if i die young...

whoops..
can't focus on Banking Law anymore..
need some time off..

well,
i wanna share with YOU one beautiful song..
a sad one too..

"If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song"

very poetic kan?
very optimist jugak..
coz she didn't see death as something awful.
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"Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby"

ok, this is the part where i shed a tears the first time i listen to this song.

super sad..

the first person that came to her mind in case she die young is her mother. how she knows that her mother will be the one who grieve the most n how she would like her mother to know that she's all fine.. T_T
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"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"

ok, this part is my favorite!

so much truth in it..

the hard cold truth, kan?

i love how she convey it through very honest words.. 
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go and look at it's full lyric..u'll be impressed.. 

here's the Live version..

ooh, this is a brother-sister's band..

they called themselves THE BAND PERRY

country band..

i adore country music!

u can also catch the official vid..

nice jgak..

hehe 

quicky!

this one is gonna be super short..really!

TOP 3 abnormalities in MY life during exam weeks

1. my sleep schedule is all messed up. i normally wake up at 6.30 and sleep as early as 10 and the latest at 12.

 but in exam season - i wake up at 6 and sleep at 3! ooh, and there's no nap?!! infringement of human rights!

2. i drink coffee..normally i don't do coffee..it's effective to abstain me from sleeping but the morning after, i will be miserable! BUT in exam weeks, adrenalin makes morning after coffee seems 'normal'.. yeah right! the point is, i drink too much coffee and my pee smell like one!! gross n awful n...unique?

3. during exam weeks, my Blog post..is SHORT!

till then.

xoxo

my 1st paper = Remedies.

date = technically today (Thursday)

venue = exam building

i grew up with them..

seriously, the memories are still vivid in my mind!

how i wud stay up late every tuesday..

curled up in my blanket..

all lights were off..

and the theme song sounds something like..

"i dont wanna wait..for our life to be over..

lalalalala..."

haha..

i'm a bad singer.

well,

i'm easily addicted to TV series..

and in the 90's,

i'm addicted to Dawson's Creek..

u know..the one with Joey Potter..

she doesn't have anything to do with Harry Potter though..

wait, let me show u some pictures..

let see if u can remember..

haaa..now u remember kan???

well,

i met a friend..

a childhood fren..

the one i shared my dawson's creek obsession with..

miss beeha.. ^_^

the funny thing is that,

after nearly 10yrs tak jumpa,

soalan 1st yg dia tanya was..

"who did Joey end up with??"

hahaha..

me: "u seriously have no idea ke babe?"

beeha: "u r the only one i know who wud stick with the show until it ends..so tell me, who's the guy?"

me: "it's pacey,baby!"

hahahaha..

 this is one of my favorite scene..

they were talking about a bracelet that Joey wore that night..

i think the dialogue was something like..

J: "it was my mom's"

P: "i know..u told me,six month ago.."

...

P:"yeah, i remember..i remember everything.."

hmm..this one was after they had summer sailing vacation together..

my favorite lines in the entire series was when Joey finally realise that she was in love with Pacey..

and she try to stop him b4 he went sailing on his boat..

J: pacey, i think i'm in love with u..

P: u think, or u know?

J: i know.

and this one,

J: "pace, y are we here?wat r we doing here? y are we standing like this.."

and then they kiss..

hahahahaha..

i'm glad that they end up as an item..

yeay!!!

ok..i need to go back to Remedies..

till then..

"you know you love someone,when u can spend the entire night,

just sitting by the fire and watching them sleep.."

my favorite 90's song..

You say I only hear what I want to.
You say I talk 'so' all the time... so?

And I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
Yeah yeah, I missed you.

And you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
lover's in love, and the other's run away,
lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
Well, well, this is not that;
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.
And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that I was naive,
and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.
Yeah, I miss you.

You said, "I caught you 'cause I want you and one day I'll let you go."
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just
scared to lose.
And you say, "Stay."
And you say I only hear what I want to. 

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masa zaman walkman yg isi kaset dulu,

aku beli kaset lisa loeb..

haha..

sbb muka dia nerd sgt!!

no lahh..

aku suka lisa loeb..

one of my closest friend masa dulu suka lisa loeb..

he stuffed it in my ears like everyday..

he sang it when possible..

hahahaha..good all times..

well, lagu ni fevret aku..

i am much obliged..

oho..i cant believe that my last real post was on July a.k.a my first day as a final yr law student..
da lama sgt x bebel2 kt blog ni!!


now, the 1st half of my final chapter is almost coming to an end..WOW!
cepatnya masa berlari..
T_T

there's too much thing i wish i can do..

also too much thing i wish i NEVER did..like..u know.....

too much memory i don't have time to create..

also too much memory i wish NEVER exist..but it happens..so there must be a reason.

.i dont wanna argue on that..

ooh, u know what's the most recent memory i created?

well.. my Advocacy buddies and i..

we stumble, smile, fall, rise, laugh, cry, pissed off and pleased..

we just had our 1st day of trial..

well basically we pretend that we are lawyers..we were given a set of facts & evidence..

so we need to improvise, get creative and argue our case..ooh & we get to play roles..

sounds soooo cool kan?

it IS..

well..part of it IS cool..

but mostly it's exhaustive & it took away a lot of thing from us.. yeah..it include that thing...u know... 

today, i played the role of the senior counsel 4 the defendants..my witness was the Investigation Officer..ooh but i didn't ask anything 4 cross-exam..coz i got nothing to ask..coz my objections on the tendering of the 1st two docs were sustained!! yeay!

tomorrow..
well tomorrow is the day, people!
i need 2 cross-exam this witness named Baha..

wish me luck..

mmmuuuaaahhh!

^_^