Mid-sem kali ini...

esok isnin..i shud b back at school..

sambung blk sem dgn workloads yg tah bile nak berenti..

tapi..ak x leh balik fac..

sbb cuti kali ni,

ak sakit  T_T

sesape yg sakit prot lpas ni, pandai2 r korg cpt2 g hospital..
jgn nak bajet tabah cam aku ye..
tanda2 lain yg ak dapat are..

demam pns..over 40 C

muntah2 n xlalu makan 

masuk makanan je sakit prot..

sakit prot yg mula kt bhgn pusat n 

akan gerak ke bhgn pinggang kanan

igt!cepat2 g hospital!!

sbb u'll never know that it may be an inflamed appendix

yg tggu masa nak pecah je..

bila da pecah..

lagi byk bnda nak kne buat..

nak kna cuci usus, cuci perut, cuci abdomen cavity..

pastu kna cucuk mcm2 jenis 'anti'...anti-bakteria lah, anti-fungal lah..

pastu org appendix biasa potong 1 tmpt, korg kna potong 3..

pastu nak jalan2 da x leh..

nak jogging--lupakan je r.

nk swim mcm biasa?? haih..tah bile r dpt swim..

nak gi panjat bukit n gunung?? hanya mimpi...

yg plg penting...nk drive????? mak korg akan menjerit sekuat hati!

skrg ni ak tgh bergelut dgn esaimen equity yg nak kna anta esok nih..
hahahahha..xpe2..leh siap punye..

oh ye..
td ak baca artikel nih..
dia cakap, kajian yang dibuat oleh syarikat insurance kereta kat US membuktikan..
lawyers and judges are the worst drivers... 

hahahaha..
aku rasa ada dua maksud statement ni.. (klik utk artikel)

1. memang betol r komen org d sekeliling ak yg ak ni driver yg dahsyat..

2. xbetol r komen sesetangah org tu yg pompuan are bad drivers..sbb lawyers yang bad drivers sbnrnye..n lawyers ada lelaki n ada pompuan..hehehe



ada banyak lagi bnda ak nak cerita..
tggu je r post2 lepas ni..
spjg sakit ni ak jadi lebih observant..
so banyak benda dlm kepala..
hehehe..

tata  titi  tutu!

15years ago..i made a choice..

and i keep making it everyday..

that's what marriage is..

- GA 'valentine's day massacre'

-cant find a title for this post-

 busy week..absolutely cant wait for the holiday..

i wanna forget all bout works..

all about life complications..

all about difficult human beings around me..

all about stressful atmosphere at school..

all about....

enough said..this song is a good song..

direct to the point..

and 'people' can relate to it..

not to forget,

happy new year to my chinese friends!

bring back ang pao 4 me!

 

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan
Kau yang tak percaya bagaimana nak bahagia?

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada, ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah
Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan
Aku masih terkilan

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Ahli Fiqir - Derita Merindu 

 

hari ini hari ahad~

aya suka hari ahad..
seriously, sape tak suka hari ahad??
budak skolah suka ahad..
orang kerja ofis kerajaan suka ahad..
budak U mcm aku pon suka ahad!
sebab ahad best..
tapi..
satu bnda yg x best psal ahad is..
esok isnin..

hmmm..

just another manic monday,

i wish it was sunday..

coz that's my fun day..

today is just another manic monday...


hahha..hari isnin je wajib ye lagu tu jadi lagu tema aku..
basically esok klas aku straight dari kul 9 pagi sampai 2 petang..
then nak teman Buttercup gi Syariah Court KL..amik statistik, buat interview n carik latest kes..
semua 3rd year skrg tgh menggelabah gile dgn PP..
due date makin dekat..
aku nye PP, hari tu jupe Dr.Samad..
dia kata PP aku x de kepala xde ekor..
hahahah!! mmg otak juris r dia tu..smua bnda pon nk bg contoh simili..
so aku kna siapkan abstrak, intro n conclusion 4 every chapter n susun few chapters yg berterabur n redundant..so chaiyok! dia bg tempoh smpi jumaat ni..
alamak!! time is running out!

so i better start typing now!

erm b4 that, nak btau..
skrg akb suka sgt lagu ni...
'because of you' by After school..
addictive k!
MV dia pon canteeek..
lirik dia pon sgt deep!
best!

ROMANIZATION
Ajikdo na geudaereul ijji mothae
I’ll never forget, boy, I’ll never forget, boy
He eojinji beolsseo myeot nyeoni jinatneunji molla
Geudae saenggak manhamyeon jakku nunmul man heulleo
Oneul ttara wae geureohke niga bogo peulkka
Chang bakkwi bissoriga nae mameul heundeureo nwa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Nan hangsang neomanwi jang miga dwiryeodeon nae mameul ani
Ije jogaknan sarangwi machim pyoga dwaetdaneun geol
Nunmuri millyeowa memareun ibsuri jeojeo
Ije eotteokhae geudael ijeulsu eobseo
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga
Geunaldo biga wasseotji hanchameul geudaen
Mareobshi nareul bara bogiman haesseo
Heundeulli neun nunbitgwa aesseo jitneun eosaekhan
Misoga ibyeoreul yaegi haejweo
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeongjuji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Nabogo tteonarago hal ttaen eonjego tteonan danikka eojjeogo
Michin saram chwigeup manhae jeongmal himdeureo boy, slow down
Amureon maldo mothan chae ureo, cuz I want to stay next to you
My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga
I miss you, I need you
Kkum sogeseon ajikdo I’m with you
I miss you, I need you
Shiganeul dwi deollyeo wanna kiss you again, my boy
Mami neomu apeunde gyeondigi
Gwiro unde neoneun eodiseon mweol hani, na ureosseo cham manhi
Neo eobshin nan mossareo
Naegero dorawajweo nal tteonagajima
Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, yeah
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, manhido useosseo nan
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh yeah
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo, neo ttaemune na
Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae malmameul sshibeo nohgo jajonsim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

TRANSLATION

I… still… can’t… get over you
I never forget…
Boy I never forget…. boy

Can’t remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can’t erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me

I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

aku mahu lebih~

 ye! aku mahu lebih..

bukan aku tamak..

tapi aku betul2 perlukan lebih..lebih dan LEBIH!

aku macam pernah dgr iklan pasal 'dapatkan lebih lebih dan lebih'..kat mane ehh?

hmm..betul ni..

aku mahu lebih Waktu..

sbb skrg ak terkejar2 masa..

teruri2 masa..

sebab 24jam yang ada, sangat2 tak mencukupi..

kenapa boleh tak cukup?

24jam tu kan banyak...

banyak ke??

mungkin banyak bagi org yang tak ada banyak kerja..
aku cemburu gila dgn org yang ada masa lebih...
dorg leh gi jalan2, makan2, tido2, lepak2...
sebab ak x ada peluang dah..

aku ada banyak sangat kerja nak kena buat...

sangat banyak!

sebagai peringatan kepada diri aku sdiri, biar aku listkan apa yang perlu aku selesaikan...

1. Assignment Equity

2. Prepare for test Juris

3. Academic Paper for CLE

4. EMPAT lesson plans CLE

5. tutorial dan tutorial dan tutorial....

6. Project paper

7. revision..

8. SEVEN hours of class replacements...7??

pandang list ni je da buat ak pening kepala...

aku nak rehat...

ak tak suka Datelines...

sbb bila ada dateline, ak x boleh rehat..

asik terfikir kerja yang tak siap..

ak nak pergi jalan2..bebaskan diri..berehat tepi pantai smbil mnum air klapa..

ak nak men game..happy2..go crazy over silly games..

boleh tak bagi aku lebih masa...

sebab aku perlukan lebih masa...

aku kena kerja keras sem ni...

sebab aku nak masuk FINAL YEAR tahun ni!!

aku x nak masuk final year tahun depan!

aku perlu capai final year tahun ni!!

aku mesti!!

aku tak boleh pause perjalanan aku kt law fac ni...

aku kena grad 2011!!!!

tak mo 2012!!!!

tapi smpi skrg aku blur je dgn subjek 3rd year...

juris?? oooh...sgt pening! smpi skrg xleh grasp the whole idea of it..

yang aku tahu juris tu psl idea n falsafah ttg law..

company? dgn current lecture style, ak hilang arah...

PIL?? banyak sgt content nye..

Equity wills and trust?? hmm..terlalu teknikal utk otak slow mcm aku ni..

so utk bagi ak faham smua ni, aku perlukan lebiiiiih masa...

tapi aku tahu, mustahil smua tu...