SELESAI

YeaY!!1st DraFt ProjEct PapeR SaYe Da cOmpLeTe...AkHirNya sayE Leh berCuti denGaN teNang...semoGa segalaNyA beRjaLan LancaR seM dePan Nie...

aNd  a reMindeR to aLL...

My bIrthDay is oN the 28th of JanUarY tau!!

naK adIah..baNyak2 Adiah!!

TiLL theN,

u KnoW u adOre Me..

xoXO~

SHOULD I?

should i be worried?

now that i'm crawling instead of running or even walking..

should i be worried?

dat the time is almost here..

should i be worried?

when the fact is that i might not make it..

i always have this dream..

of me being a successful lady in my chosen field..

i always though this IS my field..

what should i do?

when i finally realise that this is NOT the field i wanna be playing in..

there's another field..

more like a big meadows i think..

that field is where i wanna be in..

but i'm stuck here..

what should i do?

my conscience says "keep on playing in the field u're already in.."

coz according to my conscience,

"there must be a reason why god sends u there..."

o yeah~

that's my conscience trying to be soO0 positive..

but really..

my heart do think the same..

i'm a muslim..

i need 2 believe in Qada' n Qadar..

but

i can't use that reason 2 justify my current situation of crawling instead of running/walking..

 i have a strong will

strong passion

strong mind..

so i will suvive this dark-horrifying-mystical field!!

My New Cammy =)

i never have my own camera..i really want one..

but sbb ada hp camera an, so xkesa sgt r psl ada camera sdiri ni..

klu ada event or progam, pnjam cam mama je..hehehe..

but lately rasa nak camera sdiri 2 mbuak2 kott..

so ak pon beli cam sdiri! guna wang sdiri yer!

mula2 pk nk beli cam camne..

skrg kan musim org pki DSLR..

actually ak nih xde r berbakat pon nak amik2 gamba ni..hahaha..

so ak pk klu ak beli DSLR pon ak reti guna ke? da r byk terms2 yang ak mmg xreti..

pastu lense..mana ak reti nak pilih lense ni..

pendek kata ak xreti kott...

but xmo r beli compac cam je..alang2 nk beli guna duit sdiri, a

k plan nk beli something yg worth every penny i spend kan..

so i decided to buy a semi-pro cam..function sumer sama ngan dslr yg ak xgeti guna tuu..tp yg mmudahkan skit is, dia xyah tuka2 lense, n ringan..n murah yer..hehehehe

slps beberapa kali bfikir n bncang ngan my bro..this cam is finally MINE... 

Fujifilm Finepix s1500..

ak beli ni lps da puas2 servey..cam ni kira yg plg seswai dgn jiwa ak..hahaha!

it have 10mp wif 12x Zoom..

pastu kualiti gamba dia bagus..ak srvey dulu sample pic kt website yg wat review cam ni & flickr.com sbb flickr ada wat camera search...

org yg guna pon cakap sng guna..hehehe.

harga dia ak beli RM690..

ak pon tangkap2 gamba ..*mcm r ak ni pro an*..

bkn reti ponnn...

ni ada few shots yg ak amik..jgn kutuk tau..ak bkn reti sgt amik2 gamba ni..

budak baru blaja..klu nk tgk byk lg, klik sini..

*sila klik pada gamba utk tgk saiz sebenar..*

ni my very 1st shot...

ni gamba ak amik malam ak beli 2..hahah..nk try shoot tyme malam..

haaa..ni tyme nk balik dr fac..tgga ni tgga dr library nk ke cafe..hehehe

ni ak try wat macro shots..crispy clear..xsaba nk tgkap gamba bunga btol..

ni ak nk tgk colour clarity n sharpness..hahaha..longkang pun jadi r kan..

so overall ak puas hati r dgn cam ni..

bape ari lg nk g oliday...

cant wait 2 test my new baby nih..hehehe

ingat..jgn kutuk tau..ak xreti amik gamba..

BREAK EVEN??

heart breaks??
sape x pnah rasa? ak berani jamin, every adults mmg pnh rasa patah hati n kecewa..one of my closest friend once told me this -- "su, our heart (she's referring to girls' heart, coz we are girls) is not plastic,not glass,not toy..but if u want it to break, give it to a boy.." ...her heart was broken by a guy..sbb tu sgt negative pesanan dia kt aku...

i'm not saying that girl cant be a heart breaker..coz girls do break other people's heart...i did..you did..kan?? sometimes we juz loveeeee doing it..

when i had my heart broken,i wonder if the other person feels the same..n deep in my heart, i wish that they will suffer even more one day..karma is a bitch..everyone knows that...sorg kwn lelaki ak pnh tanya..."su camne ni..ex aku x nak berenti nangis..dia nak kt ak balik..." huhu dalam ati aku, "what kind of stupid moron r u???!!" of kos la budak 2 nangis..sedeyh..yg ko lukakan ati dia watpe..da tu xyah r sebok2 amik tau da..ko da tgglkan dia kan..bdk pmpuan tu pon member ak so no big deal..ak tros mngajar dia cara utk move on..hahaha..cam doc.love x aku ni??hahaha


actually aku nk introduce lagu ni kt korg..lagu best..maksud mndalam n sgt accurate...tajuk dia Break Even..the song trying 2 tell us that when a couple break up, they didnt share the same ammount of pain..yg ditinggalkan akan lebih sengsara..so 4 those who 'meninggalkan', jgn ngada2 nak guna ayat.."i'm in pain too.." coz its not the same...

enjoy the vids n lyrics..

u know u love me, XOXO..

this is not the real vids tau..the real vids xleh copy..tah pape kan..but still, its GA..so ok r ni..hehehe

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, (One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces, ('Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break, no it don't break, no it don't break even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, (One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces, ('Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

p/s: this post has nothing 2 do wif my current love live..so jgn wat apa2 gossip eh..korg mmg suka bgossip!!hahaha...

CAT FIGHT!

tersebutlah kisah...suatu pagi yang tenang...

hahaha..drama pulak!

ak tgh proof read asgmnt juris b4 nk anta...ak dgr r bunyi 'krik krok gedebuk gedebak'..

ingatkan tiger n garfield tgh insect hunt cam biasa..

rupanya2, tiger membelasah garfield! jap2, garfield yg membelasah tiger akhirnye...

heheheh..tgk r video ni ha...

rindunyer ngan tiger n garfield...waaaaaaaa!