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second sem dtg lagi...

kt fac law um, scond sem ni ibarat bjalan atas duri..cececece..

this year is the worst of all..

5 Dalil knp saye n rakan2 akan derita:

1. asgmnt2 yang melambak n due date yang merobek jiwa! in my own list ada 3 lg pending asgmnt..ak buat2 tenang je ni..dalam ati tuhan maha esa saje yg tau..

2. jadual yang mcm haper tah..korang tgk r kt box Agenda aku kt sblah tu..ade ke patut??!!! hari selasa tu cmne r agaknye rupa ak di penghujung hari?? adekah sperti sayur sawi layu atau taufu fah basi?? penat kottt! da r kne kua rumah kul 6.30 pagi! Tuhan Maha kaya..kau bantulah aku...

3. Exam weyh! sem kedua da r pendek..pastu ak ada 5 subjek 6 jam kredit...LIMA?? ENAM KDT HOUR??? motifnye??

4. project paper yang nyawa2 ikan...sabar eh Dr.Samad..after siap project paper ni, Dr xyah terseksa layan kerenah saye yg suka anta keje lambat ni..hahahah..

sekian terima kasih...

nota kaki wangi: saye dah gemok..jd sy berazam untuk kurus seperti satu masa dulu..moga2 jadual yg amat padat ini mbantu saye untuk kurus semula..insyaAllah!

Mode: otak ak blur2 je ni..cakap pon meraban je..adekah ini tanda2 ak ni da hampir x btol???

my 50th Post!

yeay!!

da masuk post yg ke-50..wah da dapat pingat jubli perak da ni..

so to celebrate my 50th post, i would like to dedicate this amazing song..to my mum n dad, my brothers, my love, my besties n my friends..

thank u for making my miserable-n-horrifying-life a joyful experience that i'll never regret!

this song is called Smile

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile 

SELESAI

YeaY!!1st DraFt ProjEct PapeR SaYe Da cOmpLeTe...AkHirNya sayE Leh berCuti denGaN teNang...semoGa segalaNyA beRjaLan LancaR seM dePan Nie...

aNd  a reMindeR to aLL...

My bIrthDay is oN the 28th of JanUarY tau!!

naK adIah..baNyak2 Adiah!!

TiLL theN,

u KnoW u adOre Me..

xoXO~

SHOULD I?

should i be worried?

now that i'm crawling instead of running or even walking..

should i be worried?

dat the time is almost here..

should i be worried?

when the fact is that i might not make it..

i always have this dream..

of me being a successful lady in my chosen field..

i always though this IS my field..

what should i do?

when i finally realise that this is NOT the field i wanna be playing in..

there's another field..

more like a big meadows i think..

that field is where i wanna be in..

but i'm stuck here..

what should i do?

my conscience says "keep on playing in the field u're already in.."

coz according to my conscience,

"there must be a reason why god sends u there..."

o yeah~

that's my conscience trying to be soO0 positive..

but really..

my heart do think the same..

i'm a muslim..

i need 2 believe in Qada' n Qadar..

but

i can't use that reason 2 justify my current situation of crawling instead of running/walking..

 i have a strong will

strong passion

strong mind..

so i will suvive this dark-horrifying-mystical field!!

My New Cammy =)

i never have my own camera..i really want one..

but sbb ada hp camera an, so xkesa sgt r psl ada camera sdiri ni..

klu ada event or progam, pnjam cam mama je..hehehe..

but lately rasa nak camera sdiri 2 mbuak2 kott..

so ak pon beli cam sdiri! guna wang sdiri yer!

mula2 pk nk beli cam camne..

skrg kan musim org pki DSLR..

actually ak nih xde r berbakat pon nak amik2 gamba ni..hahaha..

so ak pk klu ak beli DSLR pon ak reti guna ke? da r byk terms2 yang ak mmg xreti..

pastu lense..mana ak reti nak pilih lense ni..

pendek kata ak xreti kott...

but xmo r beli compac cam je..alang2 nk beli guna duit sdiri, a

k plan nk beli something yg worth every penny i spend kan..

so i decided to buy a semi-pro cam..function sumer sama ngan dslr yg ak xgeti guna tuu..tp yg mmudahkan skit is, dia xyah tuka2 lense, n ringan..n murah yer..hehehehe

slps beberapa kali bfikir n bncang ngan my bro..this cam is finally MINE... 

Fujifilm Finepix s1500..

ak beli ni lps da puas2 servey..cam ni kira yg plg seswai dgn jiwa ak..hahaha!

it have 10mp wif 12x Zoom..

pastu kualiti gamba dia bagus..ak srvey dulu sample pic kt website yg wat review cam ni & flickr.com sbb flickr ada wat camera search...

org yg guna pon cakap sng guna..hehehe.

harga dia ak beli RM690..

ak pon tangkap2 gamba ..*mcm r ak ni pro an*..

bkn reti ponnn...

ni ada few shots yg ak amik..jgn kutuk tau..ak bkn reti sgt amik2 gamba ni..

budak baru blaja..klu nk tgk byk lg, klik sini..

*sila klik pada gamba utk tgk saiz sebenar..*

ni my very 1st shot...

ni gamba ak amik malam ak beli 2..hahah..nk try shoot tyme malam..

haaa..ni tyme nk balik dr fac..tgga ni tgga dr library nk ke cafe..hehehe

ni ak try wat macro shots..crispy clear..xsaba nk tgkap gamba bunga btol..

ni ak nk tgk colour clarity n sharpness..hahaha..longkang pun jadi r kan..

so overall ak puas hati r dgn cam ni..

bape ari lg nk g oliday...

cant wait 2 test my new baby nih..hehehe

ingat..jgn kutuk tau..ak xreti amik gamba..