..
ada yg shopping..
klu nk list, smpi esok x abis..


kami perempuan selalu kata pd diri sdiri..i know coz my frens n i do this a lot!

" Things will get better...the wounds will heal..the bad memory will eventually fade away..."

the question here people...

do it really get better n better OR do we just bury it deeper n deeper?

feel free to comment!!

Wednesday, October 28

aku & aquarius




ak fed up bila org x faham siapa ak..
so wats the connection wif my zodiac?
aku akui...mempercayai ramalan dlm apa sj bntuk adlah haram...sbb qada' n qadar d tentukan tuhan..n hanya tuhan yg tahu apa yg akan berlaku...
but,
personaliti mngikut hari kelahiran ni bbeza...
even saintis islam percaya yg kedudukan bulan,bintang,bumi n matahiri pd hari kita lahir akan mpengaruhi sikap n keperibadian kita...


so i'm an Aquarian...
this is who i am...


-- Don't expect an Aquarian to follow the crowd. They are individuals who like to do their own thing and they enjoy being different.
-- Aquarians take pride in their intellectual independence. They can be liberal and progressive in thought, and yet still fixed in their opinion. However, they are fair judges of different opinions because they don't let emotions get in their way.
-- Aquarians love more than anything to be in the company of other people. One of the friendliest signs of the zodiac. They are true "people" people. 
-- Aquarians will find their kindness helps them attract friends wherever they go. Their humanitarian beliefs make them concerned for the welfare of all.
-- Yet, while they love people, they tend to avoid getting too deeply involved in a relationship for fear of losing their independence.
-- Aquarians are creative and imaginative, but better at dreaming up ideas rather than putting them into practice. They would rather spend their time thinking up new ideas than putting the ones they have already thought of into motion. They leave that job to others.

Friendly

-- Aquarians value friendship very much. Once you have a friendship with an Aquarian, you can expect them to be loyal. If you find yourself in a bind, ask an Aquarian friend for help. They will not hesitate to be there for you.
-- They are the humanitarians of the zodiac and their altruistic ways naturally draw people to them.
-- Aquarians usually never find themselves at a loss for companionship, but because they value their independence so, they may not make the best lovers. If they feel they are trapped, they will use any excuse to break free.

Weaknesses

-- Aquarians can be stubborn in their opinions. They can become impatient with those who don't see their point of view and disagree with them.
-- They are fiercely independent and this can make them seem cold, detached, and impersonal at times. 
-- They embrace their eccentric ideas so much that they can be viewed as rebellious and unpredictable.


so jgn persoalkan knp ak buat apa yg ak buat utk kwn2 ak...
they are my friends who dont JUDGE me..
they accept me the way i am..
they make mistakes too..
but when they ask me 2 keep their scerets, i HAVE too..
x bmakna ak x de otak nak ikut je apa diorg mintak..
ak cuma HORMAT privacy org lain..
hidup dia lantak dia r..
sbb ak dah 'ter'tahu, ak kna hormat permintaan dia bila dia suruh rahsiakan...
bukan ak x percayakan kau..
tp ak aquarian...
janjiku pd seorang sahabat bkn mainan..
lembu di ikat dgn tali..manusia di ikat dgn JANJI...


maafkan ak klu kau rasa tertipu...
ak manusia pelik..
sbb aquarians mmg pelik... baca r kat atas klu x percaya..
ak ada cara tsdiri bila buat sesuatu..
jgn persoalkan...

yang penting..
jgn kata kau faham ak..
kalau kau hanya knal apa yg nampak pd zahir.. 


n to my FRIENDS,
i cant keep covering ur AS*E*...
what u r doing is WRONG...
please change ur attitude..
i trust u when u say u gonna fix things dat u messed up..
but u DON'T...
 i'm sorry friends..


p/s: oprah pon aquarius tau..hahahah.. 


 

NEW MOON FEVER

latest sneak peek...enjoy it before the movie..










Sunday, October 18

the TAIL of TWO kittens~









ni r rupa dua ekor kucing yg sgt manja, mngada2, n byk songeh mngalahkan manusia!

hahaha..yg byk bulu 2 nama dia Garfield..
y Garfield??
sbb masa mula2 dpt dia, dia senyap je..igtkan dia pmalas cam katun garfield 2..

dia akan bgn hanya bila nk makan or gi poo2 or pee2..
tp lama2 baru rnmpk prangai dia yg sbnr..manja n blur...
klu kna marah dia buat bodo je..
tmpt duk kegemaran-- mana2 kotak kosong..lagi kecik lg dia suka..pnh dia cuba nk sumbat diri sdiri dlm kotak isi tisu..hohoho..ambitious!
 she's a Persian cat..
yg uniknya dia ada 3 warne..
dia sukaaaa duk dpn muka org tyme org mkn..
fav food--strawberry ice cream.. n egg yolk..satey ayam...


yg gemok n besar kepala 2 nama dia Tiger..
y Tiger?
sbb rupa dia mmg mcm rimau..hahah
cara dia jalan..cara dia duduk..
ooh..n dia sgt2 gemok ye..gamba tu mcm illusion skit sbb nmpk kurus..
 he's a Bengal cat..
ni kategori forest cat..so dia lompat mmg sgt tinggi n dia lari pon mcm chetah..laju...
tp dia ni penakut gile!
dua2 suka cakar furniture mama..tp bila mama mjerit, Tiger cpt2 lari menyorok kt tmpt plg tersorok...tp Garfield akan tros mncakar smpi dia rasa nk berenti..hahaha
both suka burung..sgt ber-azam nk tangkap burung..so sgt suka mngintai kt pintu dapur sbb blh nmpk burung...
fav food satey ayam..satey ayam..satey ayam..
hahahah


they are the babies of our family..

p/s: if u think the title sound familiar..its frm the movie Garfield..the 2nd movie actually..heheh



Saturday, October 17

bila mama cemburu~

hahaha...korg baca tajuk 2, apa yg korg bayangkan?? serius bnda yg ak nk citer ni lawak sgt..lawak giler smpi ak x leh berenti gelak..nak tido pon still gelak..lawak!!!!


ok..utk intro ak nk bgtau yg mama sgt x suka lelaki curang, x setia n kawin lebih dr satu sbb gatal...mama pnh cakap, klu ayah kawen lg satu mama nak kerat *tuuuut*...hahaha..mama mmg anti r dgn notion lelaki miang ni..


last week, ayah punya fon rosak. hantar gi kedai repair. sementara tu ayah pakai fon adiq...masa ayah dapat fon tu, adiq x sempat r nk delete msg dia ngan awek dia..ayah jenis yg malas nk baca msg dlm fon anak dia.. xmcm mama..pantang ada peluang..huhu sng je nk kantoi dgn mama...


malam semalam ayah tido awal..kul 9 lg da tdo..lepas mama abis tgk drama dalam kul 11.30. baru mama masuk tido..mama nampak fon adik yg ayah pinjam.. mama pon tros baca msg2 dlm tu..mama x tau r yg msg2 adik still belom delete...so mama igt msg2 dlm fon 2 msg utk ayah...antara msg yg buat mama berapi2 mlm 2...


"cyg da tido? rndu laa.."
"bee sntiasa igt syg...bila syg nk dtg beraya kt rmh bee"
"jgn nakal2..cyg dia.."


hahahah...mama berapi2 btol time 2..mama tros call nombor yg anta msg 2...dialognye seperti berikut...


"hello! siapa ni?"
"err...ni aunty norizan ke?" mama garuk kepala.aunty?? laki ak bercinta ngn budak muda sgt ke ni..
"ni nama sape?"
"azizah (bkn nama sbnr ye..plu drahsiakan klu x adiq marah..haha)"
"umur berapa?duduk kat mana ni?"
"errr..skrg belajar kt sabak bernam..duk kat sabak r skrg...umur 15.."

jeng..jeng..jeng..mama tros gelak sorg2 dlm hati..baru dia tau rupanya yg dia call2 awek adiq..hhahaha..mama tros cuba cover..


"dah lama bcinta dgn syadiq?"
"mm..xlah aunty..baru2 je.."
"hmm ok lah. blaja dulu baru nk bcinta tau..slmt malam. bye"



hahahaha..lawak giler..mama pon da seng ati so tros masuk tdo dgn lenanya..
esok time on the way blk KL, mama cakap dgn ayah..


"abg nak tau x apa jd mlm td?"
"apa? abg nk terjatuh katil ke? abg ngigau eh?"
mama tersipu2..xtau camne nk citer..dah agak da ayah akan ketawa terbahak2...
"smlm anoy(nama samaran mama) baca msg kt tepon adiq..igtkan msg jiwang2 tu abg punya...nasib baik anoy call nombor tu..klu x....."

ayah teros gelak..tp smpat gak tanya..
" klu x apa jd?"
"huh..klu x ari ni abg tdo kt I.C.U r..pastu *tuuuut* da anoy kerat..."
ayah teros gelak x berenti...

"masa baca msg 2 anoy da terpandang buah durian kt dapur...dlm hati mmg nk amik buah durian tu nk hempok kepala abg.bengang!"
hahahahhahahahahhahahahhahhaahhahahhahahah....



itu r dia mamaku bila dia cemburu..sib baik mama teringat nk call budak pompuan tu..klu x msti ayah da mkn pki straw hari ni..msti terok mama belasah ayah....mama ganas wooo..boleh masuk WWF...caya r mama!


hehehehhe...yg kantoi syadiq r..mama da baca hbs msg2 dia..da siap call awek dia.hahahahhaha..mama..mama..love u mama! u too daddy...




"Women get the last word in every argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument."




Monday, October 12

Aku perempuan..so what?


Hahaha..
tajuk mcm nak gaduh~
bis nape ak tulis cmtu?








korg pernah x berdepan dgn situasi :



(a) Adam: awak nak drive? ah xpayah r..bahaya kalau perempuan drive!
     Hawa: kenapa pulak? lelaki pun drive bahaya.
    Adam: alah...perempuan mmg x reti bawak kereta~


(b) Hawa: lain kali baju kotor masuk dlm bakul..pinggan ni hantar r ke dapur lps mkn..bla..bla..bla~
     Adam: Eeeee...perempuan mmg kuat mbebel r...


(c) Adam 1: apasal lambat kau smpi?
     Adam 2: org rumah aku 2 r..bsiap lambat btol..penat ak tggu.
     Adam 1: org perempuan mmg camtu..serba serbi lambat~


--- kat atas tu cuma beberapa contoh mitos gender yg mmg selalu msyrakat kita guna---


seriously, ak kadang2 meluat bila dgr org cakap perempuan ni xreti drive, kuat mbebel n lambat...selalu je ak tgk lelaki drive accident. penah je ak tgk lelaki bawak kereta n kereta tsadai tepi jalan sbb tayar pancit or over heated...lg r slalu ak tgk lelaki bwk kereta x bg signal, potong line,  terhegeh2 kt bulatan, himpit kereta org...


hahah...ak bkn nk ubah mitos 2 kpd 'lelaki mmg x reti drive'..ak cuma nk org tau..lelaki n perempuan sama je cara bwk kereta..cuma yg mbezakan adam n hawa is..kitorg yg perempuan ni kdg2 2 takut lebih2...ye r..pompuan kan ada naluri keibuan yg simpati n mengambil berat psl org lain..sbb 2 kdg2 takut nk potong..takut nk masuk simpang..takut kat round-about *betol ke ak eja ni?*


pastu ak bngang btol klu org kate pmpuan kuat bebel.hahaha.. adik ak slalu ckp "eee akak ni asik bebel je..nnti kitorg kemas r~" tapi kan lepas tu ak dgr gak diorg ckp "eh jgn r bgtau ayah..nnti ayah bebel2 kt kitorg r~" hahahaha..tgk! bkn pompuan je r suka bebel..cuma ak nk bgtau..kami wanita lbh suka gunakan perkataan utk luahkan apa pun..sbb 2 kami bercakap bila ada yg x kena..lelaki lain..klu adabnda yg xbkenan, dorg tengking je..tros org ikut..xpun lempang sekali..tros org buat..hahaha..so klu kitorg keep repeating the same thing, paham2 r...


serba serbi lmbt?? ha ni mmg nk gado r..hahah..manede serba serbi lmbt..mama aku contoh wanita yg sgt tangkas wat kerja..tup tap tup tap~ mcm2 dia boleh siapkan..masak, kemas rumah, tanam pokok, gi pasar...cepat je dia buat...laju je keje dia..xde pon lmbt...lg satu, mmg r pmpuan ni bsiap2 utk kuar jln2 lmbt skit..sbb...kitorg nk nmpk cantik..da sifat pompuan nk nampak menarik..dah tu..klu x mnarik nnt kna komplen..hahahaha..lgpon bilangan pakaian yg kitorg pki lg BANYAK dr lelaki..obvious kan knp kitorg amik masa lg lama...baju kecik, baju besar, kadang2 ada inner..pastu suar kecik, suar besar..anak tdung, tudung...haaa...byk kan?? klu lelaki..baju, suar kecik, suar besar..da siap!


kitorg prempuan r...kitorg lbh berhati2, lbh mngasihani, lbh teliti, lbh takut, lbh mhormati n kitorg lbh suka gunakan perkataan utk luahkan apa pon...sbb 2 r kitorg kadang2 bwk kereta mcm takot2, pastu kuat bebel..n kadang2 siap lambat...


kitorg perempuan~~ SO WHAT!





Wednesday, October 7

Kuda Putih

lama ak tunggu lagu ni air kt local radio..baru td ak dgr kt Fly.Fm..hehe..cam biasa,ak sukaaaa dgn sumer lagu Taylor..lagu ni a bit mellow..mcm lagu Breathe..but lebih emotional..bridge lagu ni sgt touching ya..seswai bg lagu ni kt Ex yg gatal..hahaha..apa ak ngarut ni..

actually tgh baca juris..tp ngantok giler..da sepuluh kali ak nguap cam anak naga..tu yg menaip kejap..bg ilang aura2 anak naga menguap 2..haahha

enjoy the vids!
n the lyrics~








Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.





this vid time AMA 08..sedih tol dia bwk lagu ni..maybe sbb dia baru break dgn JoeJonas kot..Taylor d BEST! heheheh~

Thursday, October 1

Hey Ladies!

while i was driving home *after an emotional n tiring week*, dgr r lagu kat radio ni...hahaha rasa lapang sikit dada..release sikit emotional burden yg ak heret sana sini tu..


lagu ni catchy..lirik straight forward..senang faham..hahaha klu x kena gaya, sapa yg makan cili mmg leh terasa pedasnye ok...






this is the live version... best r suara dia..kagum!






HEY LADIES!


Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies! jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies! sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati, juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong 


Memanglah tak semua laki-laki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus



kehilangan





Puteri..
15 tahun dia menantimu...
15 tahun dia mendamba dirimu..


puteri..
saat kau lahir
dia lah insan paling riang..
dialah insan paling bahagia...


kau di kucup..
di dakap..
di manja..

Puteri,
satu hari nanti kau akan mngerti
mengapa dia x ada d sisi
tapi kau harus sentiasa fahami..
kau lah cinta yg dia nanti...


puteri,
kau perlu tahu..
dia wanita istimewa..
suaranya akan buat kau tenang..
sentuhannya akan buat kau aman...
mgkin satu hari nnti,
kau akan jd sepertinya...
dan mgkn dgn cara itu kau kan kenali dia..


puteri..
dia ibumu..
dan dia menyayangimu..





this post is dedicated to our beloved Puteri Raina Heliza... semoga kau membesar dgn kasih syg..biarpun kau kehilangan ibu tercinta..kami sentiasa di sisimu...






Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...

Places i've been to


visited 9 states (4%)